I'm not sure when my last post was before returning last week--I don't have permission to check. I feel like its been a couple years since I've posted consistently.
I'm actually thinking back to the last time I was posting and I remember now, I was a foul fucking bachelor. Man, I had no money and was living in this weird one-bedroom...My diet was...going to the gas station and buying a loaf of bread and a pack of hotdogs with ketchup, or ramen. I was right out of college.
Living alone in a one bedroom for a year as a foul weed-smoking bachelor was weird. It was a very dark kind of time, but also kind of happy. My place was so unkempt. I basically just smoke cigarettes on my balcony, played videogames, and left my apartment as little as possible other than for work. Very lonely, but I loved having a place all to myself to just lounge in my own filth (note: it wasn's THAT bad, like internet worthy bad...just you know, dirty as hell) Woot woot.
A wise man once said that a true tragedy is not a death after life but what dies inside of us while we live and I think this has never been so true as it has been with DNF. I died a little inside playing it and that is the real tragedy, not the death of the series
do you guys know how your memories of certain time periods have a unifying "sense" to them? a pretty abstract...feeling that surrounds the era, sort of the gestalt comprised by the season and your feelings and your issues and the people in your life and so on
it's strange to think about something that feels awfully recent and realize that it's far enough in the past now to have its own sense to it. I was just thinking about Christmas, which feels not so long ago, but it already has this feeling to it that is not in my life right now
Definitely. It's sometimes feels so intense that I'm like "I was that person just a few months ago?"
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I want to do with you
What spring does with the cherry trees.
Whippy I don't think I've ever talked to you... ever
yeah
well, now's a good time to start
so, uh...how's it going
what's up and stuff
Pretty good! I graduate high school Wednesday, deferred my acceptance to a four year college to attend a community with a friend for a bit cuz he tried to kill himself so im gonna stay in town and take care of him and make sure he gets help
But it's alright, he's a good enough friend I couldn't just be lime Fuck it good luck and move across the country
What about you what's up with you
I assume that's the part you thought we'd be mad at.
Also your constant mention of your huge ego just makes it sound like you're trying to convince yourself that you have a huge ego, instead of crippling insecurity (like the rest of us).
Also I may stop posting here for a while come September. I've been using it as a social crutch I think for a long time and I want that to stop. Maybe depriving myself of that while I'm in an environment rich with opportunities and people will be beneficial for me.
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2BF is like the classic example of why "hey, we're so funny, we should make a show that's just us being us so people can see how funny we are" is a terrible, awful idea
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except for those two years I was gone and then that other year I was gone and then also that other one
I think Reddit and moving into a new place put a damper on things this time.
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Had a brak avatar
Good guy
Living alone in a one bedroom for a year as a foul weed-smoking bachelor was weird. It was a very dark kind of time, but also kind of happy. My place was so unkempt. I basically just smoke cigarettes on my balcony, played videogames, and left my apartment as little as possible other than for work. Very lonely, but I loved having a place all to myself to just lounge in my own filth (note: it wasn's THAT bad, like internet worthy bad...just you know, dirty as hell) Woot woot.
Such a weird time.
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uh
anyone want to know how I'm doing?
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it is four in the morning and I really really want a hug
I will hug you
I will hug you forever
How you doin'? :winky:
I'm going to black out now
debating giving a serious response and flirting back
so
I guess I'm doing indecisive?
My harddrive started grinding the other day
It's not a head crash or a bad sector, clearly my computer is trying to communicate with your computer in their special shit-sounding language
thats what happens when you do bro grabs right
it's super annoying and I'm in a bit of a bind
on the one hand, I need my laptop to go to work
on the other hand, there's absolutely no way I can have a loudly buzzing laptop at work
Definitely. It's sometimes feels so intense that I'm like "I was that person just a few months ago?"
What spring does with the cherry trees.
And then I feel really weird for a minute or two
I assume that's the part you thought we'd be mad at.
Also your constant mention of your huge ego just makes it sound like you're trying to convince yourself that you have a huge ego, instead of crippling insecurity (like the rest of us).
Also I may stop posting here for a while come September. I've been using it as a social crutch I think for a long time and I want that to stop. Maybe depriving myself of that while I'm in an environment rich with opportunities and people will be beneficial for me.
What spring does with the cherry trees.
i had this happen earlier while i was jogging
i felt like a little guy in a control room with the sensation of my body
it was very strange
shoe those times you feel like that
that is when I am watching you
and when there was only one set of footprints on the beach
That's when I threw you in the ocean and ran away
sorry, Two Best Friends
awful
I'm sorry for your loss
my sig is pretty ugly though, I should chose who will live
and who will die