I have a very very hard time sitting with my back to the door in a restaurant/bar/etc.
My grandfather couldn't do, my uncles can't do it and neither can I. I get visibly uncomfortable. It's to the point where most of my friends and chelsea will just give me the seat or know better. Except for the one friend's wife. No no, she refuses because "it's just silly, what could happen?"
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I have a very very hard time sitting with my back to the door in a restaurant/bar/etc.
My grandfather couldn't do, my uncles can't do it and neither can I. I get visibly uncomfortable. It's to the point where most of my friends and chelsea will just give me the seat or know better. Except for the one friend's wife. No no, she refuses because "it's just silly, what could happen?"
yes, this
i cant stand to have stuff going on behind me
back to the wall, facing the action at all times
My desk at the factory is the last in the row because to hell with people being behind me. Not gonna happen.
Our respective better halves will love it come dinner time on Friday.
I have a very very hard time sitting with my back to the door in a restaurant/bar/etc.
My grandfather couldn't do, my uncles can't do it and neither can I. I get visibly uncomfortable. It's to the point where most of my friends and chelsea will just give me the seat or know better. Except for the one friend's wife. No no, she refuses because "it's just silly, what could happen?"
yes, this
i cant stand to have stuff going on behind me
back to the wall, facing the action at all times
My desk at the factory is the last in the row because to hell with people being behind me. Not gonna happen.
Our respective better halves will love it come dinner time on Friday.
Wild Bill Hickok felt the same way, and the one time during a poker game he couldn't get the seat he wanted he ended up shot in the back. So next time your friend tells you it's silly and what could happen, explain to her what a head wound from a pistol looks like.
when I eat with a fork, as I bring the fork w food to my mouth, while it's still close to the plate I'll give it kind of a shake, in case there's any loose foodstuff that would fall off onto my clothes otherwise
when I eat with a fork, as I bring the fork w food to my mouth, while it's still close to the plate I'll give it kind of a shake, in case there's any loose foodstuff that would fall off onto my clothes otherwise
I am apparently weird because of this
Man I do that shit all the time while eating. I don't see how that's weird.
I chew my nails, but worse, all the skin around my finger tips too; my cuticles are basically 100% scar tissue. I chew them until they bleed. And when they've healed over I go back to chewing them.
When they get wrinkly from water, they look like decayed white zombie fingers.
Munkus BeaverYou don't have to attend every argument you are invited to.Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPAregular
Somtimes I get on facebook to check Stale's status and see who is winning.
I can never tell.
I'm home from work today because it feels like I swallowed broken glass and lava.
While I'd like to think I'm beating this, I know I'm not.
While that sucks, I just meant between you and me.
Because whoever wins, we lose.
(I've been two weeks without pain meds just to prove a point that I am not 'addicted' to them. The result is that I'm always in pain and I never feel like eating, but sometimes I'm also feeling hunger pain. So if I force myself to eat through to pain, some of the pain goes away, but it hurts in a new way afterwards._
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Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
I've actually also recently become increasingly self conscious about things I'm muttering to myself while I'm at work. I mean, it's normally only little frustrated outbursts like "Come on." or "Really?!", but I've caught myself muttering things I'm doing under my breath a lot, and oh god what if everyone thinks I'm completely strange?
I've actually also recently become increasingly self conscious about things I'm muttering to myself while I'm at work. I mean, it's normally only little frustrated outbursts like "Come on." or "Really?!", but I've caught myself muttering things I'm doing under my breath a lot, and oh god what if everyone thinks I'm completely strange?
aaat least you don't occasionally suffer from word salad like me!
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yes, this
i cant stand to have stuff going on behind me
back to the wall, facing the action at all times
I will end you.
Somtimes I get on facebook to check Stale's status and see who is winning.
I can never tell.
My desk at the factory is the last in the row because to hell with people being behind me. Not gonna happen.
Our respective better halves will love it come dinner time on Friday.
Wild Bill Hickok felt the same way, and the one time during a poker game he couldn't get the seat he wanted he ended up shot in the back. So next time your friend tells you it's silly and what could happen, explain to her what a head wound from a pistol looks like.
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I'm home from work today because it feels like I swallowed broken glass and lava.
While I'd like to think I'm beating this, I know I'm not.
ask her yourself, last i heard she wasn't fuckin' nobody
I could get you some real broken glass and lava if you want to see how accurate your assumption is?
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now i just pick at my fingers with my new, long nails
I like to only use factors of five.
If 15 is to quite but 20 is too loud then I am fucked cause to hell with using 17 or 18.
I am apparently weird because of this
Man I do that shit all the time while eating. I don't see how that's weird.
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Also used to bite my nails so bad until I realized the amount of nasty shit that was under them.
Now it is just obsessive cleaning every 3 minutes, after years of consciously trying to stop biting. Not sure if it's an improvement or not.
When they get wrinkly from water, they look like decayed white zombie fingers.
While that sucks, I just meant between you and me.
Because whoever wins, we lose.
(I've been two weeks without pain meds just to prove a point that I am not 'addicted' to them. The result is that I'm always in pain and I never feel like eating, but sometimes I'm also feeling hunger pain. So if I force myself to eat through to pain, some of the pain goes away, but it hurts in a new way afterwards._
Also maybe probably some mental issues too.
I think I may be eating myself alive.
Like that. Doesn't matter if I'm in a chair, on the couch, at a desk. In fact I am sitting in a half lotus position as I type these very words!
I modify it to classic crossed legs when I'm wearing a skirt, though.
Hah, I do this all the fucking time. Often for conversations that are strictly theoretical and never actually occur. I also talk to myself frequently.
I sit on my legs most of the time, wherever
maybe cause I'm short? maybe cause I can't relax like that, dunno
are you wearing a skirt right now?
Oh, yeah, this is me too. I plan out how even one-off deliveries are going to go before I say them. And I talk to myself often.
yes
yes i am
are you always wearing a skirt?
i have to take it off when i shower
hawt
Or do you?
Crwth
are you a never-nude?
aaat least you don't occasionally suffer from word salad like me!
I am pretty sure that what you do is normal
I just thought crwth really liked skirts.
Goodnight everybody.
boredom makes a bad posting bro
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