valhalla13013 Dark Shield Perceives the GodsRegistered Userregular
edited March 2016
Confession time: I miss my ex-wife. Even after all the crap she's done, and learning she slept with her boss, then got me a job as his assistant for four months, forced me to move 600 miles away from my home and foreclose on my house, used my kids against me and caused them untold emotional distress... Even after all that, I still miss how things were when we were first together. I really don't even want to find somebody else because I still have some insane part of me that wishes it could be together with her. Rationally, I know that's crap, but I can't make myself feel that way.
BillyIdleWhat does "katana" mean?It means "Japanese sword."Registered Userregular
Once I had a love and it was a gas,
Soon turned out had a heart of glass.
Still sorta miss my ex, and now I've got a ton of self esteem issues, not to mention I'm terrified of trying to be in a relationship again, since that one felt like as good as it could ever get.
Once I had a love and it was a gas,
Soon turned out had a heart of glass.
Still sorta miss my ex, and now I've got a ton of self esteem issues, not to mention I'm terrified of trying to be in a relationship again, since that one felt like as good as it could ever get.
I felt like my last relationship was pretty great and I was in it for a long time.
Then, I got broken up with and felt kind of the same way. Now I'm dating someone and wow it's not that the previous relationship was terrible or that my current relationship is 100% perfect but it's fucking great. In a lot of hard-to-explain ways that are both very tiny and very major.
Once I had a love and it was a gas,
Soon turned out had a heart of glass.
Still sorta miss my ex, and now I've got a ton of self esteem issues, not to mention I'm terrified of trying to be in a relationship again, since that one felt like as good as it could ever get.
I felt like my last relationship was pretty great and I was in it for a long time.
Then, I got broken up with and felt kind of the same way. Now I'm dating someone and wow it's not that the previous relationship was terrible or that my current relationship is 100% perfect but it's fucking great. In a lot of hard-to-explain ways that are both very tiny and very major.
So like, it can happen definitely.
Thank you, I know I get told this by friends, but every time I hear this it helps a lot.
I hate complaining, but this forum is the only safe space I sort of have to be open about these things.
I'm scared at the concept of doing it all again, especially since I really believed that I did it completely right with this past relationship.
It just sucks because this relationship gave me a high bar that I never could have imagined from previous romantic endeavors, and I guess my limited scope of what other people can offer hinders me a lot.
I'm also messed up in that I have a horrible tendency to not remove our mutual friends from social media, the worst offender being snapchat, because all it takes is a few seconds of seeing her and wishing I could make it work, or me beginning to feel like a massive failure.
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Donovan PuppyfuckerA dagger in the dark isworth a thousand swords in the morningRegistered Userregular
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I know
maybe someday...
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Yes. Someday, love will find you.
Hey, break those chains that bind you.
Soon turned out had a heart of glass.
Still sorta miss my ex, and now I've got a ton of self esteem issues, not to mention I'm terrified of trying to be in a relationship again, since that one felt like as good as it could ever get.
I felt like my last relationship was pretty great and I was in it for a long time.
Then, I got broken up with and felt kind of the same way. Now I'm dating someone and wow it's not that the previous relationship was terrible or that my current relationship is 100% perfect but it's fucking great. In a lot of hard-to-explain ways that are both very tiny and very major.
So like, it can happen definitely.
Thank you, I know I get told this by friends, but every time I hear this it helps a lot.
I hate complaining, but this forum is the only safe space I sort of have to be open about these things.
I'm scared at the concept of doing it all again, especially since I really believed that I did it completely right with this past relationship.
It just sucks because this relationship gave me a high bar that I never could have imagined from previous romantic endeavors, and I guess my limited scope of what other people can offer hinders me a lot.
I'm also messed up in that I have a horrible tendency to not remove our mutual friends from social media, the worst offender being snapchat, because all it takes is a few seconds of seeing her and wishing I could make it work, or me beginning to feel like a massive failure.
Good, but you missed the best option:
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That date went great