I have been dealing with some moderate depression that has become more severe as time goes on. Without going into too much detail, it stems from a combination of things, such as financial trouble, extended unemployment, chronic pain, and marital problems (in that my wife is emotionally abusive; she herself suffers from bipolar depression and as time goes on I suspect that she may have undiagnosed high-functioning autism, but that's a different topic).
I have not been in therapy until recently, when I started intensive group therapy, recommended by our couples' therapist as he felt that my lack of motivation was originating from depression. He had talked about possibly starting medication to at least kickstart things and offered to refer me to psychiatrist, but I stated that I was not sold on medication and wanted to try to work through therapy first. I have been reluctant to take anything that could alter brain function, so much so that I will only take Tylenol when I'm in excruciating pain (I can't take Ibuprofen because of hypertension, which plays into my problem which I'll get to in a moment). However, recently, I've been completely unable to focus on anything no matter how hard I try, which I understand to be a symptom of depression. At this point, I consulted with a psychiatrist about medication because what's the point in worrying about altering your brain function when your mind is already so scattered that it's not functioning on its own.
So, here's the deal, and I'll give technicals in case anyone knows about it and it effects your answer: The doctor prescribed Wellbutrin SR (actually Bupropion HCL SR) 100 mg once per day, but warned me about the possible side effects, mainly about potential interaction with another medication I take (Metoprolol Tartrate 25 mg, 2X daily) for hypertension and tachycardia. Also, she warned me about potentially increased anxiety. However, she said that it will take a few weeks for the medication to take full effect, which I assumed would also mean an anxiety issue would take a while to appear.
I am now on my second day of this medication, and I've been feeling anxious. Not in a panicked state, but feeling a generalized and troubling anxiety, to the point where the muscles in my face and throat are feeling tight. I did experience some very minor nausea earlier, too. I checked my blood pressure and heart rate and those seem to be okay for now.
Is this kind of reaction normal? Is this to be expected for those who have knowledge and/or experience with Wellbutrin? I'm concerned about experiencing this on only the second day. Should I prepare that it may get worse?
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In all probability If they'd have told you it causes random moles and skin blemishes to sprout on your body, you'd be finding all sorts of new blemishes and moles you never noticed before.
After a couple of weeks on it (to quit smoking) I had sort of an odd appetite change and a little bit of a funny feeling like something was different. Which went away around 10 days later and wasn't entirely unpleasant.
Also, medications do things. That's why they exist and why we use research and things to determine what works for what. If you're non compliant with a medication you are given, at least let the doctor know so they can try something else or not waste their time.
If you have a doubt, if you aren't feeling right, give your prescribing doctor a call, especially since she warned of possible interaction. Let her confirm or allay your fears, because telling an anxious person that anxiety is a side effect is like throwing gasoline on a flame and not necessarily indicative of a problem with your meds.
I am on 300 mg Bupropion + FLUoxetine 20 mg. I do not recall feeling anxious when I started the Bupropion, or having muscle tightness, but I did feel "kinda weird". Not deleterious weird, but a "different" weird.
Something to keep in mind with psych drugs is that you'll likely experience some placebo effect whatnot when you begin each medication. If you're too self-aware (which is likely the case with anxiety / depression) you'll pick up on every minor psychological tick, over-analyze it, and so think yourself into feeling weird. That, as I understand it, is normal.
If you are worried, then talk to your doctor. They deal with this sort of thing every day. My general rule is that if I don't experience anything life-threatening, or a collection of the symptoms of Serotonin syndrome, then I assume I'm thinking myself into feeling that way.
Try to calm down, distract yourself, and stop thinking about it so much. But if you notice something is *really* wrong then contact your doctor, or get to an ER. In your case, the muscle tightness and nausea are things to keep an eye on, but initially it's likely ok to assume you're thinking yourself into feeling that way.
But if it gets worse, talk to your doctor.
I hope something in that was helpful. Just know that what you're experiencing is normal, and you're in good company.
Wellbutrin makes a 24hr dose called XL which might help even things out, or ask about taking a 50mg SR twice a day.
The second time (more recent) I ended up basically locking myself in the basement for a weekend because I didn't trust myself not to yell/scream/throw things at anyone who so much as moved wrong in my vision. So you can take that as a vote of "I had a similar experience and so you're probably not crazy".
@usagi : The prescribing RN (she was an RN, not a doctor) had suggested XL, but opted for once per day SR because she was concerned about problems with insomnia, which I guess she saw something in my medical history that made her concerned about that.