Well my cheat meal did its job. I want like, salad and baked chicken with water tomorrow. Scheduled cheat meals seem to really help me in being consistent... they satisfy my cravings but make me feel so terrible, physically, that they ensure I don't get the cravings again for at least a few weeks.
This is one of my favorite sad songs, and I think a lot of the lyrics ring true for anyone who's lost a loved one (especially if they lingered while you were stuck in a depressing waiting room):
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Away from me
He was created by tossing a baby out into the wild. It got killed by whatever. Scrape up some remains, make a clone, repeat a billion times and apparently you end up with Doomsday.
I could get Daxon not liking this one because you kinda had to be there in America at that time when Dead Tupac was releasing more music than he ever did alive.
Like, all the music.
My neck, my back, my FUPA and my crack.
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Doomsday is supposedly MORE invulnerable than Superman.
How...that's NOT EVEN POSSIBLE! YOU ARE EITHER INVULNERABLE OR VULNERABLE! IF YOU CAN BE HARMED YOU ARE NOT INVULNERABLE!
ARRRGH.
Maybe there is a threshold before Superman's invulnerability kicks in, and before that, it's just him being strong, but not invincible. So more invulnerable means that the threshold is higher. Or lower. Whichever is better.
Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.
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KageraImitating the worst people. Since 2004Registered Userregular
edited July 2011
This song makes me weep.
Cause, y'know, who doesn't know someone who's died of cancer?
I guess I haven't brought it up because I've got enough going on trying to forge a career path and get diagnosed drugs that will help me. But I'm now a week away from the fifth anniversary of my mom's passing. It's going to be a struggle. I kind of don't want to mention it to this litany of psychiatrists/psychologists, because I don't want them to start trying to mix depression into my diagnosis and fuck up my prescription.
Sorry Chu. I haven't seen my doc since my father died and I am not at all looking forward to my next session since I know that's going to come up. It may be a good thing to mention though because if I recall you are looking at things along the lines of vyvanse and concerta correct? Some of those can cause feelings of depression to really manifest themselves under the right conditions.
(For example coffee + vyvanse can lead to awful doldrums and I found that out the stupid way.)
I guess I haven't brought it up because I've got enough going on trying to forge a career path and get diagnosed drugs that will help me. But I'm now a week away from the fifth anniversary of my mom's passing. It's going to be a struggle. I kind of don't want to mention it to this litany of psychiatrists/psychologists, because I don't want them to start trying to mix depression into my diagnosis and fuck up my prescription.
man ain't nothing about being sad that is an illness need to be treated
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They've got a black eyes, lifeless eyes, like a dolls eyes.
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Tomorrow: finish downstairs. Walls with 16 foot ceilings are no fun to paint.
a moment in the life of L'il Jon
I'm a huge Phantom nerd and I liked it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRVwrhDArOU&feature=related
You don't like pickles? So whats it like being hitler?
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Turn off your dildo.
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Whatever number name, your opinions aren't even worth 3/5s of anyone elses!
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Whatever you say, Daxon
I'm not black.
OH SNAPPITY MOTHER FUCKING SNAP!
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Cat. I mean cat.
like, seriously?
Here's sad.
Doomsday is supposedly MORE invulnerable than Superman.
How...that's NOT EVEN POSSIBLE! YOU ARE EITHER INVULNERABLE OR VULNERABLE! IF YOU CAN BE HARMED YOU ARE NOT INVULNERABLE!
ARRRGH.
Now that's harsh.
They cancel my show and shit GETS CRAAAZY!
Fried pickles are delicious.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQuVudn1-RE
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Away from me
He was created by tossing a baby out into the wild. It got killed by whatever. Scrape up some remains, make a clone, repeat a billion times and apparently you end up with Doomsday.
I could get Daxon not liking this one because you kinda had to be there in America at that time when Dead Tupac was releasing more music than he ever did alive.
Like, all the music.
Maybe there is a threshold before Superman's invulnerability kicks in, and before that, it's just him being strong, but not invincible. So more invulnerable means that the threshold is higher. Or lower. Whichever is better.
Cause, y'know, who doesn't know someone who's died of cancer?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmen9WTlGT0
i wonder when they are going to give Genki Sudo his greatest human award or at least take him back to the fifth dimension where he belongs.
(see this is good because the above link is all sad and this one will make you feel better.)
This is a great melancholy song.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KO9BMAbiOfc
(For example coffee + vyvanse can lead to awful doldrums and I found that out the stupid way.)
man ain't nothing about being sad that is an illness need to be treated