this thread is not healthy

Pony

Goatmon wrote: »

I got a story for you, Pony.

About four and a half years ago I started having problem upon problem over the span of a month or two:

I was having weak spells, I was constantly dehydrated and having to go to the bathroom way too much, and my eyesight started going bad. I started to feel shitty, like I was coming down wtih a bug or something, and found that I couldn't stomache much at once or I'd vomit it up. Then, really early one morning, I woke up with a nasty pain in my left side (I think it was left, anyway) that kicked in if I took more than shallow breaths.

I finally had the sense to get some help, and I called 911. They asked some questions and looked me over, then brought me to the hospital where I was told I was diabetic and at the time of my arrival I had a blood sugar of around 950. That's roughly the average glucose level of 10 people. Apparenetly someone with blood sugar that high should be in a diabetic coma at that point.

Evidently my pancreas crapped out on me, and so I've been insulin dependant ever since.

they fuckin took my blood sugar every 4 hours

god damn fings full of holes total shit

least im not dibetic i guess!

could be worse

Pony

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

Pony wrote: »

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

Pony wrote: »

let me tell you

pretty scary

not the paralsis, that i can deal. but the reading. very scary. realized couldnt read my own name, write anything. very scared, i cried a lot.

for a guy who wants to be a writer to lose reading very hard. could take my eye, leg, hand, wtever but my reading? oh god

no way

but its come back mostly so hey!

bad posting sorry

this is the second worst thing that i can think of. it scares the hell out of me.

hand up

mr orik sir

what is worse

alzheimers

oh shi

totally

yeah count my belssing

Straightzi

Raneados wrote: »

oh no quetzi has to use muscles at his fake job

It ain't that

When I'm there it don't bother me

It's the whole I now get winded after a couple flights of stairs and am left doubled over in excruciating pain all through my torso

Orikaeshigitae

i feel pretty lucky, the only complaint i have is that i can't bend over or sit for long periods of time because my back is fucked for some reason and starts seizing up really easily

Fedora

Jesus man, glad to hear you pulled through.

I mean, damn.

fightinfilipino

what the hell?

man, strokes are one of the worst things to hit you. hope your recovery goes well Pony.

Goatmon

Pony wrote: »

Goatmon wrote: »

I got a story for you, Pony.

About four and a half years ago I started having problem upon problem over the span of a month or two:

I was having weak spells, I was constantly dehydrated and having to go to the bathroom way too much, and my eyesight started going bad. I started to feel shitty, like I was coming down wtih a bug or something, and found that I couldn't stomache much at once or I'd vomit it up. Then, really early one morning, I woke up with a nasty pain in my left side (I think it was left, anyway) that kicked in if I took more than shallow breaths.

I finally had the sense to get some help, and I called 911. They asked some questions and looked me over, then brought me to the hospital where I was told I was diabetic and at the time of my arrival I had a blood sugar of around 950. That's roughly the average glucose level of 10 people. Apparenetly someone with blood sugar that high should be in a diabetic coma at that point.

Evidently my pancreas crapped out on me, and so I've been insulin dependant ever since.

they fuckin took my blood sugar every 4 hours

god damn fings full of holes total shit

least im not dibetic i guess!

could be worse

My blood sugar is apparently a little more jumpy than usual. it goes down pretty quickly but it can go up just as fast, so I have to pay attention to my insulin whenever I'm eating.

I honestly don't mind the shots, it's just annoying having to find different places to do the injections because the skin toughens up and starts to bruise if I use the same general area too frequently.

Straightzi

Pony wrote: »

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

Pony wrote: »

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

Pony wrote: »

let me tell you

pretty scary

not the paralsis, that i can deal. but the reading. very scary. realized couldnt read my own name, write anything. very scared, i cried a lot.

for a guy who wants to be a writer to lose reading very hard. could take my eye, leg, hand, wtever but my reading? oh god

no way

but its come back mostly so hey!

bad posting sorry

this is the second worst thing that i can think of. it scares the hell out of me.

hand up

mr orik sir

what is worse

alzheimers

oh shi

totally

yeah count my belssing

Yeah that is pretty much the worst thing that could happen to a person

Straight up

Goatmon

Oh, and glad to hear you didn't die or end up permanently half paralyzed from your stroke.

We wouldn't want that, no sir.

Orikaeshigitae

also pony i feel kinda bad for saying this but you are typing like lyle's blog

i am saying that your aphasia is hilarious because it reminds me of a cartoon cat

Killjoy

you better get fast pony

Pony

upside

was youngest guy in stroke ward

nurses totlly hittin on me

sunglas smiley go here cant make it but you know orik edit my post for thing

orik edit: 8-)

sdrawkcaB emaN

is this due to your whole endocrine situation?

Mr. Henry Bemis

i'm super glad there was no permanent damage, pony

strokes are so shitty

so shitty

Pony

thanks orik

Orikaeshigitae

8-)

Raneados

I've actually fainted a few times after I had my seizure

I hate it a lot

it's not anything to do with the faint itself, it's when you come to and everyone's looking over you and you don't know what the fuck is up

and everyone's like

OMG ARE YOU OKAY

and you just want them to go the fuck away and stop looking at you all vulnerable and out of it



I think I have a thing about people seeing me vulnerable

fightinfilipino

do they know what caused the embolism?

seizureorbs

Straightzi wrote: »

Also this thread reminded me

Earlier today I was trying to think of the disease that frightened me the absolute most

It doesn't have to be deadly, it can even be curable, it's just gotta scare the shit out of you

For me I am pretty sure it is either rabies or senility

ebola is pretty fucking scary

seizureorbs

also pony goddamn

congratulations for getting through it alright

Straightzi

seizureorbs wrote: »

Straightzi wrote: »

Also this thread reminded me

Earlier today I was trying to think of the disease that frightened me the absolute most

It doesn't have to be deadly, it can even be curable, it's just gotta scare the shit out of you

For me I am pretty sure it is either rabies or senility

ebola is pretty fucking scary

See for me

Something that just kills me painfully doesn't frighten me too much

Yeah, it'd suck, there's no doubt about that

But mental illness horrifies me a lot more

And rabies just 'cause I been reading a lot about it lately

There's something genuinely terrifying about it, for me at least

BusterK

I'd probably go with senility
To me losing all the memories I have of my life would be the same as dying

Pony

sdrawkcaB emaN wrote: »

is this due to your whole endocrine situation?

yea

related

apprntly at time of blood test my adrenaline 6x higher than normal

made brain pop a lil

hard to fix that, fuck up guys adren he goes into coma right so

gonna just ride it out

but also stress from things shingles pain money bullshit etc.

streeesssss

so they want me to see a shrink

shoul be funny

Goatmon

On the bright side, if you HAD been paralyzed, you could have gotten one of those wheelchairs with a keyboard and speaker, and be all bitter and self loathing like Thunderbolt Murderface.

Mr. Henry Bemis

yeah alzheimer's is like the worst thing i can imagine

seizureorbs

Straightzi wrote: »

seizureorbs wrote: »

Straightzi wrote: »

Also this thread reminded me

Earlier today I was trying to think of the disease that frightened me the absolute most

It doesn't have to be deadly, it can even be curable, it's just gotta scare the shit out of you

For me I am pretty sure it is either rabies or senility

ebola is pretty fucking scary

See for me

Something that just kills me painfully doesn't frighten me too much

Yeah, it'd suck, there's no doubt about that

But mental illness horrifies me a lot more

And rabies just 'cause I been reading a lot about it lately

There's something genuinely terrifying about it, for me at least

oh, I know

I just find the idea of fluids constantly hemorrhaging out of you pretty disturbing

sdrawkcaB emaN

alzheimers and shit doesnt scare me really because I know I have a long time before I need to start worrying about it

abstractly, sure, it's absolutely terrifying, but in terms of what frightens me now, I tend to be more concerned with accidents or horrible grotesque disease. Also MRSA.

Pony

doc is like

you need less stressssss

i am like

sure no prob

got 8 or 9 grand

problem solved

Straightzi

BusterK wrote: »

I'd probably go with senility
To me losing all the memories I have of my life would be the same as dying

Yeah pretty much

The Greek Underworld fucks with me a lot too

To forever wander, seeing all sorts of other people but unable to really do anything significant

And unable to remember your accomplishments during life

sdrawkcaB emaN

Pony wrote: »

sdrawkcaB emaN wrote: »

is this due to your whole endocrine situation?

yea

related

apprntly at time of blood test my adrenaline 6x higher than normal

made brain pop a lil

hard to fix that, fuck up guys adren he goes into coma right so

gonna just ride it out

but also stress from things shingles pain money bullshit etc.

streeesssss

so they want me to see a shrink

shoul be funny

that sucks man

you should totally kick the shit out of your pituitary or something

Goatmon

Pony wrote: »

also

hospital food in this country?

not so bad

tax dollas at work

The stuff they gave me was pretty crappy, but I had to be eating hospital quality low-carb food, what with my blood sugar and all. There's really no room for flavor there.

Orikaeshigitae

Straightzi wrote: »

seizureorbs wrote: »

Straightzi wrote: »

Also this thread reminded me

Earlier today I was trying to think of the disease that frightened me the absolute most

It doesn't have to be deadly, it can even be curable, it's just gotta scare the shit out of you

For me I am pretty sure it is either rabies or senility

ebola is pretty fucking scary

See for me

Something that just kills me painfully doesn't frighten me too much

Yeah, it'd suck, there's no doubt about that

But mental illness horrifies me a lot more

And rabies just 'cause I been reading a lot about it lately

There's something genuinely terrifying about it, for me at least

i am spending my entire life becoming the best person i can be, cultivating relationships with people i love, respect, and admire enough to want to spend the rest of my life with and honing my creative skills to the point where i can actually do something with them

to have that taken away by a disease that can strike pretty much anytime that nobody knows a whole lot about, that nobody even quite knows if you have until they do the autopsy on your malfunctioning dead brain, is quite literally the worst thing i can think of

the worst part is you have no idea if it's happening to you, you just lose your entire identity and don't know who your family and friends are

Meiz

I'm glad it's not permanent. Fuck dude, a stroke at your age....

fightinfilipino

Pony you just to to chilllll ooouuutt, maaaaannn


btw that'll be $Saskatchewan

sdrawkcaB emaN

Straightzi wrote: »

BusterK wrote: »

I'd probably go with senility
To me losing all the memories I have of my life would be the same as dying

Yeah pretty much

The Greek Underworld fucks with me a lot too

To forever wander, seeing all sorts of other people but unable to really do anything significant

And unable to remember your accomplishments during life

yeah a lot of ancient afterlife set ups were pretty shitty

not a real surprise the whole "Heaven is candy and titties" thing worked so well for Christianity.

seizureorbs

apparently thc may prevent alzheimers

I'm prepared

also schizophrenia, or really anything where you may lose your connection with reality permanently

that is horrifying to me

Pony

also

had this at work so work super nice to me

sent care package

oh man my poor boss

see i was just slumpd in my chare n shit right

he comes oer is like matt you okay

i look at him with melty face he is like holy shit call 911

poor dude prolly knows signs maybe his mom or something right

bad memries for him

Kovak

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

also pony i feel kinda bad for saying this but you are typing like lyle's blog

i am saying that your aphasia is hilarious because it reminds me of a cartoon cat

this is the best thing that can be said about cartoon cats and aphasia

sdrawkcaB emaN

Pony wrote: »

also

had this at work so work super nice to me

sent care package

oh man my poor boss

see i was just slumpd in my chare n shit right

he comes oer is like matt you okay

i look at him with melty face he is like holy shit call 911

poor dude prolly knows signs maybe his mom or something right

bad memries for him

oh god were you conscious when it happened?

Goatmon

Pony wrote: »

also

had this at work so work super nice to me

sent care package

oh man my poor boss

see i was just slumpd in my chare n shit right

he comes oer is like matt you okay

i look at him with melty face he is like holy shit call 911

poor dude prolly knows signs maybe his mom or something right

bad memries for him

See Pony, sometimes that transference thing comes in pretty handy.