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Long story short, my girlfriend of half a year was found to be cheating on me. I won't get into the details and they whyfors (hell, I'm not even sure why, but I digress). The issue is that after being lied to (not just being misled, but full on lied to) I'm having a hard time trusting the things other people say, especially women.
Now, don't get me wrong. Logically I know this is dumb - what one girl did has no bearing on what other people will do. I know
it's dumb and yet.. it still happens. Where once I could forgive someone forgetting to do something or keeping a promise as just being forgetful, now a part of me keeps feeling like there was something more insidious. I'm often up at night going over the days events and how maybe something seems off somewhere. I keep telling myself that people aren't lying to me and yet.. I can't shake it.
I know this will undoubtedly pass with time, but I'm in a part of my life right now that I cannot afford to be distracted by such things. I'm losing sleep and hardly eating and that is not good when you're constantly looking for work. Once again I know my issue is my own and it's 'dumb' but it's still an issue and I really want to fix it.