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FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAYEVERY DAYRegistered User regular
edited September 2009 in Singularity Engine++
THIS IS MY FIRST THREAD IN MORE THAN FIVE AND A HALF YEARS

I AM UNHAPPY

so i was doing really good for myself lately, been getting help for my issues and i was really happy and i made a couple of cool (and sober!) friends up here and i met this really nice, sweet, pretty christian girl who likes books and water polo and is in college and i just never got along with anyone better than her

and then as most of you know i broke my FUCKING JAW about 5 weeks ago when i misjudged a curb and whoops i fractured my left jaw hinge and SHATTERED my chin and broke like three fucking teeth and had to get my jaw wired shut for six weeks (almost done at least thank fuck) and now i have a metal plate in my jaw forever and i was just riding my BICYCLE to get a FUCKING SANDWICH and now I CAN'T EAT and i ruined SEVEN FUCKING YEARS of orthodontic work. SEVEN YEARS.

and then just about the time i was done withdrawing from the painkillers some fucking CUNT rode right up to my doorway on some little kid's bike that he stole and STOLE MY BIKE and it wasn't even my fucking shitty bike that almost killed me, it was my GOOD ONE that I SHOULD HAVE BEEN RIDING

and all of this was okay because i knew this girl alyse and she was gorgeous and smart and fun and i hadn't known her very long but this death metal bum and the nice christian college girl with nothing in common but a drinking problem they were trying to beat got along like magic

i hadn't heard from that girl that i had been getting along with real well in a while, i knew she was in the hospital for two weeks because she fucked up her liver drinking and got kicked out of her house by her roommates and then she disappeared for like another two weeks and wouldn't answer her phone

and then i find out that she was camping a little bit up north by herself and i guess her liver failed and she couldn't get any help because they found this sweet pretty girl DEAD AND ALONE IN THE FUCKING WOODS on wednesday and I WILL NEVER MAKE HER SMILE AGAIN and i went from never having a future so bright to taking the biggest blow i've ever been dealt unless you count the physical one that BROKE MY FUCKING FACE

and then the next day i find this big lump on my chin and i have to pop it because it's going to pop on it's own if it doesn't and fucking gallons of pus pours out (okay just kidding probably like a THIRD OF A SHOT GLASS of pus and infected blood) but i'm on antibiotics for my fucking broken teeth that are getting infected and i have shitty dental insurance so that shit cost me TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS i don't have

and then i go to see the plastic surgeon that reconstructed my face today to have that infected thing on my chin looked at and LONG STORY SHORT i fucked it up worse when i lanced it (even though i had no choice because i could not sleep on that thing because i would wake up with the side of my face caked to my pillow with blood and pus) and the doctor had to slice my chin open and after six shots of anesthesia around the wound i spent an hour or so with him picking around with sharp metal objects in FUCKING HOLE IN MY CHIN and he found out it's FUCKING REALLY INFECTED although apparently so far just shy of the kind of infection requiring surgery (thank fuck) and now i'm on fucking like maybe NINE DOSES OF ANTIBIOTICS A DAY (i haven't fucking figured it out yet i'm waiting on a call) and i have a HOLE THE SIZE OF A PEN CAP in my chin because they want to let it heal from the inside out so it's still fucking open but SPACKLED SHUT with zinc oxide and i have to see the doctor EVERY FUCKING DAY so he can take it out and clean out the wound and then i have to do it a second time MYSELF for TEN TO FOURTEEN FUCKING DAYS and wednesday i find out if the shit growing inside my chin is bad enough that I need a fucking IV STUCK THROUGH MY ARM VEINS UP INTO MY FUCKING FACE so that i can give myself a HALF HOUR IV DRIP TWICE A DAY also for TEN TO FOURTEEN FUCKING DAYS

i went FOUR DAYS without anything FUCKING SIGNIFICANTLY UNPLEASANT happening to me but at least he gave me some FUCKING vicodin

FUCK!

Fallout on
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  • Randall_FlaggRandall_Flagg Registered User
    edited August 2009
    wow

    well, that sucks

  • nevilleneville The Worst Gay (Seriously. The Worst!)Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    wow dude
    uhh... that sucks. :|

    Dunno what else to say. I hope your life turns around.
    You've had a lot of crappy things happen lately. :(

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  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY EVERY DAYRegistered User regular
    edited August 2009
  • World as MythWorld as Myth Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    jesus fuck fallout

    do you wanna I dunno punch me a few times or something, will that help

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  • Me Too!Me Too! __BANNED USERS regular
    edited August 2009
    fuck

  • Viscount IslandsViscount Islands [INSERT SoKo HERE] Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    Man Fallout.

    Man.

    Good vibes being sent your way, buddy.

    Hope you get through everything that's happening to you.

    I want to do with you
    What spring does with the cherry trees.
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY EVERY DAYRegistered User regular
    edited August 2009
    (exhales)

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  • Mr. Henry BemisMr. Henry Bemis Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    damn

    Nothing is true; Everything is permitted
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY EVERY DAYRegistered User regular
    edited August 2009
    jesus fuck fallout

    do you wanna I dunno punch me a few times or something, will that help

    not really i have a really bad headache and it hurts when i move

    thank you though

    have someone at pax give that laser butt a few slugs for me

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  • CalliusCallius Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    holy fuck dude... I'm fucking sorry.

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  • TossrockTossrock too weird to live too rare to dieRegistered User regular
    edited August 2009
    posts you report for awesome count as threads started by you, actually



    also jesus, sorry man

  • Zombies Tossed My Salad!Zombies Tossed My Salad! Registered User regular
    edited August 2009
    Uh.

    Fallout.

    Buddy. I love you and I'm so sorry

  • CalliusCallius Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout wrote: »
    not really i have a really bad headache and it hurts when i move

    thank you though

    have someone at pax give that laser butt a few slugs for me
    I would gladly sacrifice my time for this.

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  • s7apsters7apster Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Dang bro, I thought I had problems.

    I feel for you.

  • the wookthe wook Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout wrote: »
    jesus fuck fallout

    do you wanna I dunno punch me a few times or something, will that help

    not really i have a really bad headache and it hurts when i move

    thank you though

    have someone at pax give that laser butt a few slugs for me

    I'm on it

    but only 'cause it's you

  • Zombies Tossed My Salad!Zombies Tossed My Salad! Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Also I had that same thing on my chin earlier this year!

    Yes it fucking sucks ass balls.

  • edited September 2009
    well that's not very nice

  • BeastehBeasteh THAT WOULD NOT KILL DRACULARegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Shitting dicknipples I thought I had it bad having recently broke up with my ex and lost my job

    Get well soon bro

  • KovakKovak did a lot of drugs married cher?Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    fallout

    bro

    that is some shit

  • Zombies Tossed My Salad!Zombies Tossed My Salad! Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    I will get drunk for you at PAX bro

  • World as MythWorld as Myth Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout wrote: »
    jesus fuck fallout

    do you wanna I dunno punch me a few times or something, will that help

    not really i have a really bad headache and it hurts when i move

    thank you though

    have someone at pax give that laser butt a few slugs for me
    sounds like we're covered

    hey but seriously though, internet hugs, dogg

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  • NuzakNuzak Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    that's gross and horrible for you

    here's a non-exsistant person's condolences, they are worthless to you but make me feel better

  • Centipede DamascusCentipede Damascus Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    I can't even imagine how horrible you must feel right now. That's like the perfect shitstorm right there.

  • FabricateFabricate __BANNED USERS
    edited September 2009
    Fallout you awesome and I hope shit gets better for you

    band last.fm
    Spoiler:
  • ProjeckProjeck Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    shit, dude

  • GatsbyGatsby ElsewhereRegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    :(

    I'm so sorry to hear all that Fallout.

    Hang in there man.

    We're all here for you.

    Steam ID
    Friend Code: 2766 - 9202 - 0140
  • scarlet blvd.scarlet blvd. Bebop Cola Goooood!Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Life can be a real bitch

    Take care of yourself

  • PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    fallout man

    you got my sympathies

    i am going through some shit myself but this thread ain't about me

    but needless to say

    i know what it's like to feel like life is just holding you down and won't stop shitting on you even brief enough for you to breath

  • DarmakDarmak Forgive me for this violence I am about to inflictRegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Wow man, that sucks ass.

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  • GatsbyGatsby ElsewhereRegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout what is your favourite thing ever?

    I'm gonna draw you something nice, you deserve it.

    Ask TLB he knows my skills

    Steam ID
    Friend Code: 2766 - 9202 - 0140
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY EVERY DAYRegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    thank you everyone <3

    i am especially glad you guys are here because, as i forgot to mention, those friends that i met that i got along super well with have not answered their phones or called me back in weeks

    i don't know where they live

    i don't think they started disliking me for some reason i just think i lost contact with them and have no way to regain it (i have tried facebook and myspace and google and failed)

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  • UnreadableHulkUnreadableHulk Registered User
    edited September 2009
    Shit man. That's really horrible. I'm sorry to hear it

  • Charles KinboteCharles Kinbote Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    holy fuck fallout

    you are a fucking trooper for dealing with this shit

    www.twitter.com/amazingwarlock
  • ProjeckProjeck Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    man

    man

  • Zombies Tossed My Salad!Zombies Tossed My Salad! Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout wrote: »
    thank you everyone <3

    i am especially glad you guys are here because, as i forgot to mention, those friends that i met that i got along super well with have not answered their phones or called me back in weeks

    i don't know where they live

    i don't think they started disliking me for some reason i just think i lost contact with them and have no way to regain it (i have tried facebook and myspace and google and failed)
    Fallout.

    I think you will like this.

    This song is titled how I feel you are right now
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVli3u3R0us

  • DelzhandDelzhand Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Nuzak wrote: »
    that's gross and horrible for you

    here's a non-exsistant person's condolences, they are worthless to you but make me feel better

    what kind of dick move is this

    hoarding your own condolences

    Final Fantasy XIV: Heavensward - November Elzhand (Sargatanas)
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY EVERY DAYRegistered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Gatsby wrote: »
    Fallout what is your favourite thing ever?

    I'm gonna draw you something nice, you deserve it.

    Ask TLB he knows my skills

    awwww <3<3<3

    ummm

    well dang i guess my two favorite things are Satan and chainsaws

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  • George Fornby GrillGeorge Fornby Grill ...Like Clockwork Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
  • scarlet blvd.scarlet blvd. Bebop Cola Goooood!Registered User regular
    edited September 2009
    Fallout wrote: »
    thank you everyone <3

    i am especially glad you guys are here because, as i forgot to mention, those friends that i met that i got along super well with have not answered their phones or called me back in weeks

    i don't know where they live

    i don't think they started disliking me for some reason i just think i lost contact with them and have no way to regain it (i have tried facebook and myspace and google and failed)

    We love you

    Me especially if you know what I mean
    Spoiler:

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