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Bipolar Disorder

PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
edited January 2010 in Help / Advice Forum
So basically I've been seeing this girl for about six months now and she initially tells me that she was diagnosed with bipolar II which she tells me is the more severe type of bipolar. Anyway I figure I will just deal with it and let her handle her business herself. So she hits a major depressive episode last month and I decide now is a good time to educate myself on the subject. So my problem is I am looking for a good book on the subject and to further complicate things, the more I look in to it, the more I think that maybe she was confused and actually has bipolar I (apparently the more severe type?). Anyway she just texted me and said "whichever one has the hallucinations" (news to me). So I'll have to clarify of course, but does anyone know of any useful literature? Any other advice would be keen as well. "Bail now" is also acceptable.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    I forgot to mention that she is also not medicating at all

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  • Sir CarcassSir Carcass I have been shown the end of my world Round Rock, TXRegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Ugh, I hate to suggest this as it doesn't answer your question, but seriously, either push her to get on medication, or get out. You really don't want to be in a relationship with an untreated bipolar. Especially if she has the more severe one. I speak from experience. It will not end well.

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  • Aoi TsukiAoi Tsuki Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Ditto. If she won't get herself, professionally diagnosed and medicated, well, you can't Love someone into good mental health.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    I agree. I know she was diagnosed as a teenager and was on lithium for a while. Like I said, I have to clarify a lot of stuff. I just feel that if I have a better understanding of it, I can better convince her to get treatment. Mostly I've argued on the grounds that I would rather try mood stabilizers than be depressed half the time.

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  • ceresceres When the last moon is cast over the last star of morning And the future has past without even a last desperate warningRegistered User, Moderator Mod Emeritus
    edited January 2010
    I have been diagnosed with bipolar II (moderate in severity), and I have a reaction to the medication that works for me, so I'm also unmedicated.

    I would not say that bipolar II is more severe. The difference between bipolar I and II is that with I you get your unreasonable highs and your unreasonable lows, and with II you just get the lows. It does not actually have to do with the severity of the lows, according to the psych who gave me my diagnosis. I do not believe that they any longer diagnose bipolar when there are hallucinations involved, but IANAP and I could easily be wrong on that.

    It's been doable, not having medication, and it helps that I'm in a good marriage and have school to keep me occupied, but it's not easy, and if I could go back on my meds (I was taking Lexapro) I would in a heartbeat. I go from being perfectly fine to 3-4 day funk with very little notice, and not inflicting that on others is a constant struggle that I sometimes lose, but I do my best and I'm fortunate enough to have a husband who recognizes that.

    You say she's diagnosed with bipolar II... is she self-diagnosed? Because if so.. ew. She should probably begin seeing someone to obtain a proper diagnosis as soon as possible... and if she was diagnosed by a psychiatrist, she should probably at the very least have a psychologist around if she refuses medication, which I believe she is well within her right to do.

    That said, if you want to bail, it's up to you. If she is unbearable and won't take steps to try to change that, no one will blame you. I guess it comes down to how attached you are after 6 months, and how much more attached you see yourself becoming, just like pretty much any other relationship.

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  • ScalfinScalfin __BANNED USERS regular
    edited January 2010
    Make sure she gets some sort of treatment, counseling at the very least. You do not want to date the kind of person who is unwilling to take care of herself. If she can't take full strength, caffeine is physiologically similar to a weak dose of ritalin, so you could get her drinking turkish or mud coffee if ritalin works for bipolar.

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  • GothicLargoGothicLargo Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    ceres wrote: »
    You say she's diagnosed with bipolar II... is she self-diagnosed? Because if so.. ew.

    Well, he did say she said she was diagnosed which generally implies professional help but... yeah self-diagnosis is always highly suspect. Every person I've ever met (myself included) who's claimed to be a self-diagnosed anything is generally just using that as a cover for having a crummy personality and grubbing for attention.

    "I think I have _____ which is why I treat everyone around me like dirt and expect them to not do the same."

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    edited January 2010
    I'm just going to quote myself the last time this came up. Well, with a couple of small edits that don't apply to you:
    Feral wrote: »
    First off, don't assume that the diagnosis is accurate.

    She needs to get her diagnosis corroborated. She needs to get on a medication that works. And she needs to go to therapy.

    It's totally okay to be in a relationship with somebody with a mental illness. However, they need to do the basic minimum to take care of themselves before they're ready to be a relationship. If she's taking care of it, and she's got it under control, then it's not a big deal - it's like being with somebody with diabetes. If she doesn't have it under control, then you're getting together with a crazy chick.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Thanks. I don't really want to go into the specifics of our relationship in great detail. Basically she has commitment and intimacy issues so I am not officially "in a relationship" as you might say. As such, I find it's difficult to have much influence over her actions although six months is long enough for that to change some. I hate to use the "listen or you're going to lose me" approach as I fear that has a great chance to backfire. So anyway, I dunno. I am pretty tolerant of the whole situation, but I don't know how long that is going to last.

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  • Sir CarcassSir Carcass I have been shown the end of my world Round Rock, TXRegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Better to know this now than before you become really attached. When you're in a situation where you can't take anymore but you're scared to leave them because they threaten to kill themselves if you do, it's tough. I wouldn't really pursue the relationship further unless you can get her to get some real help.

    But as far as books and such, I assume you've tried Wikipedia and it's related references? That would be a good place to start.

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  • CelestialBadgerCelestialBadger Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Scalfin wrote: »
    If she can't take full strength, caffeine is physiologically similar to a weak dose of ritalin, so you could get her drinking turkish or mud coffee if ritalin works for bipolar.

    This is very bad advice.

    I know next to nothing about bipolar disorder but I do know this:

    1) Ritalin is for ADHD not bipolar disorder. They are very different conditions.
    2) Caffeine is not ritalin.

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  • GothicLargoGothicLargo Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Phonehand wrote: »
    I hate to use the "listen or you're going to lose me" approach as I fear that has a great chance to backfire.

    I think this is your sticking point.

    At the risk of accusing you of being a chauvinist pig I think that if you're smart enough to realize that making it an ultimatum is likely to drive a wedge between the two of you, and feel inclined to not say anything as a result, you really need to zoom out and reexamine your reasoning. If it was a friend and not a potential love interest, would you be so disinclined to say "change or call me when you decide to"?

    You're thinking with your ****. (I realize I don't have to censor this at all, but it looks funnier when I do.)

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  • ScalfinScalfin __BANNED USERS regular
    edited January 2010
    Scalfin wrote: »
    If she can't take full strength, caffeine is physiologically similar to a weak dose of ritalin, so you could get her drinking turkish or mud coffee if ritalin works for bipolar.

    This is very bad advice.

    I know next to nothing about bipolar disorder but I do know this:

    1) Ritalin is for ADHD not bipolar disorder. They are very different conditions.
    2) Caffeine is not ritalin.

    It's also useful for Asperger's, although that's mostly because aspies also have trouble with impulse control. It's commonly used to extend doses slightly and smooth out the periods when dose one is starting to wear off and dose two is only starting to take effect (you're not really supposed to take another full dose until the previous dose has mainly worn off). They're both stimulants and have show many similar characteristics.

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  • Sir CarcassSir Carcass I have been shown the end of my world Round Rock, TXRegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Phonehand wrote: »
    I hate to use the "listen or you're going to lose me" approach as I fear that has a great chance to backfire.

    I think this is your sticking point.

    At the risk of accusing you of being a chauvinist pig I think that if you're smart enough to realize that making it an ultimatum is likely to drive a wedge between the two of you, and feel inclined to not say anything as a result, you really need to zoom out and reexamine your reasoning. If it was a friend and not a potential love interest, would you be so disinclined to say "change or call me when you decide to"?

    You're thinking with your ****. (I realize I don't have to censor this at all, but it looks funnier when I do.)

    Goose has 5 letters.

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  • UncleChetUncleChet N00b Lancaster, PARegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    To answer the beginning question, as for books, there is the bipolar survival guide which while older and kind of outdated, is still useful.

    Look for your local chapter of Mental Health America online and see if they have an education support group or support discussion groups in your area. Try to convince her to go with you, or failing that, go yourself.

    There are TONS of books at your local public library on biploar disorder and how to deal with a family member (hot chick you're dating) who has the disorder.

    Bipolar 1 and 2 are types of bipolar disorder. 1 has more mania and can have severe delusions of grandure and sometimes auditory and visual halucinations. 2 is more the depressed side and can suck the sufferer into a deeper hole of dispair than Trent Reznor on a really bad day.

    I have bipolar mixed which means I get to fly as high as a kite, and feel like crap while doing it. Mania and depression on one lovely plate.

    Note, you can NOT force her to seek treatment. You can Only encourage her, support her and be her freind. Educate yourself as much as you can and with an understanding of her illness, see if she's the girl that you want to spend any amount of time with. people with bipolar need love too, we just love more strongly than most.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Better to know this now than before you become really attached. When you're in a situation where you can't take anymore but you're scared to leave them because they threaten to kill themselves if you do, it's tough. I wouldn't really pursue the relationship further unless you can get her to get some real help.

    But as far as books and such, I assume you've tried Wikipedia and it's related references? That would be a good place to start.

    Yeah, that's where I started. Unfortunately, it seems really vague on the differences between type I and type II. Like I can't really tell if her episodes are manic or hypomanic as she seems to present a little bit of both. There are a lot of different factors in her life that I can't really hope to comprehend so I've always known that professional help was probably the only way that she would get her moods under control.

    Anyway, I'll see if I can talk to her later and get a better feel for her treatment situation.

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  • ScalfinScalfin __BANNED USERS regular
    edited January 2010
    UncleChet wrote: »
    Note, you can NOT force her to seek treatment. You can Only encourage her, support her and be her freind. Educate yourself as much as you can and with an understanding of her illness, see if she's the girl that you want to spend any amount of time with. people with bipolar need love too, we just love more strongly than most.

    What about people who refuse to seek treatment? That's just a lack of personal hygiene.

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  • UncleChetUncleChet N00b Lancaster, PARegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Well, if she's mostly coherent, like say 75-85% normaly, just UP.... it's likely hypo-manic. I am NOT a dr, but I experience hypomania frequently. Also to note, do NOT hop her up on caffiene. It could cause her to totally melt down and go in to full blown mania and then you're just fucked. People who refuse to seek treatment may not have come to grips that somethigns wrong. People who are dealing with bipolar and bad hygiene are likely in a depression and need your help and support more than anything.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    UncleChet wrote: »
    Look for your local chapter of Mental Health America online and see if they have an education support group or support discussion groups in your area. Try to convince her to go with you, or failing that, go yourself.

    Ha, this was a really great idea and then I found they have no chapters in my state. Yuck.

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  • UncleChetUncleChet N00b Lancaster, PARegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    There's a LOT of resources online too. Lemme google one. I subscribe to bipolar magazine, and while it's not always great, there's a few gems in it and tons of outreach stuff.... brb....

    Yep, bphope.com is the site i was thinking of. It'll have a links and resources section to get you started. Also, MHA can lead you to links and resources in other regions. The internet is a useful tool =)

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    UncleChet wrote: »
    There's a LOT of resources online too. Lemme google one. I subscribe to bipolar magazine, and while it's not always great, there's a few gems in it and tons of outreach stuff.... brb....

    Yep, bphope.com is the site i was thinking of. It'll have a links and resources section to get you started. Also, MHA can lead you to links and resources in other regions. The internet is a useful tool =)

    look i am a very busy man etc etc rabble rabble (thanks)

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  • UncleChetUncleChet N00b Lancaster, PARegistered User regular
    edited January 2010
    I understand. Just know this, if she's cool/hot enough to make you consider getting educated, then, as long as she's not in the middle of an episode, she can be a Lot of fun. People with bipolar tend to be a bit more extreme in our attitudes and outlooks but hey, who wants vanilla when you can have "burn my eyes out in sin chocolate".

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  • CelestialBadgerCelestialBadger Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Scalfin wrote: »
    It's also useful for Asperger's, although that's mostly because aspies also have trouble with impulse control. It's commonly used to extend doses slightly and smooth out the periods when dose one is starting to wear off and dose two is only starting to take effect (you're not really supposed to take another full dose until the previous dose has mainly worn off). They're both stimulants and have show many similar characteristics.


    Aspergers is ALSO not bipolar disorder. No-where near it. Aspergers is a problem with learning how to function in social situations. Bipolar disorder involves cycling between periods of depression and mania.

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    edited January 2010
    If you're looking for books to read, I recommend An Unquiet Mind by Kay Jamison. Jamison is a Johns Hopkins Medical School professor and lives with bipolar; this book is her memoir.

    For something a little more "for dummies..." try The Bipolar Disorder Survival Guide.

    Keep in mind though that a lot of other conditions can be misdiagnosed as bipolar - there are a lot of reasons for that, and the in-depth discussion is out of the scope of H/A, but in the absence of a really solid second opinion from a professional, I think it's good to be a little bit skeptical of any psych diagnosis (but not too skeptical, this is the sort of skepticism you just think about and not voice unless you know the person really well.)

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  • NostregarNostregar Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    I always post in these "give me advice on bipolar!" threads because, like several others here, I have it. So:
    Ugh, I hate to suggest this as it doesn't answer your question, but seriously, either push her to get on medication, or get out. You really don't want to be in a relationship with an untreated bipolar.

    This is extremely true. I am always the first person to say that you should not break up with someone simply because they have a disorder,however, if she refuses to get treated and is continuing to have problems with this, get the hell out.
    I would not say that bipolar II is more severe. The difference between bipolar I and II is that with I you get your unreasonable highs and your unreasonable lows, and with II you just get the lows. It does not actually have to do with the severity of the lows, according to the psych who gave me my diagnosis. I do not believe that they any longer diagnose bipolar when there are hallucinations involved, but IANAP and I could easily be wrong on that.

    Yes, as I understand it, that's basically the distinction between 1 and 2. You are wrong about the hallucinations, though. I have bipolar 1 (very severe) and had hallucinations at the time of diagnosis. They diagnose it as "Bipolar + psychotic side-effects". The medication I'm on for the bipolar made the hallucinations stop as well, so they were definitely related.
    Make sure she gets some sort of treatment, counseling at the very least. You do not want to date the kind of person who is unwilling to take care of herself. If she can't take full strength, caffeine is physiologically similar to a weak dose of ritalin, so you could get her drinking turkish or mud coffee if ritalin works for bipolar.

    I've never heard of using caffeine as a treatment for bipolar, and from what I know of bipolar, it wouldn't work. Ritalin is not what you take for bipolar - you take a mood stabilizer. Anti-depressants and some other medications actually make it worse - I was originally diagnosed with depression and given anti-depressants and, well, it really fucks you up.

    Do not self medicate this shit.

    The only non-medication treatment that I've heard of for bipolar was from my psychiatrist some years ago. He told me that being woken up 1-2 hours before you would normally get up helps to decrease the effects of the disorder (so if you go to bed at 12 and normally get up at 10, get up at 8). I have no idea if this really works and have never tried it, so take that for what it's worth.



    Having replied to those, here is what I have to say. Bipolar is extremely hard to deal with, obviously varying somewhat depending on severity. If she refuses to seek treatment - be it medication or counseling - there is very little you can do and she will not improve simply because you want her to. This is a chemical imbalance in her brain, and you can't change that. If you keep asking her to get treatment and she refuses, walk away. This is what people did to me when I was having problems and I think that it was ultimately the right thing to do - sticking around gives her no reason to try to fix anything and enables her. Fortunately for me I was a minor at the time (bipolar often sets in during puberty) and my parents forced me into treatment before I lost all of my friends.

    That being said, I hope that you do everything in your power to get her to seek treatment. You have to realize that she likely doesn't understand what her moods are doing or why. As shitty as your situation is, she's in a pretty bad place as well and needs help. However, if she refuses and you can do nothing, I would advocate walking away from the situation. You can't force her to do anything and it will only drag you down with her.

    Feel free to PM me if you would like to discuss any details of what living with bipolar is like (before or after treatment) and what you can do to try to help her. You have given you some good resources to learn about the disorder, but sometimes it helps to hear from people who have gone through it, too.

    Good luck, dude.

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  • elmoelmo Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    Nostregar wrote: »
    Do not self medicate this shit.
    Cant lime, but this is just too damn true. that is all.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    We had to clarify with her mom. When she was 13, she was diagnosed with Bipolar I with schizophrenic tendencies. She was on some kind of medication but it messed her up pretty bad so she stopped. She claims that she has been coping well with it on her own although I imagine that that is all relative and I'm still skeptical. Anyway, I'm gonna have to do some more research and mull it over a while. Thanks for all the help everyone.

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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited January 2010
    UncleChet wrote: »
    I understand. Just know this, if she's cool/hot enough to make you consider getting educated, then, as long as she's not in the middle of an episode, she can be a Lot of fun. People with bipolar tend to be a bit more extreme in our attitudes and outlooks but hey, who wants vanilla when you can have "burn my eyes out in sin chocolate".

    I also thoroughly appreciate this post because it is exactly the case.

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