Mostly I'm easily distracted. I hope from project to project, activity to activity, ambition to ambition. I rarely finish anything, I just feel moderately worse about it when it's books.
Learn to commit man! Jack of all trades master of none is no fun.
But how can you be certain you are committing to the correct thing?
I mean, obviously in the scale of books and games, it doesn't matter much, but what about those long-term ambitions that require responsibility?
I should still be living comfortably with my girlfriend in my midtown apartment
studying people's brains at university
and fulfilling my government internship like a good little citizen
instead I am alone in a strange country waiting to go die in the desert doing a job that I can best be described as "bad at"
how do you even fuck up that badly
Things will get better.
They may get worse first, but they'll get better.
They've been getting progressively worse for the last four years
They will continue to get worse in the foreseeable future which is the next two years
Unless I die, in which case, you know, the getting worse will come to a pretty abrupt end
go talk to someone whose there with you face to face. counsellor, superior, friend.
if you keep talking like this someone's going to suspect that you may harm yourself since the army is VERY sensitive to suicide at the moment. Being deployed is often depressing and you are not the only one having regrets about your choices.
I should still be living comfortably with my girlfriend in my midtown apartment
studying people's brains at university
and fulfilling my government internship like a good little citizen
instead I am alone in a strange country waiting to go die in the desert doing a job that I can best be described as "bad at"
how do you even fuck up that badly
Things will get better.
They may get worse first, but they'll get better.
They've been getting progressively worse for the last four years
They will continue to get worse in the foreseeable future which is the next two years
Unless I die, in which case, you know, the getting worse will come to a pretty abrupt end
go talk to someone whose there with you face to face. counsellor, superior, friend.
if you keep talking like this someone's going to suspect that you may harm yourself since the army is VERY sensitive to suicide at the moment. Being deployed is often depressing and you are not the only one having regrets about your choices.
I have no regrets about any of the choices I have made
Nor have I spoken to any actual people about this so I'm not worried about anyone thinking anything of the sort about me. The people I work with see me as a little neurotic but not depressed and definitely not suicidal.
I have no regrets about any of the choices I have made
Nor have I spoken to any actual people about this so I'm not worried about anyone thinking anything of the sort about me. The people I work with see me as a little neurotic but not depressed and definitely not suicidal.
Then you should talk to people about this. The idea is not to make people think that there's nothing wrong by hiding it but to stop there being something wrong by fixing it.
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I have no regrets about any of the choices I have made
Nor have I spoken to any actual people about this so I'm not worried about anyone thinking anything of the sort about me. The people I work with see me as a little neurotic but not depressed and definitely not suicidal.
Then you should talk to people about this. The idea is not to make people think that there's nothing wrong by hiding it but to stop there being something wrong by fixing it.
Sometimes I'm sitting right there at the other end of an IM box and all I want to write is "Don't you remember? Don't you remember when we were in love?"
Sometimes I'm sitting right there at the other end of an IM box and all I want to write is "Don't you remember? Don't you remember when we were in love?"
Sometimes I'm sitting right there at the other end of an IM box and all I want to write is "Don't you remember? Don't you remember when we were in love?"
If I start bitching about this out loud I lose my deployment, I lose any service schools I plan on going to. I get reassigned to a hospital for the rest of my time in service. I'll have wasted three years of my life and I'll gain nothing. I still have a career, that's something at least. I'm not screwing that up, too.
No matter how much I'd like to wake up early, and no matter how many alarms I set, on weekends my body just goes "LOL NOPE!" and I sleep for 12 hours. Guaranteed.
No matter how much I'd like to wake up early, and no matter how many alarms I set, on weekends my body just goes "LOL NOPE!" and I sleep for 12 hours. Guaranteed.
Oh man, I am so glad to hear it is not just me.
But we must fix it. I'm tired of wasting my weekends.
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I am totally cursing Yahweh
fuck that guy
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But how can you be certain you are committing to the correct thing?
I mean, obviously in the scale of books and games, it doesn't matter much, but what about those long-term ambitions that require responsibility?
Is that really why it's there?
Is that really why it's there?
go talk to someone whose there with you face to face. counsellor, superior, friend.
if you keep talking like this someone's going to suspect that you may harm yourself since the army is VERY sensitive to suicide at the moment. Being deployed is often depressing and you are not the only one having regrets about your choices.
skip to 1:44.
Like buying Lady Gaga headphones.
I had to spend all morning re-organizing it by species and sexual kink.
I have no regrets about any of the choices I have made
Nor have I spoken to any actual people about this so I'm not worried about anyone thinking anything of the sort about me. The people I work with see me as a little neurotic but not depressed and definitely not suicidal.
.......
Then you should talk to people about this. The idea is not to make people think that there's nothing wrong by hiding it but to stop there being something wrong by fixing it.
Yeah, you're on the road to recovery.
squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
good night
There be some trufe up in here.
HE IS CLEARLY PLEASED WITH THAT DUMPTRUCK
!
Don't worry, I never do it.
why not?
i finally paid you back for tossing me that hint about 1/2 off planet earth on blue-ray around thanksgiving!
All that will do is ruin what I still have
Fuck I'm supposed to be getting to sleep
you have captured my essence on film
my soul is trapped
Fuck, no one tossed me any hint about 1/2 off planet earth on blu-ray
You need.
To pay attention. To the shit
that you are saying.
just let it go, DUE
I tossed the hint to chat
you should probably set up some custom script that alerts you whenever I maek poast
Because it can only end poorly?
What's it matter? She doesn't love me anymore.
I have been meaning to do that.
If I start bitching about this out loud I lose my deployment, I lose any service schools I plan on going to. I get reassigned to a hospital for the rest of my time in service. I'll have wasted three years of my life and I'll gain nothing. I still have a career, that's something at least. I'm not screwing that up, too.
Naw man. Naw.
Dude is clearly like.
in a place.
No matter how much I'd like to wake up early, and no matter how many alarms I set, on weekends my body just goes "LOL NOPE!" and I sleep for 12 hours. Guaranteed.
the depressions are fixed with medications or therapies or maybe both, or sometimes time
they are not fixed with chat
I should stop coming here.
Oh man, I am so glad to hear it is not just me.
But we must fix it. I'm tired of wasting my weekends.
But what about highwaymen!?
no, you should come and hang out and enjoy yourself
but like
suicidal ideation is not in the realm of chat's influence