let me start this off by saying this is probably the second worst place to post anything serious for just about anyone out there. That being said I find this place to be therapeutic and I love this community for the crap that comes out of threads of seriousness made here. I think I might be a bit socially masochistic.
Yesterday at approximately 5 am my mother attempted to kill herself. My dad found her in their camper trailer with everything sealed up pumping gas into the trailer. He happened to by chance wake up in the middle of the night when he usually doesn't when she gets up. He managed to resuscitate her before the ambulance got there. She's currently in a psych ward. I'm worried about my Dad now though.
She had somehow yet to be determined racked up almost 6000 in payday loans and car title loans without anyone knowing. I have no idea what she even did with the 6000. I Do know that she also has a bad checks warrant out for her arrest now as well. I was looking into one of those debt consolidation things for him but he's "technically" been unemployed for close to 10 years. He has his own business but doesn't "officially" have his own business. She works for the government, oddly enough in the welfare office helping people who are fucked financially (blind leading the blind yeah i know)
I've never seen him cry before this happened. He's always been the strong one for everyone in my immediate and extended family. When his own mom died he had to take care of everything while his three brothers and two sisters sat there wallowing in self misery.
I've got to now be that strong person for him and I don't know if i can do it. He's never been good with figuring out anything to do with loans and money. I've offered to take on the car title loans and most of the money owed for him. I figure my credit is already fucked up enough as it is, whats a few more dings gonna do?
while writing this i have determined that the two best techno songs, and the only two I can stand are Aquagen Ft. Rozalla - Everybody's Free and ATB - It's A Fine Day.
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that's awful
haha sucker
and now i just want to give hugs
*hugs*
dude
Okay, uh...
Hold that thought, I'm going to get out the dry erase board.
But now I gotta suck it up cryin is for pussies
Sorry to hear about everything dude.
huugs
time for a jack and coke for me sirrr.
its really just the chick singing, miss jane or something. I don't know where the mp3 came from, my old roomate had a bunch of really bad techno and it was the only song I saved when I purged his crap off my drive. The other one is the song playing in the first episode of season two of the venture brothers.
I have 12 coronas, 6 budlights. I expect that number to be 0 and 0 by monday.
sissy
Oh, I liked that one (the Venture Bros. one).
But there's really only on techno song I can listen over some time.
Seriously as someone who has depression that shit sure does suck. If your moms racking up debt like that though she might be bi polar or somthing worse though. If nothing else at least now she can get help.
Have a few of those brews and imagine a skinny blond dude giving you a hug. That's from me.
Yeah, I already wondered.
Thats actually Aquagen's mix of everbody's free by rozalla.
The original song isn't very good imo.
I am e-hugging you back right now so hard