yeah i know we romanticize what we should feel when a family member dies but it's horseshit. when my mom dies i was joyfully relieved and that's not what you're suppose to feel.
figure out how you feel just as you and go with it. you don't have a time limit and you don't have a responsibility
I've found I have a very hard time ending things with someone I've been dating. I never got romantic feelings for this person and she says she never felt that way about me either, but I still just feel really guilty and sad about it and can't help but think a bit about the time we spent together. I've even thought a bit about the gifts I bought her and if she'll feel differently about them now.
I'm way too sentimental, I guess. I've felt bummed out all day when for all I know she's perfectly fine.
I'm going through some of my old things and trying to clean my stuff from all the dust. I found some love notes from my previous relationship, I read them, and I don't feel the longing for that relationship anymore. I feel good about that!
All I feel are the happy memories of those times and I am grateful for the time I spent with my ex gf. Throwing those notes away is no big deal I feel like, but I also found one or two pictures. It's weird, but I do feel a bit of attachment to the pictures. I feel like I just contradicted myself there.
I'm going through some of my old things and trying to clean my stuff from all the dust. I found some love notes from my previous relationship, I read them, and I don't feel the longing for that relationship anymore. I feel good about that!
All I feel are the happy memories of those times and I am grateful for the time I spent with my ex gf. Throwing those notes away is no big deal I feel like, but I also found one or two pictures. It's weird, but I do feel a bit of attachment to the pictures. I feel like I just contradicted myself there.
Should I just throw them away too?
A future partner might not like that you held onto them. Might as well rip the band-aid off now. I know I always delete all my photos from my phone and social media.
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I wouldn't get rid of them, I consider that fondness a part of my history and important to remember
But I also wouldn't date someone who would be upset about me holding on to such things
For one, I'm still feeling a bit down from ending my most recent relationship. We're still friends on Facebook and I saw on my newsfeed that she's worried about her new job tomorrow. I kind of want to comment but also feel like it's too soon.
Then, another woman I dated briefly late last year texted me out of the blue to say she'd been thinking of me recently. We texted back and forth and got caught up, so that was nice. I don't know if she wanted anything more, but if she did she didn't say.
Now, as in just a few minutes ago, I just got a text from another woman I went on a date with on Valentine's Day 2019 who had ghosted me the weekend after. I had sent her a message back then saying something along the lines of "sorry if I disappointed you". The text preview from her says "Who says you disappointed me?" Honestly, I'm kinda apprehensive about reading it. I'll put that off until tomorrow, I think.
I kept my copy of Dark Ages VTM with all of my girlfriend's notes in it
None of them are about me but it is obvious I did not write that stuff nor is it about the game just little vampire doodles and notes
I momentarily thought about redownloading bumble or something but then a piercing, white hot blast of weltschmerz shot out of my eyes and my mouth, blasted a hole straight through the ceiling of my apartment and fired off into the night sky.
Decided to just drink and maybe order ramen instead.
This random person liked one of my Instagram photos (my profile is public). Their profile is private, couple hundred followers so not a huge profile. They have a bunch of mostly selfie photos but the posts stop at the end of 2018.
Anyway her profile pic seemed interesting and she liked my photo I followed her. She accepted the request and followed back. And since then she has been sending me messages asking me random stuff but honestly not that much. She told me some details about herself.
She asked me for a photo of my haircut (she’s a hairdresser and I mentioned I cut my own hair a few days ago) and I sent her one but that was contingent on her sending me a photo. She sent me the fifth photo from her profile which, again, is from 2018. I jovially callee her out on it saying “hey, I thought you were gonna send me a new pic?” She said she would send me one but she’s at work right now.
I’m talking to a scammer or a dude or something, right?
There does seem to exist a class of spider who's soul purpose is to build inconveniently placed blobs of spider webs as opposed to fun and practical bug catching spider webs.
There does seem to exist a class of spider who's soul purpose is to build inconveniently placed blobs of spider webs as opposed to fun and practical bug catching spider webs.
If I was a Spider I'd build a web on your ass for this post
So when you sit down oh hey bucko you got web on your ass, a shame
There does seem to exist a class of spider who's soul purpose is to build inconveniently placed blobs of spider webs as opposed to fun and practical bug catching spider webs.
If I was a Spider I'd build a web on your ass for this post
So when you sit down oh hey bucko you got web on your ass, a shame
Quaint that you assume my ass isn't already full of spider's webs
There does seem to exist a class of spider who's soul purpose is to build inconveniently placed blobs of spider webs as opposed to fun and practical bug catching spider webs.
If I was a Spider I'd build a web on your ass for this post
So when you sit down oh hey bucko you got web on your ass, a shame
Quaint that you assume my ass isn't already full of spider's webs
Ol' buttweb Juggs is it
I shoulda known
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Donovan PuppyfuckerA dagger in the dark isworth a thousand swords in the morningRegistered Userregular
There does seem to exist a class of spider who's soul purpose is to build inconveniently placed blobs of spider webs as opposed to fun and practical bug catching spider webs.
If I was a Spider I'd build a web on your ass for this post
So when you sit down oh hey bucko you got web on your ass, a shame
Quaint that you assume my ass isn't already full of spider's webs
Ol' buttweb Juggs is it
I shoulda known
Spiders be shooting that web out of their butts, Juggs be busily shoving it all in his.
I got bit a day ago when I laid down in bed, fucking thing ran up my arm and bit me in the arm pit, that was a really painful 3 hours that felt like I was getting jabbed with a red hot poker
Fucking sac spiders.
not a doctor, not a lawyer, examples I use may not be fully researched so don't take out of context plz, don't @ me
I got bit a day ago when I laid down in bed, fucking thing ran up my arm and bit me in the arm pit, that was a really painful 3 hours that felt like I was getting jabbed with a red hot poker
Fucking sac spiders.
See and people are scared of Australian spiders. I haven’t been bitten by a spider since I was like ten.
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On life support
Asshole aunt and judgemental grandma are on their way to the hospital, hopefully to pull the plug, as that was apparently his wish
Not sure how to feel
You don't have to feel anything, but whatever you do feel, don't beat yourself up about it
figure out how you feel just as you and go with it. you don't have a time limit and you don't have a responsibility
I'm way too sentimental, I guess. I've felt bummed out all day when for all I know she's perfectly fine.
All I feel are the happy memories of those times and I am grateful for the time I spent with my ex gf. Throwing those notes away is no big deal I feel like, but I also found one or two pictures. It's weird, but I do feel a bit of attachment to the pictures. I feel like I just contradicted myself there.
Should I just throw them away too?
A future partner might not like that you held onto them. Might as well rip the band-aid off now. I know I always delete all my photos from my phone and social media.
But I also wouldn't date someone who would be upset about me holding on to such things
For one, I'm still feeling a bit down from ending my most recent relationship. We're still friends on Facebook and I saw on my newsfeed that she's worried about her new job tomorrow. I kind of want to comment but also feel like it's too soon.
Then, another woman I dated briefly late last year texted me out of the blue to say she'd been thinking of me recently. We texted back and forth and got caught up, so that was nice. I don't know if she wanted anything more, but if she did she didn't say.
Now, as in just a few minutes ago, I just got a text from another woman I went on a date with on Valentine's Day 2019 who had ghosted me the weekend after. I had sent her a message back then saying something along the lines of "sorry if I disappointed you". The text preview from her says "Who says you disappointed me?" Honestly, I'm kinda apprehensive about reading it. I'll put that off until tomorrow, I think.
None of them are about me but it is obvious I did not write that stuff nor is it about the game just little vampire doodles and notes
Decided to just drink and maybe order ramen instead.
Dunno but at least 2 salmon onigiri would probably go a long way.
Funeral and burial to be conducted Saturday
Taking Thursday and Friday off of work
This feels so insignificant compared to the other things going on
I have a few extra bucks, so I donated to some bail fund groups
Anyway her profile pic seemed interesting and she liked my photo I followed her. She accepted the request and followed back. And since then she has been sending me messages asking me random stuff but honestly not that much. She told me some details about herself.
She asked me for a photo of my haircut (she’s a hairdresser and I mentioned I cut my own hair a few days ago) and I sent her one but that was contingent on her sending me a photo. She sent me the fifth photo from her profile which, again, is from 2018. I jovially callee her out on it saying “hey, I thought you were gonna send me a new pic?” She said she would send me one but she’s at work right now.
I’m talking to a scammer or a dude or something, right?
Fuck, I’m sorry.
And my post feels like poor post proximity.
I hope it didn't crawl over all my stuff
May you eat many lovers.
If I was a Spider I'd build a web on your ass for this post
So when you sit down oh hey bucko you got web on your ass, a shame
Quaint that you assume my ass isn't already full of spider's webs
Ol' buttweb Juggs is it
I shoulda known
Spiders be shooting that web out of their butts, Juggs be busily shoving it all in his.
I got bit a day ago when I laid down in bed, fucking thing ran up my arm and bit me in the arm pit, that was a really painful 3 hours that felt like I was getting jabbed with a red hot poker
Fucking sac spiders.
See and people are scared of Australian spiders. I haven’t been bitten by a spider since I was like ten.
Satans..... hints.....
Satans..... hints.....
Makes a lot of sense. The only person who answers my calls is Haley Joel Osmond
Satans..... hints.....
It lived outside my window on the 12th floor
I’d watch it fight wasps and stuff. Always won. Never let any wasps inside. Was a good spiderbuddy.
That sucks tbh.
It is gonna get so much more crowded with traffic down there.
I purposefully try to leave spiders alone because they eat all the annoying bugs I don't want to deal with.
But at the same time I can't believe this one broke my trust.
Maybe it thought that mole in your armpit was a delicious, delicious snack?