Hey, H/A. Never posted here before. I'm having a bit of an emotional problem right now.
Right now, let me start this with my current situation: I just lost my girlfriend of almost a year after we had to stop communication for a while. After asking me to wait for her until we could communicate again, it seems that she's already forgotten about me and moved on to someone else.
Within that year, I started college. Before that, I worked at a game store for half a year or so. Before that, I was a NEET for almost 2 years. I'm 22 now. Not having a girlfriend anymore, not having any emotional support, it's a really hard change.
So, I need to find myself. I want to see how others see me, because I have no idea. Obviously, this is a ridiculous thing to ask, but I'd like to know what sort of picture you get at a first glance. Last year, I also decided that I was tired of feeling extremely fat, so I started doing exercise regularly and changed my diet. At most on my history record, I weighed almost 280 -- I'm down to around 230 now. I'm 6'4''.
I don't really know what else to type here, but I'm going to add some random pictures. Am I intimidating looking? Attractive? Unattractive? How would you describe me?
If you've watched any of my LPs, then you know how I sound already and know what kind of humor I sometimes use. If not, you can get a listen to hear how I sound on my youtube channel.
Here are some randomly pictures varying from 2 weeks ago to yesterday:
Sorry if this sort of topic doesn't fly around here. I really just needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks for your time.