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Depression sucks..

GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these daysRegistered User, ClubPA regular
edited September 2007 in Social Entropy++
let me start this off by saying this is probably the second worst place to post anything serious for just about anyone out there. That being said I find this place to be therapeutic and I love this community for the crap that comes out of threads of seriousness made here. I think I might be a bit socially masochistic.


Yesterday at approximately 5 am my mother attempted to kill herself. My dad found her in their camper trailer with everything sealed up pumping gas into the trailer. He happened to by chance wake up in the middle of the night when he usually doesn't when she gets up. He managed to resuscitate her before the ambulance got there. She's currently in a psych ward. I'm worried about my Dad now though.

She had somehow yet to be determined racked up almost 6000 in payday loans and car title loans without anyone knowing. I have no idea what she even did with the 6000. I Do know that she also has a bad checks warrant out for her arrest now as well. I was looking into one of those debt consolidation things for him but he's "technically" been unemployed for close to 10 years. He has his own business but doesn't "officially" have his own business. She works for the government, oddly enough in the welfare office helping people who are fucked financially (blind leading the blind yeah i know)

I've never seen him cry before this happened. He's always been the strong one for everyone in my immediate and extended family. When his own mom died he had to take care of everything while his three brothers and two sisters sat there wallowing in self misery.

I've got to now be that strong person for him and I don't know if i can do it. He's never been good with figuring out anything to do with loans and money. I've offered to take on the car title loans and most of the money owed for him. I figure my credit is already fucked up enough as it is, whats a few more dings gonna do?


while writing this i have determined that the two best techno songs, and the only two I can stand are Aquagen Ft. Rozalla - Everybody's Free and ATB - It's A Fine Day.

Grath on
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  • MarathonMarathon Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    That sucks, sorry to hear it.

    Marathon on
  • Grandaddy DeliciousGrandaddy Delicious Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    That sucks, if there is something funny in there, I don't see it.

    :(

    Grandaddy Delicious on
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  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    i'm not being funny, but the funny usually comes from the responses.

    Grath on
  • DruhimDruhim Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    Oh man grath, great big bear hugs your way.
    :(

    Druhim on
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  • World as MythWorld as Myth a breezy way to annoy serious people Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    jesus grath

    that's awful :(

    World as Myth on
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  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    i didn't read it so

    haha sucker

    Phonehand on
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  • potatoepotatoe Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    i was all ready to think up a witty response, then i read the post

    and now i just want to give hugs

    potatoe on
  • Penguin IncarnatePenguin Incarnate King of Kafiristan Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Jesus.

    Penguin Incarnate on
  • the wookthe wook Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    man grath

    *hugs*

    the wook on
  • TheySlashThemTheySlashThem Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    oh man

    dude :(

    TheySlashThem on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    if anyone knows any similar songs to those two I would greatly appreciate being informed of what they are, something about those two chicks voices that just makes me feel ok.

    Grath on
  • Penguin IncarnatePenguin Incarnate King of Kafiristan Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Oh, you want funny, huh?

    Okay, uh...

    Hold that thought, I'm going to get out the dry erase board.

    Penguin Incarnate on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    You guys, you seriously made me cry just now. but in a good way

    But now I gotta suck it up cryin is for pussies

    Grath on
  • PhonehandPhonehand Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Oh that kinda sucks. I wish I could feel more sympathy but I have seen so many friends and family members die this past year that I'm almost completely numb.

    Phonehand on
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  • AbracadanielAbracadaniel Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Well no wonder you didn't respond to my accident text message last night.

    :(

    Sorry to hear about everything dude.

    Abracadaniel on
  • XaquinXaquin Right behind you!Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Hope it all works out, and everyone in your family is/will be ok.

    Xaquin on
  • Penguin IncarnatePenguin Incarnate King of Kafiristan Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    This thing is still on topic?

    Penguin Incarnate on
  • PotUPotU __BANNED USERS regular
    edited September 2007
    Dude, ATB? I don't know, man.

    PotU on
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  • KovakKovak did a lot of drugs married cher?Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    daaang grath

    huugs

    Kovak on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    man I just found out that "visiting hours" isn't even a whole hour its 615pm-7pm wtf kind of therapy is that. Don't allow the people that love the person thats depressed to come see them for more than 45 minutes out of the day? good god that pisses me off.

    Grath on
  • FaricazyFaricazy Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    i was gonna be tl:dr but then i did and that sucks dude, i hope things work out. :(


    time for a jack and coke for me sirrr.

    Faricazy on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    PotU wrote: »
    Dude, ATB? I don't know, man.

    its really just the chick singing, miss jane or something. I don't know where the mp3 came from, my old roomate had a bunch of really bad techno and it was the only song I saved when I purged his crap off my drive. The other one is the song playing in the first episode of season two of the venture brothers.

    Grath on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    Faricazy wrote: »
    i was gonna be tl:dr but then i did and that sucks dude, i hope things work out. :(


    time for a jack and coke for me sirrr.

    I have 12 coronas, 6 budlights. I expect that number to be 0 and 0 by monday.

    Grath on
  • KnobKnob TURN THE BEAT BACK InternetModerator Mod Emeritus
    edited September 2007
    18 beers to cover a whole weekend?

    sissy

    Knob on
  • bentbent Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Sorry to hear it Grath.

    bent on
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  • PotUPotU __BANNED USERS regular
    edited September 2007
    Grath wrote: »
    PotU wrote: »
    Dude, ATB? I don't know, man.

    its really just the chick singing, miss jane or something. I don't know where the mp3 came from, my old roomate had a bunch of really bad techno and it was the only song I saved when I purged his crap off my drive. The other one is the song playing in the first episode of season two of the venture brothers.

    Oh, I liked that one (the Venture Bros. one).

    But there's really only on techno song I can listen over some time.

    PotU on
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  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    well saturday I'm going to be at my dads all day

    Grath on
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  • DynagripDynagrip Break me a million hearts HoustonRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    Sounds like your mom is bipolar. Good luck.

    Dynagrip on
  • BedlamBedlam Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    pu...uh...put it in da butt?

    Seriously as someone who has depression that shit sure does suck. If your moms racking up debt like that though she might be bi polar or somthing worse though. If nothing else at least now she can get help.

    Bedlam on
  • ButtersButters A glass of some milks Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Hey I feel for you man. My mom just lost her battle with cancer last month and I've been down in the dumps since then. Everything sucks right now and all I can do is just keep trying to get back to where I was before and hope things will improve as time goes by.

    Have a few of those brews and imagine a skinny blond dude giving you a hug. That's from me.

    Butters on
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  • PotUPotU __BANNED USERS regular
    edited September 2007
    PotU wrote: »
    Grath wrote: »
    PotU wrote: »
    Dude, ATB? I don't know, man.

    its really just the chick singing, miss jane or something. I don't know where the mp3 came from, my old roomate had a bunch of really bad techno and it was the only song I saved when I purged his crap off my drive. The other one is the song playing in the first episode of season two of the venture brothers.

    Oh, I liked that one (the Venture Bros. one).

    But there's really only on techno song I can listen over some time.
    that's everybody's free by rozilla

    Yeah, I already wondered.

    PotU on
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  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    PotU wrote: »
    Grath wrote: »
    PotU wrote: »
    Dude, ATB? I don't know, man.

    its really just the chick singing, miss jane or something. I don't know where the mp3 came from, my old roomate had a bunch of really bad techno and it was the only song I saved when I purged his crap off my drive. The other one is the song playing in the first episode of season two of the venture brothers.

    Oh, I liked that one (the Venture Bros. one).

    But there's really only on techno song I can listen over some time.
    that's everybody's free by rozilla


    Thats actually Aquagen's mix of everbody's free by rozalla.

    The original song isn't very good imo.

    Grath on
  • DruhimDruhim Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    Butters wrote: »
    Hey I feel for you man. My mom just lost her battle with cancer last month and I've been down in the dumps since then. Everything sucks right now and all I can do is just keep trying to get back to where I was before and hope things will improve as time goes by.

    Have a few of those brews and imagine a skinny blond dude giving you a hug. That's from me.
    You probably mentioned it before but I don't remember it. Sorry to hear it man.

    Druhim on
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  • TransporterTransporter Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    Knob wrote: »
    18 beers to cover a night?

    sissy

    Transporter on
  • GrathGrath I'm a much happier person these days Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    Butters wrote: »
    Hey I feel for you man. My mom just lost her battle with cancer last month and I've been down in the dumps since then. Everything sucks right now and all I can do is just keep trying to get back to where I was before and hope things will improve as time goes by.

    Have a few of those brews and imagine a skinny blond dude giving you a hug. That's from me.

    I am e-hugging you back right now so hard

    Grath on
  • potatoepotatoe Registered User regular
    edited September 2007
    teefs, you're picking fights again

    potatoe on
  • DruhimDruhim Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited September 2007
    yeah, that was kind of a douche thing to say teefs

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  • PotUPotU __BANNED USERS regular
    edited September 2007
    What the hell, Christopher?

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