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and there are people who want you to know they are cutters
those are very different things
i mean, both are signs of some serious problems that need professional help
but former is a sad form of personal torment and that a person lacks a proper compensatory method for dealing with their own depression and other problems
the latter is that as well, but it's also a sign that a person is openly manipulative and self-absorbed, and are so overly concerned with their own self-interest that it's very important to them that you know about their problems and give them attention and affection, but not real help
and there are people who want you to know they are cutters
those are very different things
i mean, both are signs of some serious problems that need professional help
but former is a sad form of personal torment and that a person lacks a proper compensatory method for dealing with their own depression and other problems
the latter is that as well, but it's also a sign that a person is openly manipulative and self-absorbed, and are so overly concerned with their own self-interest that it's very important to them that you know about their problems and give them attention and affection, but not real help
That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published
its not mine read the last few pages
Publish it. Does it freak you out that your roommate cuts himself?
herself
and no its because of what pony said
if i walked in one night and found her cutting and had no clue that she did that sort of thing then id have a little more respect for her
but she told me she cuts on the third day after she moved in.. so its apparent to me that she isnt cutting as a self mutilation thing, but she is using that to gain attention and feel important
and yes she is highly manipulative, but terrible at it.. its like living with a child
as of friday i no longer have gainful employment...again
i will be living off freelancing
gooooooooo self employment!
(please...please work out this time, please?)
i'm doing freelance for a pretty fucking rad company though
it is boosting my spirits to impossible heights with this whole thing
and no i didn't get fired, i left
personal reasons, lots of shitty health stuff going down, i need far too much time off for appointments than they can give
so that's what's going on in my life that is... good? i guess it's good?
i dont like the direction my life is going in and i'm ready to make drastic changes. but then i read about people with more serious problems like this girl who is cutting herself and I feel selfish for wanting change. abloo
Thank god for safety glass. I had a glass pane explode on my hand that was not safety glass.
I had cuts in places I didn't believe the glass had hit.
Freaked the hell out of my roomate when he saw blood covering the windowsill.
Rinder on
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ZephosClimbin in yo ski lifts, snatchin your people up.MichiganRegistered Userregular
edited July 2009
those kiosks in the mall that sell jewelry with the big glass display cases, i got to smash those with a sledge hammer once... I'm a little surprised i didnt get hurt that day.
I knew people who weren't chemically imbalanced, had a good life, and still cut themselves. They were fucking dipshits and full of nirvana teenage angst
I've been in a generally rotten mood for a couple of weeks because of boredom and having a lack of friends in this town to spend time with
But next week I head back to Columbia for 3 days, and then the week after that I'm going up to visit a friend in Richmond for a few nights (where I will hopefully get some lovin') so that should improve my mood greatly
as of friday i no longer have gainful employment...again
i will be living off freelancing
gooooooooo self employment!
(please...please work out this time, please?)
i'm doing freelance for a pretty fucking rad company though
it is boosting my spirits to impossible heights with this whole thing
and no i didn't get fired, i left
personal reasons, lots of shitty health stuff going down, i need far too much time off for appointments than they can give
so that's what's going on in my life that is... good? i guess it's good?
are you preggers?
heavens no!
you should work on that
i plan on popping you one in the gut at PAX, and it would be advantageous to have something there to absorb the blow
the wook on
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FandyienBut Otto, what about us? Registered Userregular
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STEAM!
And raises my morbid curiosity to a whole new level, where can I locate this chaps post?
fanfics still mia
STEAM!
i am pretty excited about it
also within this coming year i hope to get a handle on my post-stroke complications and actually return to gainful employment
so
life is looking up for ole pony!
The nurse needs to stop fucking him, and he needs to stop doing awesome things to post more.
Good poetry doesn't need rhyme.
So your point still stands.
its not mine read the last few pages
STEAM!
It belongs to ALL of us.
and something i have learned
is that there are cutters
and there are people who want you to know they are cutters
those are very different things
i mean, both are signs of some serious problems that need professional help
but former is a sad form of personal torment and that a person lacks a proper compensatory method for dealing with their own depression and other problems
the latter is that as well, but it's also a sign that a person is openly manipulative and self-absorbed, and are so overly concerned with their own self-interest that it's very important to them that you know about their problems and give them attention and affection, but not real help
I've cut myself a couple times before.
MAn never gonna do that shit again, oww.
Publish it. Does it freak you out that your roommate cuts himself?
Just into really bad thought patterns and moods and not taking my meds.
Looking back I was just being such an idiot.
herself
and no its because of what pony said
if i walked in one night and found her cutting and had no clue that she did that sort of thing then id have a little more respect for her
but she told me she cuts on the third day after she moved in.. so its apparent to me that she isnt cutting as a self mutilation thing, but she is using that to gain attention and feel important
and yes she is highly manipulative, but terrible at it.. its like living with a child
STEAM!
But whatever
I had cuts in places I didn't believe the glass had hit.
Freaked the hell out of my roomate when he saw blood covering the windowsill.
depression isn't as simple as what's going on in your life
you could actually have a pretty good life and still be depressed and want to kill yourself
chemical imbalances in your brain don't really give a shit what your life is like
that all said
i got some pretty fierce contempt for people who can fully acknowledge their own psychological maladies
and choose to do fucking nothing about it
that's a choice
you don't choose to be bipolar, or suffer from clinical depression, or whatever
but when you know that's the case
it's you who chooses to do fuck all about it and just make a show of it so people feel sorry for you
As a general rule I wish I had more drugs though.
It's tough sometimes, people can go years without realizing they have problems.
not a whole lot. hating my job, not liking my living situation. about to go out and buy a pizza stone. how are you doing these days?
But next week I head back to Columbia for 3 days, and then the week after that I'm going up to visit a friend in Richmond for a few nights (where I will hopefully get some lovin') so that should improve my mood greatly
surprisingly well, thanks!
hope your employment/living situation improves, but pizza stones are pretty rad
you should work on that
i plan on popping you one in the gut at PAX, and it would be advantageous to have something there to absorb the blow