This is a bit misleading, because I am not actually looking for advice. I just wasn't sure where else this should go. (If you mods decide a better place, please do go ahead)
Mainly I am here to vent!
So, some guys from work and I sauntered down to the pub for our lunch break today. We've been there a few times and like the atmosphere/food. Well, I walked up to the bar and this AMAZING girl turns to me and asks me what I'd like. I'm pretty sure I did a double take. She is, quite seriously, possibly the most attractive girl I have come across. I mean, she was extremely pretty, perfect figure, lovely (LOVELY) walk and wonderfully chatty, vivacious knock out personality and essentially my ideal woman! I was quite literally floored for the full hour!
She kept coming over to see if everything was alright and we'd crack a few jokes, and I'm normally not to bad at the whole social interaction thing. But as soon as she'd make eye contact my brain would empty completely and I would fluff it up, mumble something and let one of the guys resume chatting with her.
Well, as you can see, I liked this girl! Problem is that she's off to uni and that was her last shift!! We've been coming into the pub all this time and I haven't seen her once, then I meet her on her last shift before she moves on up-country. BAH!
As we talked she said her shift finished at 7 - dropped it into the conversation. So, my first thought was to go back after work (it's bout 5 mins from where I live) and ask for her number. But I totally bottled it - figuring that she was off to uni in a matter of days etc etc.
Man, I can't get her out of my head. I CAN'T believe the effect she had on me. I can't believe a woman like that even freakin exists! (not to put her on a pedestal though... ;) )
And I feel like a fool and like i have missed a once only opportunity.
Thank you for listening.