I really am feeling much better since talking to my therapist. I just hope I don't feel like I have to do this for long since, well, therapy is expensive.
i feel sort of disinterested in almost everything. i guess
it works out OK sometimes, such as at work when some crazy desk clerk is ordering something for some crazy nurse and neither one of them know what they are ordering, then i help them figure out what it is, and tell them it comes from somewhere else and then they insinuate that i am lazy and threaten to call their supervisor on me and i am all like
but it makes me sort of bored with myself or something
i guess i should buy something
but i don't have much money
i feel sort of disinterested in almost everything. i guess
it works out OK sometimes, such as at work when some crazy desk clerk is ordering something for some crazy nurse and neither one of them know what they are ordering, then i help them figure out what it is, and tell them it comes from somewhere else and then they insinuate that i am lazy and threaten to call their supervisor on me and i am all like
but it makes me sort of bored with myself or something
i guess i should buy something
but i don't have much money
This is me most of the time
well, the "not having much money" is me all of the time
I don't want to say I don't care or that I'm disinterested. It's more of...I just don't let things bother me that much most of the time
Except for the past few months when everything that ever happens bothers me a lot
I have to admit I feel a small twinge of satisfaction knowing that the asshole I knew in high school who was a direct cause in me thinking to this day that people are talking shit about me behind my back is working a shitty retail job and basically drinking/smoking away his life
Like damn
At least I've accomplished some things, I work hard, I'm married and am expecting a kid and have a nice apartment
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Listening to music really helps
What's keepin you? I had the same feelings when I lived in Rochester, and after I got myself out and into grad school things went way up.
school
lack of money
a crippling fear of commitment and doubt
That sucks duder. Hopefully things start lookin up
kill me
Just take a bath in nair.
Dude if you can't get your body to cooperate, make your clothes do it. I always found that a nice outfit did wonders for my mood and body image.
I bet you're studly
That's the problem
If I've learned anything in the nine years of lurkin around its you're all pretty cool
i'm transgender and want to have my body match my mind
i'm a girl
shaving, waxing, eventually you'll be on hormones and maybe something like styrolactane.
My bad, didn't know! Saw dude in the post and assumed. Hope I didn't offend you!
I myself am in a foul mood, everything sucks. I shall pick up a vice, how about retail therapy?
Placing my amazon orders now
oh lord
that would not be great
Twitch (I stream most days of the week)
Twitter (mean leftist discourse)
I've just been bored
annoying little chest hairs keep popping up in my burgeoning cleavage
Twitch (I stream most days of the week)
Twitter (mean leftist discourse)
The nice feeling wasn't worth the awful itchiness afterward
i'd spend all the day playing with mine after a shave if it wasn't considered rude to do in public
i was gonna say
pls
that's why you gotta keep it up
it's kinda like meth, as long as you keep doing it you'll never come down.
just
FYI
How did Anti get banned again?
(for overreacting)
I really am feeling much better since talking to my therapist. I just hope I don't feel like I have to do this for long since, well, therapy is expensive.
it works out OK sometimes, such as at work when some crazy desk clerk is ordering something for some crazy nurse and neither one of them know what they are ordering, then i help them figure out what it is, and tell them it comes from somewhere else and then they insinuate that i am lazy and threaten to call their supervisor on me and i am all like
but it makes me sort of bored with myself or something
i guess i should buy something
but i don't have much money
I mean I've been feeling pretty good this week and I haven't been desperately desiring o buy a new game
I mean there are some I'd want, sure, but I can wait till they get cheaper.
This is me most of the time
well, the "not having much money" is me all of the time
I don't want to say I don't care or that I'm disinterested. It's more of...I just don't let things bother me that much most of the time
Except for the past few months when everything that ever happens bothers me a lot
my solution: at least i don't see them anymore
e: wait sorry shit this is the feel good thread aah
nba all-star weekend fuck yes
Like damn
At least I've accomplished some things, I work hard, I'm married and am expecting a kid and have a nice apartment
this is also me