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The Brain Problems Thread: You don't have to be crazy to post here, but it helps.
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and i'm too scared to do anything about my life
so
who wants a live-in blowjob-giver no relationship needed because i've basically given up on everything else
do you sip on jack?
jack jim dave steve i ain't picky what your name is
you can get suppository laxatives
just put it up their butt when they're not looking
I've never had my first kiss
Because i have a panic attack and cry and it kills the mood kinda
i just feel like im just being a pussy and need to get over it
STEAM!
Never hurts to get checked out.
Nah dude
All brain issues suck
All of 'em
It lasted a week.
But, in retrospect, I'm okay with that.
love is a lie
etc.
brain problems are brain problems
they're so stupid and shitty to the person who has them that even people with the same brain problems can't always relate their issues
Fuckin' woot.
I'm incredibly stubborn, too. However, I'm also a realist. My dream isn't even remotely within the limits of my ability to make real. At this point it's transformed into a fantasy--something I indulge in merely to amuse myself, in part as a distraction from reality. This is a good thing, I think. Were I to hold onto my dreams they'd run the risk of morphing in delusions, and that's a dangerous road to travel.
Dreams give you something to get out of bed for, something to motivate you to live and strive, and if possible, achieve. Fantasies allow you to escape from reality into a make-believe world that takes you away from the harsh truths that cling to us like shadows at sunset. But delusions, those are dangerous things. They're fantasies we mistake for dreams--something we think we can achieve through effort and good fortune. And no matter how outlandish or impossible they might seem, we fool ourselves into thinking they're achievable. It's terrifying, really. I didn't want that to become my life.
Fortunately, it hasn't. Instead my life became testament to the failed pursuit of Plan C. This was after Plan B fell through, of course. I didn't even bother with Plan A; as I said before, I'm a realist.
I am still too afraid to change though because well, what if I never get to a point where I can be content without soda and greasy foods? What if the feelings of anxiety and depression that I get when I don't eat this way only get worse?
'getting over it' is a myth inspired by the same kind of delusion as 'growing up'
you will never get over it and put it behind you, all you can do is learn how to cope with your problems but that means everything
Get the name of some from your psychiatrist and then never call them
It's worked pretty good for me.
8-)
The only job I've ever had I quit after three days.
I've only gotten worse since then...
How do you deal with it man?
Actually, fuck that. It's totally a competition, and I want to see a real fight for the gold.
hey i was diagnosed years ago and i still have trouble talking about my problems because they always feel insignificant
ain't no thang dogg
also to add to that previous post i had a period of about six months to a year where i was just stark raving nuts right after i met buttlady and if it wasn't for her i probably would still be goddamn nuts because somehow all my issues just coalesced into this one massive ball of rage and delusions and jesus that was a scary time
gonna be honest
in the grand scheme of things
asperger's/ASDs is probably the easiest of my issues to deal with
because it's a thing that you deal with your whole life and that you learn to cope with and compensate for, to some degree, whether you know you have it or not
I was never that bad. Just didn't bother going in on a couple of jobs that were new. I would feel like I was going to fail or just be super nervous about dealing with new people.
How many points do you get for suicide attempts?
Nah, I've had pretty wonderful relationships
Ladies do their best to stick with me, but I can't blame them for leaving.
The last relationship i had was when i was on the wrong meds and holy shit is depressed Bryar a shitty boyfriend
I'm getting better, i think my next one will be a good relationship
I haven't found a lady i want to ask out past a second date in a while though
if we're counting those then man
i think i get several bonus points at the very least
Ah well I was scared I would fuck up, scared the people wouldn't like me, just scared that it was going to hurt really bad standing up doing dishes for hours.
I am actually at the point tonight even where all my muscles are tensing up on their own to where they hurt and I am having trouble sleeping because all I can think about is how I'm never going to be good enough.
(nobody actually try to kill themselves, please)
three girlfriends
two of whom i've hurt really badly because i didn't know how to deal with my isses when there was another person in my life
and one who i'm still with who understands because she has issues of her own so when i do something stupid because of issues she's like yeah well that's just your badthoughts talking so whatever and we work through and past it
really lucky to have her
500 per?
i probably have 2000 at least then
Can I get even more points for being hooked up to a respirator and getting an airlift???
(i gotta be good at something right?)
500 points to buttlord then
I would like this + plays fighting games
The girl im with now cheated on me with quite possibly the worst human being on the planet, which didnt really help my inadequacy complex. Not even just cheated, but pretty much had a 3-4 month relationship behind my back .. Pretty much everything she told me for 4 months was a lie. Cool feeling. Even cooler feeling: i never felt i was strong enough to leave her. Not once while she would ignore me for days, or when she finally told me etc, that i felt that leaving her and breaking up was an option that i could handle.
As of now we've worked things out and we're still together. This has been the longest relationship i've ever been in at 2.5 years. But after all this i find myself overanalysing everything she says or does, not so much because im worried something bad is going to happen, but because i expect something bad is going to happen.
i hate trying to explain my thoughts
STEAM!
I know your right. Absolutely 100 percent right. And by not going I'm a giagantic asshole. But my house is empty tonight and this never ever ever happens and its a excuse and ugh I'm garbage.
Oh as far as diagnosis go when I was 9ish they said I was bi polar, then ocd but I have a super poor memory off all this due to lots of drugs and I was mostly fine for 7 years till now!
And I got a you could be bi polar 2 but you might not be we actually don't know what's wrong with you. That's because I'm bad at talking to doctors.