I want to study psychology, because it is really the only thing I can even fathom being passionate about for the rest of my days.
This is kind of weird. But I swear that one day it will make me go insane if I'm any good at it. I mean look at all the famous psychologists who actually contributed something.
See, in high school I got hella good grades and people were always telling me I was so best and one day I was gonna be real successful and shit, and I was like "I am just doing very slightly above average, I just look good cause everyone else at the school is subpar!"
and now that I'm out in college, and soon to be the real world, I realize that I'm not really great at any one thing
there is no single thing that when people think "who is good at x?" they realize that "oh yeah, Graham is good at x" (for that is my name)
I do not have a thing, I am just sort of here, doing stuff
I have no passion for anything I'm doing right now! I have to force myself to give a shit about school, I don't have any hobbies that I really give a damn about, I don't feel at home in the city where I go to school or the town where I went to high school and where my family still lives
Instead of having existenial breakdown or getting all roast beef in here, I am just going to say what I want to me. I want to be good husband and good father and I want to write comix.
I wanna be a twee dee artist and make guys like this all da time!
And and I can make them dance and sing and laugh and cry and have space adventures with robots and princesses and unicorns and they'll save the universe in a dance contest!
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own/run a museum
work in civil rights
become a politician to help folks
be a professor
Oh man that sounds like 15 kinds of badass.
I will definitely look into it after I finish my degree in biotech
as a fellow albertan who is going for that same degree, my plan is to not pursue a job in alberta and to move asap
AAH DON'T tell me that!
This is kind of weird. But I swear that one day it will make me go insane if I'm any good at it. I mean look at all the famous psychologists who actually contributed something.
and now that I'm out in college, and soon to be the real world, I realize that I'm not really great at any one thing
there is no single thing that when people think "who is good at x?" they realize that "oh yeah, Graham is good at x" (for that is my name)
I do not have a thing, I am just sort of here, doing stuff
I have no passion for anything I'm doing right now! I have to force myself to give a shit about school, I don't have any hobbies that I really give a damn about, I don't feel at home in the city where I go to school or the town where I went to high school and where my family still lives
I don't care about anything, and it sucks
Yep...
you are doing a bad job keeping this secret
hey good job freddy the squeeler
so maybe i can
what does a squeeler do, meiss?
heh that guy eh hehe
it's true
allow me to be self-deprecating by saying
in the meantime, i will settle for being the guy in charge since i have recently discovered my fantastic aptitude for bossing people around
bemis, with that straightforward and to-the-point attitude?
you just might get what you want
EDIT: goddamn geek that is perfect
And and I can make them dance and sing and laugh and cry and have space adventures with robots and princesses and unicorns and they'll save the universe in a dance contest!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRiayj2i6HY
and with that, i get back to work. i've only finished one thing since getting home
Man I think you're already there
For loving it so much I'm pretty bad at history
also fuck bitches
i should download sketchup and learn to model in 3d
WHO WON WORLD WAR 4?
I AM GOING TO FUCK BITCHES
Hitler