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    Viscount IslandsViscount Islands [INSERT SoKo HERE] ...it was the summer of my lifeRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Pony wrote: »
    Koshian wrote: »
    if it was a contest we'd totally be ruining shit though

    aw yeah bring on those misery olympics

    i would destroy all comers

    lets be honest it would come down to like, me stale and munkus again

    and stale would win

    He

    Always

    Wins

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    Metzger MeisterMetzger Meister It Gets Worse before it gets any better.Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I got picked on a lot for being fat.

    I also beat the fucking shit out of a lot of kids for teasing me about my weight!

    But, I'd always provoke them using my often-superior intellect and verbal skills into throwing the first punch, so usually I could claim self defense. In fact, I don't know that I've ever thrown the first punch in a fight...

    Because I'm sneaky.


    But I've taken care of my fair share of bullies... And, to be honest, done my fair share of bullying, because little kids gravitate towards the strongest of them, and I wanted friends, and I had really really low self esteem.

    Bloo bloo.

    edit: I know what you mean about not being able to refer to a death as an actual death, JC. Only until recently I never really used the word in reference to my older brother. I'd just say "Well, before Stevie... you know..." or something like that, and this is about five years later. I've only just started acknowledging it as a suicide, too. You got mad <3's from me, bro.

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    DoobhDoobh She/Her, Ace Pan/Bisexual 8-) What's up, bootlickers?Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Stale is the goddamned batman

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Fucking bullies man

    I used to get bullied and I hate bullies so much

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

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    ZonugalZonugal (He/Him) The Holiday Armadillo I'm Santa's representative for all the southern states. And Mexico!Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I got picked on a lot for being fat.

    I also beat the fucking shit out of a lot of kids for teasing me about my weight!

    But, I'd always provoke them using my often-superior intellect and verbal skills into throwing the first punch, so usually I could claim self defense. In fact, I don't know that I've ever thrown the first punch in a fight...

    Because I'm sneaky.


    But I've taken care of my fair share of bullies... And, to be honest, done my fair share of bullying, because little kids gravitate towards the strongest of them, and I wanted friends, and I had really really low self esteem.

    Bloo bloo.

    I won fights in kindergarten because I would literally charge my opponent without any notification while screaming broken English (because of the whole recovering from being deaf thing).

    I won through Shock & Awe baby!

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    LaCabraLaCabra MelbourneRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I've been enjoying reading this thread! That's neat because I nigh-never hit up SE these days
    anyway goodnight you guys

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    Metzger MeisterMetzger Meister It Gets Worse before it gets any better.Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

    can...

    can i film it?

    for my collection?



    tZon: I won fights because I'm the youngest of three brothers and one adopted older cousin, we were poor and thus scrappy as fuck, and I was a state champion wrestler.

    And also a pretty big kid.

    edit: actually I also fight like a dirty goddamn savage. i actually bounced a kid's head off the ground one time before some teachers dragged me off, LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY.

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    PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    Koshian wrote: »
    if it was a contest we'd totally be ruining shit though

    aw yeah bring on those misery olympics

    I used to have a really good pile of trans self-deprecating jokes. Like "gay people have pride parades. we have funeral processions."

    @Pony: No, it's not a contest and I do try really hard to help him out.

    And no I do not know! But I can dreaaaaam.

    well, to put it mildly

    the American amateur porn industry is chock full of deception, fraud, rape via coercion, actual violent rape, injury, STDs, blackmail, and suicide

    the big name porn outfits, like Vivid? They're on the up and up. but they also aren't interested in hiring college girls looking to turn a couple quick bucks for tuitions. they are professional outfits for a reason

    here's a fun fact about the amateur porn industry: it can't compete with the big outfits in terms of generalist porn, or even the more commonplace and "mundane" fetishes

    so over the years they've gotten more and more niche, but because it's very difficult to recruit girls for SMALL GIRLS LARGE INSERTIONS they generally lie about what they are recruiting for

    oh, they tell you it's for porn. they'll tell you that you're going to suck a dick or two.

    and you're sitting there, little miss sex positive feminist, going "Yeah, that's cool! I'm alright with sucking dick for pay!"

    and then you show up, and instead of one or two guys, it's five. And they want do a small COHF/bukkake shot. have these guys been STD tested? you don't know, the dudes in charge say "oh sure" but you might be about to get an eyefull of herpes-infected semen. they also want to do it all in a champagne glass and have you drink it

    oh, and also, they've got this other site (these sites are generally part of networks that have several different fetishes and try to get the most bang for their buck) where women insert giant plugs into their ass.

    oh, but you don't want to do that. okay, fine, you were okay with the bukkake stuff, but you're looking at that buttplug and even with lube that's going to tear your asshole open and you know it.

    they say "listen you fucking whore, you fucking take it in the ass, right fucking now" and then you have six or seven guys around you intimidating you into jamming this giant black dildo up your ass while they laugh at you and call you a slut

    oh, what's that, because you're some college girl new to this whole thing, you didn't pay to bring a bodyguard? oh, then they're going to get you to do the next thing, which is where they make you drink their piss, and they're going to physically intimidate you into complying, because these guys want to get their "money's worth"

    let's say you think "no way, they're not really going to gang-rape me" and you call their bluff. so, they just say "fine, we're not going to pay you"

    now you just underwent anal damage and having possibly diseased cum shot all over your face and in your mouth for nothing.

    what're you going to do now?

    go to the police?

    yeah, good luck with that. good luck when they call you a whore and it's your own damn fault for being involved in porn, because that's the attitude people take.

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    Mortal SkyMortal Sky queer punk hedge witchRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Zonugal wrote: »
    I got picked on a lot for being fat.

    I also beat the fucking shit out of a lot of kids for teasing me about my weight!

    But, I'd always provoke them using my often-superior intellect and verbal skills into throwing the first punch, so usually I could claim self defense. In fact, I don't know that I've ever thrown the first punch in a fight...

    Because I'm sneaky.


    But I've taken care of my fair share of bullies... And, to be honest, done my fair share of bullying, because little kids gravitate towards the strongest of them, and I wanted friends, and I had really really low self esteem.

    Bloo bloo.

    I won fights in kindergarten because I would literally charge my opponent without any notification while screaming broken English (because of the whole recovering from being deaf thing).

    I won through Shock & Awe baby!

    Not through staring at them through five layers of eye makeup and shocking their eyes with neon tights, while a choir shouts "Zonugal!"?

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Apparently I got bullied once after I returned to school after my dad died.

    I turned on the guy and punched some of his teeth out among other forms of totally obliterating him. The principal had to talk his parents down from pressing charges. I really don't remember any of this.

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    Viscount IslandsViscount Islands [INSERT SoKo HERE] ...it was the summer of my lifeRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I really like this thread. It has all the elements for being a depression thread but it seems like everyone's keeping an upbeat, optimistic tone.

    It's great!

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    HobnailHobnail Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I'd say the two years when my mother was in the worst stages of her cancer, and then the last six months especially were the hardest yet. I don't know if it was the drugs or the tumour or a combo, but she wasn't the same person towards the end. Death would've been a mercy and it almost seems like some kind of bizzarre ritualistic torture-passing in retrospect.

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    Apparently I got bullied once after I returned to school after my dad died.

    I turned on the guy and punched some of his teeth out among other forms of totally obliterating him. The principal had to talk his parents down from pressing charges. I really don't remember any of this.

    They say that once you smack a bitch people don't give you a hard time any more

    I can tell you that in year eight I punched the shit of the guys face because he squirted capri-sun in my eye

    And it didn't stop shit

    But I am beyond that bullshit fuckery now

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    ZonugalZonugal (He/Him) The Holiday Armadillo I'm Santa's representative for all the southern states. And Mexico!Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Mortal Sky wrote: »
    Zonugal wrote: »
    I got picked on a lot for being fat.

    I also beat the fucking shit out of a lot of kids for teasing me about my weight!

    But, I'd always provoke them using my often-superior intellect and verbal skills into throwing the first punch, so usually I could claim self defense. In fact, I don't know that I've ever thrown the first punch in a fight...

    Because I'm sneaky.


    But I've taken care of my fair share of bullies... And, to be honest, done my fair share of bullying, because little kids gravitate towards the strongest of them, and I wanted friends, and I had really really low self esteem.

    Bloo bloo.

    I won fights in kindergarten because I would literally charge my opponent without any notification while screaming broken English (because of the whole recovering from being deaf thing).

    I won through Shock & Awe baby!

    Not through staring at them through five layers of eye makeup and shocking their eyes with neon tights, while a choir shouts "Zonugal!"?

    At the age of five? Not quite.

    Instead imagine a tiny me screaming gibberish while charging you with such exalted fury. And just like Metz I fight dirty. I'm like Gollum with the biting and clawing and climbing on people.

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

    yes yes yes

    bring on the corsets and foofy dresses

    corsets are fantastic

    as a girl and as a fetishist I love corsets

    I am seriously considering tightlacing

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    Raijin QuickfootRaijin Quickfoot I'm your Huckleberry YOU'RE NO DAISYRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    edited December 2010
    Probably my divorce.

    The relationship had been shit for a long time, and in hindsight it might be the greatest thing that happened to me, but while I was going through it, it was gut-wrenching, and heart breaking, and shitty.

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    EdcrabEdcrab Actually a hack Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    LaCabra wrote: »
    I've been enjoying reading this thread! That's neat because I nigh-never hit up SE these days
    anyway goodnight you guys

    Stupid time zones

    You go and enjoy your dreams of cowboys fighting raptor-zombies in an office complex

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    Metzger MeisterMetzger Meister It Gets Worse before it gets any better.Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    my whole family has a savage streak a mile wide. i think it's the viking blood mingling with the irish and gettin' all nutty.


    also i'ma go to bed now and continue my re-read of the chronicles of narnia. wooo mufuckin voyage of the dawntreader!

    if i have the option, i always name ships and things The Dawn Treader in videogames or tabletop rpgs or whatever. cuz its my favorite one.

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I have a Georgian friend who once stole a corset of a girl at a party and wore it while otherwise topless

    That guy was pretty cool.

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    Metzger MeisterMetzger Meister It Gets Worse before it gets any better.Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Koshian wrote: »
    I've never even thrown a punch before

    alla dis foightin

    all dose hamboigahs

    this made me laugh, koshian. you're a delight.

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    Mortal SkyMortal Sky queer punk hedge witchRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

    yes yes yes

    bring on the corsets and foofy dresses

    corsets are fantastic

    as a girl and as a fetishist I love corsets

    I am seriously considering tightlacing

    Of corsets sexy.

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    PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    ps if that horrific porn story i posted sounded oddly specific it's because it was something that actually happened to a girl in the US

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    UnbrokenEvaUnbrokenEva HIGH ON THE WIRE BUT I WON'T TRIP ITRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Fiz wrote: »
    Graves did too. Graves sent a whole gallery of dirty pics. And, unlike Kusu, Graves isn't fat.

    Who knew your first time could be so exciting. Mine was all crying and apologizing.

    DOESN'T MATTER HAD SEX

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    Mortal SkyMortal Sky queer punk hedge witchRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

    yes yes yes

    bring on the corsets and foofy dresses

    corsets are fantastic

    as a girl and as a fetishist I love corsets

    I am seriously considering tightlacing

    heck yes corsets rule

    I want one so bad, but they are so expensive ;-;

    You girls should come to Nagoya. So many dainty little gothic lolita corsets for sale, and for cheap. Hell, there's a thrift store of gothy loli outfits and corsets somewhere in Osu Kannon. Everyone knows they make the best princess costumes.

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    yeah pony at least trust me to have enough sense to work with kink/fetish producers who are known for having good practices especially with people who are actually into the stuff at hand

    I guess working with generic fucksite #333 would have those risks yes

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    Koshian wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    koshi we will just have to have the best pity tea parties for us prettiest princesses by ourselves.

    yes yes yes

    bring on the corsets and foofy dresses

    corsets are fantastic

    as a girl and as a fetishist I love corsets

    I am seriously considering tightlacing

    heck yes corsets rule

    I want one so bad, but they are so expensive ;-;

    I think I know some good sub-$200 producers for like fashion corsets

    not tightlacing quality but fine for regular wear

    lemme check

    @Mortal: yes I like being put together as the loli pictures we get over here but I am like 6'2"

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    Mortal SkyMortal Sky queer punk hedge witchRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    yeah pony at least trust me to have enough sense to work with kink/fetish producers who are known for having good practices especially with people who are actually into the stuff at hand

    I guess working with generic fucksite #333 would have those risks yes

    Yeah one of my friends did a kink porn shoot with no downsides as far as I know. Kink producers (especially the kink.com guys) are really well known for their attention to waivers and safewords.

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    god

    we should just rename se++ to the transfolk zone

    this is awesome

    all you squares shoo

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    PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    yeah pony at least trust me to have enough sense to work with kink/fetish producers who are known for having good practices especially with people who are actually into the stuff at hand

    I guess working with generic fucksite #333 would have those risks yes

    you know a lot of women think they know what they are doing in terms of research and shit when it comes to which porn sites to get involved with and which ones to avoid

    but a surprising number get suckerpunched with how shitty things actually are

    even when they aren't the grim horrorshow i described the reality is many, many amateur porn performers get fucking ripped off, financially

    with little in the way of recourse

    it's a shady business no smart person should get involved with on almost any level

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    HobnailHobnail Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    but I am like 6'2"

    Jaysus

    You could probably dunk me through a basketball hoop

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    Bad-BeatBad-Beat Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I spent a portion of my childhood in East London and it took any will to fight I might've had right out of me. So much fucking needless violence over trivial shit like sports and postcodes. Also gave me a good insight into how cowardly people are who claim to be "hard".

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Arivia wrote: »
    god

    we should just rename se++ to the transfolk zone

    this is awesome

    all you squares shoo

    As a member of the straight white dude community I feel repressed.

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    EdcrabEdcrab Actually a hack Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    I knew a girl who went from being a camwhore (her terminology, not mine) to an actual porn performer with some British firm

    ...can't say I ever followed up on that

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Edcrab wrote: »
    I knew a girl who went from being a camwhore (her terminology, not mine) to an actual porn performer with some British firm

    ...can't say I ever followed up on that

    I saw Michelle B once

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    AriviaArivia I Like A Challenge Earth-1Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Hobnail wrote: »
    Arivia wrote: »
    but I am like 6'2"

    Jaysus

    You could probably dunk me through a basketball hoop

    and look hella sexy doing it

    @pony: it's not like that's the only avenue! pro domination or just general fetish modelling. there are options! I am motivated!

    even as things are I would love to break into that once I've transitioned, if Bianca does it from mtl, no reason I can't here

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    Mortal SkyMortal Sky queer punk hedge witchRegistered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Can I just crossdress in the transfolk zone?

    Seriously, I don't do it often at all because my face isn't built the best for it, but there's something exhilarating about drag for fun. Though I occasionally do wonder how I could utilize makeup to pull it off. Mostly just for the obvious "It's a Trap" jokes.

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    ZonugalZonugal (He/Him) The Holiday Armadillo I'm Santa's representative for all the southern states. And Mexico!Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Every once in a while I almost forget I'm in a minority.

    Good ol' atheism...

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    SolarSolar Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Zonugal wrote: »
    Every once in a while I almost forget I'm in a minority.

    Good ol' atheism...

    I don't know if that counts

    I have never had any form of crap for it

    Maybe it does in the US though

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    ZonugalZonugal (He/Him) The Holiday Armadillo I'm Santa's representative for all the southern states. And Mexico!Registered User regular
    edited December 2010
    Solar wrote: »
    Zonugal wrote: »
    Every once in a while I almost forget I'm in a minority.

    Good ol' atheism...

    I don't know if that counts

    I have never had any form of crap for it

    Maybe it does in the US though

    I regularly got told I was going to burn in hell in high school from Mormons.

    Also having to accept that your dating pool may be drastically cut off is terrific.

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