Kagera if you need someone to talk to, I'm around.
Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
Seriously I just with my biological father's vasectomy had worked and I never had been born because this shit we call life isn't something I would have chosen so far.
I know and eventually I hope it does but of course it requires work and determination and apparently I'm lazy and easily give up.
So thanks GENES/UPBRINGING.
Man I'm no different. I'm still figuring it out pretty slowly. But if you kick yourself in the ass enough times you can do the late bloomer thing eventually, and radness occurs.
I mean I was daydreaming about self-mutilation when I was in grade school.
But shit did eventually get better.
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KageraImitating the worst people. Since 2004Registered Userregular
I really want to go out and be social and see a movie and get food or something.
I am trying to make friends in my classes but they're all really distant or weird.
I know right? Apparently most people keep friends from high school or meet new friends at their jobs but since I've lost contact with friends from HS and I has been unable so far to have a job I'm fucked up the ass.
FANFUCKINGTASTIC.
Sometimes you say something and I'm like
this guy's my friend Dave
why is Dave pretending to be American
he hasn't seen Pontypool, fucking poser
My name is Andrew. You can call me Drew or Andrew or even Charles which is my middle name. I have not nor ever been known as Dave however.
Return of the Jedi was my favourite as a kid because when I was young I would dream of growing up and making something of myself and finding the half-sister I lost when my parents split. My father only paid her child support because my mom made him, and since he is an evil bastard, I grew up with this notion that she was a damsel in distress.
So Luke finding out Leia is his sister resonated with me, and even more than that, the most emotional part of the movie, when Vader threatens Leia and Luke flips the fuck out? Well, that to me was my father threatening my sister. As a kid I don't think I ever experienced a scene more powerful - for me - than that scene.
Kagera if you need someone to talk to, I'm around.
Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just a bitch.
spoiler alert: it's possible that both of these statements are misrepresenting reality.
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KageraImitating the worst people. Since 2004Registered Userregular
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Tomorrow is my appointment with my psych doc. I think I'll accept his previous suggestion of a prescription for Adderall. This should be a fun trip.
Seriously I just with my biological father's vasectomy had worked and I never had been born because this shit we call life isn't something I would have chosen so far.
It can get better you know.
it can also get worse
Well yeah he could be shipped off to the Amazon and sewed into a raw cowhide.
Kagera if you need someone to talk to, I'm around.
Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just a bitch.
It's not a competition. If shit sucks, it sucks. By your logic I shouldn't complain when children are dying in floods in Pakistan, you know? Feel free to shoot me a PM if you ever need to talk.
Return of the Jedi was my favourite as a kid because when I was young I would dream of growing up and making something of myself and finding the half-sister I lost when my parents split. My father only paid child support because my mom made him, and since he is an evil bastard, I grew up with this notion that she was a damsel in distress.
So Luke finding out Leia is his sister resonated with me, and even more than that, the most emotional part of the movie, when Vader threatens Leia and Luke flips the fuck out? Well, that to me was my father threatening my sister. As a kid I don't think I ever experienced a scene more powerful - for me - than that scene.
Which is a lot why you can't really be wrong in an opinion about fiction. Storytelling is only half about what's actually presented, the other half is what the viewer/reader/etc makes of it.
For me though Jedi is incredibly fucking tedious and ridiculous at the same time. Except the throne room scene you mentioned. That part is gold.
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KageraImitating the worst people. Since 2004Registered Userregular
edited September 2010
Blah, depressing [chat] is lame.
More sexy things that annoy Will and/or Mori from his GF.
Return of the Jedi was my favourite as a kid because when I was young I would dream of growing up and making something of myself and finding the half-sister I lost when my parents split. My father only paid child support because my mom made him, and since he is an evil bastard, I grew up with this notion that she was a damsel in distress.
So Luke finding out Leia is his sister resonated with me, and even more than that, the most emotional part of the movie, when Vader threatens Leia and Luke flips the fuck out? Well, that to me was my father threatening my sister. As a kid I don't think I ever experienced a scene more powerful - for me - than that scene.
Which is a lot why you can't really be wrong in an opinion about fiction. Storytelling is only half about what's actually presented, the other half is what the viewer/reader/etc makes of it.
For me though Jedi is incredibly fucking tedious and ridiculous at the same time. Except the throne room scene you mentioned. That part is gold.
I also really loved the Ewoks, and I don't get all the hate. And Hutt's palace was good fun, too.
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0205 Caster only wants to have sex, especially oral, with women on their rag.
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I miss boston will! I love NY but it's so big it's a bit daunting
that's kind of how i feel about NYC
when i first moved out east i had hoped to land in NYC but instead landed in DC. And then, later when I had an opportunity to relocate, my opportunity was in Boston. I kind of regret on some level never living in NYC. But on the other hand whenever i go down there to visit i feel overwhelmed and overwrought after a few days. I think maybe i just missed the window in my life when i would have been able to really enjoy NYC.
These days, Boston is a perfect speed to me. I mean hey being in the second or third-most fast-paced city in the US aint bad
You seem to be there at just about the right time though. I hope you love it.
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Kagera if you need someone to talk to, I'm around.
Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just a bitch.
It's not a competition. If shit sucks, it sucks. By your logic I shouldn't complain when children are dying in floods in Pakistan, you know? Feel free to shoot me a PM if you ever need to talk.
Being raised by T.V. has had an interesting effect on me. At 10 years old, Lethal Weapon was easier to watch than A Troll in Central Park, christ that movie had me in tears. Emotional heavy is more effective than just shallow violence, censors are stupid.
Though Riggs putting the gun in his mouth was a gripping scene.
I miss boston will! I love NY but it's so big it's a bit daunting
that's kind of how i feel about NYC
when i first moved out east i had hoped to land in NYC but instead landed in DC. And then, later when I had an opportunity to relocate, my opportunity was in Boston. I kind of regret on some level never living in NYC. But on the other hand whenever i go down there to visit i feel overwhelmed and overwrought after a few days. I think maybe i just missed the window in my life when i would have been able to really enjoy NYC.
These days, Boston is a perfect speed to me. I mean hey being in the second or third-most fast-paced city in the US aint bad
You seem to be there at just about the right time though. I hope you love it.
oh yes I'm sure it will be much easier once I'm living closer to the city, have a job, etc.
Kagera if you need someone to talk to, I'm around.
Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just a bitch.
It's not a competition. If shit sucks, it sucks. By your logic I shouldn't complain when children are dying in floods in Pakistan, you know? Feel free to shoot me a PM if you ever need to talk.
I totally agree
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I miss boston will! I love NY but it's so big it's a bit daunting
that's kind of how i feel about NYC
when i first moved out east i had hoped to land in NYC but instead landed in DC. And then, later when I had an opportunity to relocate, my opportunity was in Boston. I kind of regret on some level never living in NYC. But on the other hand whenever i go down there to visit i feel overwhelmed and overwrought after a few days. I think maybe i just missed the window in my life when i would have been able to really enjoy NYC.
These days, Boston is a perfect speed to me. I mean hey being in the second or third-most fast-paced city in the US aint bad
You seem to be there at just about the right time though. I hope you love it.
this is good to hear, because I had to choose 3 cities to work in and I chose boston as my third choice. i might just upgrade it to second choice even though I have a lot of friends in chicago
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I miss boston will! I love NY but it's so big it's a bit daunting
that's kind of how i feel about NYC
when i first moved out east i had hoped to land in NYC but instead landed in DC. And then, later when I had an opportunity to relocate, my opportunity was in Boston. I kind of regret on some level never living in NYC. But on the other hand whenever i go down there to visit i feel overwhelmed and overwrought after a few days. I think maybe i just missed the window in my life when i would have been able to really enjoy NYC.
These days, Boston is a perfect speed to me. I mean hey being in the second or third-most fast-paced city in the US aint bad
You seem to be there at just about the right time though. I hope you love it.
this is good to hear, because I had to choose 3 cities to work in and I chose boston as my third choice. i might just upgrade it to second choice even though I have a lot of friends in chicago
Yeah when i was moving out of DC, the list was something like:
NYC
Boston
San Francisco
Chicago
Seattle
Denver
there are never any engineering jobs in NYC and frankie's first choice was boston anyways, plus i got a good offer up here, so here is where we ended up. i have not regretted it at all.
certainly not the cheapest place to live though i will say that
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Thanks Cass but I feel my problems pale in comparison to the shit you've had to go through in life I am mostly a spoiled child who happened to be severely depressed until I found the right medication for me and when I did it was too late and fixing all the bullshit I've built beforehand has been a fight I mostly never had the strength to win.
I dunno. Maybe I'm just a bitch.
Man I'm no different. I'm still figuring it out pretty slowly. But if you kick yourself in the ass enough times you can do the late bloomer thing eventually, and radness occurs.
I mean I was daydreaming about self-mutilation when I was in grade school.
But shit did eventually get better.
My name is Andrew. You can call me Drew or Andrew or even Charles which is my middle name. I have not nor ever been known as Dave however.
So Luke finding out Leia is his sister resonated with me, and even more than that, the most emotional part of the movie, when Vader threatens Leia and Luke flips the fuck out? Well, that to me was my father threatening my sister. As a kid I don't think I ever experienced a scene more powerful - for me - than that scene.
oh god this is great
http://nycbeerweek.com/events/details/?id=90
i hope it's not full!
spoiler alert: it's possible that both of these statements are misrepresenting reality.
Well yeah he could be shipped off to the Amazon and sewed into a raw cowhide.
It's not a competition. If shit sucks, it sucks. By your logic I shouldn't complain when children are dying in floods in Pakistan, you know? Feel free to shoot me a PM if you ever need to talk.
*manly fangirl squeal*
new york cyber week?
Which is a lot why you can't really be wrong in an opinion about fiction. Storytelling is only half about what's actually presented, the other half is what the viewer/reader/etc makes of it.
For me though Jedi is incredibly fucking tedious and ridiculous at the same time. Except the throne room scene you mentioned. That part is gold.
More sexy things that annoy Will and/or Mori from his GF.
i liked the lion king
my brother and i watched Home Alone like 50 times
i also liked Little Giants
yes.
I also really loved the Ewoks, and I don't get all the hate. And Hutt's palace was good fun, too.
that's what she said
he will be so happy
but you'd better up his anytime minutes for the month
well it does combine drinking beer and being fancy on a sail boat which are two of his fave things
he's the only one bringing in money right now so my mom's all MAKE HIM FEEL APPRECIATED
that's kind of how i feel about NYC
when i first moved out east i had hoped to land in NYC but instead landed in DC. And then, later when I had an opportunity to relocate, my opportunity was in Boston. I kind of regret on some level never living in NYC. But on the other hand whenever i go down there to visit i feel overwhelmed and overwrought after a few days. I think maybe i just missed the window in my life when i would have been able to really enjoy NYC.
These days, Boston is a perfect speed to me. I mean hey being in the second or third-most fast-paced city in the US aint bad
You seem to be there at just about the right time though. I hope you love it.
Thank you Cass.
Though Riggs putting the gun in his mouth was a gripping scene.
oh yes I'm sure it will be much easier once I'm living closer to the city, have a job, etc.
Try
Try
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25_gjUbvqNg
On the black screen
I totally agree
Mine.
this is good to hear, because I had to choose 3 cities to work in and I chose boston as my third choice. i might just upgrade it to second choice even though I have a lot of friends in chicago
Jedi totally sucks dude
I mean it doesn't totally suck but it's not as good as Empire Strikes Back
Edit: and now I see the reasoning given for why it was your favourite and foot --> mouth
Take a bunch of power drills, stick them into a bucket from the outside, then shove the bucket over a zombie's head
It's not really practical because it's a one-off but god is it fun
It also made me antsy to go out and be social.
I wonder how much of my craziness is just from social isolation that just doesn't bother me usually.
Yeah when i was moving out of DC, the list was something like:
NYC
Boston
San Francisco
Chicago
Seattle
Denver
there are never any engineering jobs in NYC and frankie's first choice was boston anyways, plus i got a good offer up here, so here is where we ended up. i have not regretted it at all.
certainly not the cheapest place to live though i will say that
I just bought dead space! absolutely love it. on chapter 2 right now.