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  • Shazkar ShadowstormShazkar Shadowstorm Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    someday i'll have money of my own

    Shazkar Shadowstorm on
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  • Auntie ShibbyAuntie Shibby Horrible Visalia, CARegistered User, ClubPA regular
    edited July 2009
    Spectre-x wrote: »
    Spectre-x wrote: »
    Spectre-x wrote: »
    my life is pretty sweet right now. Got an amazing job, a great girlfriend, and am going to see Billy Talent/Rancid/Rise Against on friday.

    It is only a matter of time before everybody discovers what a kafkaesque monstrosity you are on the inside.
    I'm not that bad of a person, really.

    You just think that because you only perceive yourself through the twisted lens that is your own foul mentality.
    What about the girlfriends I have had, why would they be with me if I was so horrible. Why would my current one be with me as well?

    They were with you, until they discovered the truth.

    And I am sure history will repeat itself again in this case.
    Everyone I work with knows what a terrible person I am, I work work people mostly with people who have been in prison for half their lives

    Auntie Shibby on
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  • tuggatugga Makin' movies Makin' songsRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    everyone loves poetry right?
    It is a ritual i do every night
    I can't get through the day without it
    I am shaking slightly as i take my blade in hand
    and hold it to my arm

    The sight of my own blood never bothers me
    I am used to it by now
    The pain always seems to help
    the physical drowning out the emotional

    I know with each cut i make on my arm
    I am cutting away a piece of my soul
    I know i need to stop
    But it just seems impossible

    One day I hope I can stop
    And never cut myself again
    But for now I stand here
    my wrist bleeding, blade in hand

    tugga on
  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    That doesn't even ryhme

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • AyreAyre Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    Oh it was because she wouldn't have sex with him. That is pretty fucking terrible

    And raises my morbid curiosity to a whole new level, where can I locate this chaps post?

    Ayre on
  • tuggatugga Makin' movies Makin' songsRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    wait these are all just poems

    fanfics still mia

    tugga on
  • MonkeyfeetMonkeyfeet Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published

    Monkeyfeet on
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  • PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    in a couple months i will be moving with my girlfriend to toronto

    i am pretty excited about it

    also within this coming year i hope to get a handle on my post-stroke complications and actually return to gainful employment

    so

    life is looking up for ole pony!

    Pony on
  • Auntie ShibbyAuntie Shibby Horrible Visalia, CARegistered User, ClubPA regular
    edited July 2009
    Druhim wrote: »
    vindictively jacking off onto the back of a sleeping woman just because she wouldn't have sex with you is still really fucking creepy
    Unky pk stories are the reason I keep coming back. Sadly, he hardly posts anymore.

    The nurse needs to stop fucking him, and he needs to stop doing awesome things to post more.

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  • Spectre-xSpectre-x Rating: AWESOME YESRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    That doesn't even ryhme

    Good poetry doesn't need rhyme.

    So your point still stands.

    Spectre-x on
  • tuggatugga Makin' movies Makin' songsRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published

    its not mine read the last few pages

    tugga on
  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    tugga wrote: »
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published

    its not mine read the last few pages

    It belongs to ALL of us.

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    you know, i've dated cutters before

    and something i have learned

    is that there are cutters

    and there are people who want you to know they are cutters

    those are very different things

    i mean, both are signs of some serious problems that need professional help

    but former is a sad form of personal torment and that a person lacks a proper compensatory method for dealing with their own depression and other problems

    the latter is that as well, but it's also a sign that a person is openly manipulative and self-absorbed, and are so overly concerned with their own self-interest that it's very important to them that you know about their problems and give them attention and affection, but not real help

    Pony on
  • DruhimDruhim Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited July 2009
    Druhim wrote: »
    vindictively jacking off onto the back of a sleeping woman just because she wouldn't have sex with you is still really fucking creepy
    Unky pk stories are the reason I keep coming back. Sadly, he hardly posts anymore.

    The nurse needs to stop fucking him, and he needs to stop doing awesome things to post more.
    proof that you're still a terrible human being

    Druhim on
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  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    I'm not gonna lie.

    I've cut myself a couple times before.

    MAn never gonna do that shit again, oww.

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • ZephosZephos Climbin in yo ski lifts, snatchin your people up. MichiganRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Pony wrote: »
    you know, i've dated cutters before

    and something i have learned

    is that there are cutters

    and there are people who want you to know they are cutters

    those are very different things

    i mean, both are signs of some serious problems that need professional help

    but former is a sad form of personal torment and that a person lacks a proper compensatory method for dealing with their own depression and other problems

    the latter is that as well, but it's also a sign that a person is openly manipulative and self-absorbed, and are so overly concerned with their own self-interest that it's very important to them that you know about their problems and give them attention and affection, but not real help
    http://www.comedycentral.com/videos/index.jhtml?videoId=69447&title=diary

    Zephos on
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  • MonkeyfeetMonkeyfeet Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    tugga wrote: »
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published

    its not mine read the last few pages

    Publish it. Does it freak you out that your roommate cuts himself?

    Monkeyfeet on
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  • Spectre-xSpectre-x Rating: AWESOME YESRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I've cut myself before but it was always on accident like when I was preparing food or hitting my brother with a metal ruler.

    Spectre-x on
  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    I used to be really unhealthy man.

    Just into really bad thought patterns and moods and not taking my meds.

    Looking back I was just being such an idiot.

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • MonkeyfeetMonkeyfeet Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I was opening a box and cut myself with a box cutter yesterday. It kind of sucked. It didn't relieve any emotion at all

    Monkeyfeet on
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  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    It doesn't really do anything but hurt alot.

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • tuggatugga Makin' movies Makin' songsRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    tugga wrote: »
    Monkeyfeet wrote: »
    That is some good stuff tugga I bet you could get it published

    its not mine read the last few pages

    Publish it. Does it freak you out that your roommate cuts himself?

    herself

    and no its because of what pony said

    if i walked in one night and found her cutting and had no clue that she did that sort of thing then id have a little more respect for her

    but she told me she cuts on the third day after she moved in.. so its apparent to me that she isnt cutting as a self mutilation thing, but she is using that to gain attention and feel important

    and yes she is highly manipulative, but terrible at it.. its like living with a child

    tugga on
  • FandyienFandyien But Otto, what about us? Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Gotta just hope she bleeds to death one of these days

    Fandyien on
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  • beavotronbeavotron Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Druhim wrote: »
    beavotron wrote: »
    as of friday i no longer have gainful employment...again
    i will be living off freelancing
    gooooooooo self employment!
    (please...please work out this time, please?)

    i'm doing freelance for a pretty fucking rad company though
    it is boosting my spirits to impossible heights with this whole thing

    and no i didn't get fired, i left
    personal reasons, lots of shitty health stuff going down, i need far too much time off for appointments than they can give

    so that's what's going on in my life that is... good? i guess it's good?
    are you preggers?
    heavens no!

    beavotron on
  • vermiculturevermiculture Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    i dont like the direction my life is going in and i'm ready to make drastic changes. but then i read about people with more serious problems like this girl who is cutting herself and I feel selfish for wanting change. abloo

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  • UsagiUsagi Nah Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    hey vermi, what's up dude?

    Usagi on
  • FandyienFandyien But Otto, what about us? Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I have all kinds of problems

    But whatever

    Fandyien on
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  • RinderRinder Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Thank god for safety glass. I had a glass pane explode on my hand that was not safety glass.
    I had cuts in places I didn't believe the glass had hit.
    Freaked the hell out of my roomate when he saw blood covering the windowsill.

    Rinder on
  • ZephosZephos Climbin in yo ski lifts, snatchin your people up. MichiganRegistered User regular
    edited July 2009
    those kiosks in the mall that sell jewelry with the big glass display cases, i got to smash those with a sledge hammer once... I'm a little surprised i didnt get hurt that day.

    Zephos on
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  • PonyPony Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    i ain't ever going to say that a person has no right to be depressed

    depression isn't as simple as what's going on in your life

    you could actually have a pretty good life and still be depressed and want to kill yourself

    chemical imbalances in your brain don't really give a shit what your life is like

    that all said

    i got some pretty fierce contempt for people who can fully acknowledge their own psychological maladies

    and choose to do fucking nothing about it

    that's a choice

    you don't choose to be bipolar, or suffer from clinical depression, or whatever

    but when you know that's the case

    it's you who chooses to do fuck all about it and just make a show of it so people feel sorry for you

    Pony on
  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    Like certain people...

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • FandyienFandyien But Otto, what about us? Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I got put on antidepressants and they're great

    As a general rule I wish I had more drugs though.

    Fandyien on
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  • DogDog Registered User, Administrator, Vanilla Staff admin
    edited July 2009
    welcome to earf

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  • honey nut cheerioshoney nut cheerios __BANNED USERS regular
    edited July 2009
    Sometimes the meds aren't enough, you need to really listen to your doctors, really go to your therapy.

    It's tough sometimes, people can go years without realizing they have problems.

    honey nut cheerios on
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  • vermiculturevermiculture Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Usagi wrote: »
    hey vermi, what's up dude?

    not a whole lot. hating my job, not liking my living situation. about to go out and buy a pizza stone. how are you doing these days?

    vermiculture on
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  • MonkeyfeetMonkeyfeet Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I knew people who weren't chemically imbalanced, had a good life, and still cut themselves. They were fucking dipshits and full of nirvana teenage angst

    Monkeyfeet on
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  • Grey GhostGrey Ghost Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    I've been in a generally rotten mood for a couple of weeks because of boredom and having a lack of friends in this town to spend time with

    But next week I head back to Columbia for 3 days, and then the week after that I'm going up to visit a friend in Richmond for a few nights (where I will hopefully get some lovin') so that should improve my mood greatly

    Grey Ghost on
  • UsagiUsagi Nah Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    Usagi wrote: »
    hey vermi, what's up dude?

    not a whole lot. hating my job, not liking my living situation. about to go out and buy a pizza stone. how are you doing these days?

    surprisingly well, thanks!

    hope your employment/living situation improves, but pizza stones are pretty rad

    Usagi on
  • the wookthe wook Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    beavotron wrote: »
    Druhim wrote: »
    beavotron wrote: »
    as of friday i no longer have gainful employment...again
    i will be living off freelancing
    gooooooooo self employment!
    (please...please work out this time, please?)

    i'm doing freelance for a pretty fucking rad company though
    it is boosting my spirits to impossible heights with this whole thing

    and no i didn't get fired, i left
    personal reasons, lots of shitty health stuff going down, i need far too much time off for appointments than they can give

    so that's what's going on in my life that is... good? i guess it's good?
    are you preggers?
    heavens no!

    you should work on that

    i plan on popping you one in the gut at PAX, and it would be advantageous to have something there to absorb the blow

    the wook on
  • FandyienFandyien But Otto, what about us? Registered User regular
    edited July 2009
    You're not visiting my richmond are you GG

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