WeaverWho are you?What do you want?Registered Userregular
Speaking of ladies, I'm back with ex-gf.
She had been messaging me wanting to meet up, I was putting it off, then on a whim I invited her over and then sloppy makeouts
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FandyienBut Otto, what about us? Registered Userregular
ex-girlfriends aren't usually good news
breakups happen for reasons, but i reckon it's improbable but not impossible to resolve them
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WeaverWho are you?What do you want?Registered Userregular
Oh yeah. Yesterday I'd had no real sleep for days and was full of wine in an attempt to drink myself to sleep, and in a moment of weakness I bought a pack of cigs. Threw them away earlier.
Horrible, horrible stuff.
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nevilleThe Worst Gay(Seriously. The Worst!)Registered Userregular
i had like a 2 hour heart to heart with my drug dealer just now
wtf
did you at least get something out of it??
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DepressperadoI just wanted to see you laughingin the pizza rainRegistered Userregular
the occasions when you have a like, close friend moment with a dealer are always kind of uncomfortable
like, you see them at a party and they're kind of drunk and they give you a big like, awkwardly long hug, and they introduce you to all their friends as like "me and him are tight we hang out all the time" and I just shrug and go "yeah I guess"
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DepressperadoI just wanted to see you laughingin the pizza rainRegistered Userregular
I banged out in your backseat once while telling you about how I tripped a guy on germantown ave, we're not exactly childhood friends
the occasions when you have a like, close friend moment with a dealer are always kind of uncomfortable
like, you see them at a party and they're kind of drunk and they give you a big like, awkwardly long hug, and they introduce you to all their friends as like "me and him are tight we hang out all the time" and I just shrug and go "yeah I guess"
I have a big gay crush on my dealer but that also is because I've known him since sophomore year and we've been kinda close ever since.
i had like a 2 hour heart to heart with my drug dealer just now
wtf
i love those. i used to go up to my dealer's apartment (we lived in the same building, and in fact i moved into his old suite when he moved up to the 4th floor) at like 11pm, midnight and he'd be shirtless (big fat tattoo'd guy) and sit alone in half-darkness and we'd just rant about our experiences with drugs and everything that was wrong/right in our daily life, and then maybe sometimes i'd grab one of his boobs.
well that last part is a lie, but the rest is true. he also had the craziest collection of reptiles and snakes i have ever laid eyes upon. also the only guy in the city who got good 2c-i and 2c-t7 and LSD and pure MDMA and stuff. he's the same dude i did a bunch of acid and ketamine out in the woods at this music festival with, then we went around screaming at ravers about satan and asking for soul donations and carving pentagrams into the dirt with bowie knives.... i actually met one of my cooler girlfriends that night, cuz she was the only person in our camp-ground not scared shitless of the two of us.
in retrospect that sounds fucked up but at the time it was perfectly natural.
in closing heart-to-heart discussions with dealers bring about beautiful friendships. unless they're like the white suburban 'bro'/'thug' type of dealer in which case give me my shitty overpriced drugs and leave, plz.
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HotandnerdyHot and NerdyKansas CityRegistered Userregular
my brother was my recent dealer because i was technically blackmailing him over extorting my parents, but i don't think he understands how blackmail works so i think i need to find someone new and just roll that bus right over him
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I Win Swordfightsall the traits of greatnessstarlight at my feetRegistered Userregular
my dad and i both have medicinal cards because we live in southern california
but he has more money than i do so we share
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Lord_SnotЖиву за выходныеAmerican ValhallaRegistered Userregular
Ok, so I'm on a big hallucinigenic(fuck spelling) kick recently.
I've been messing around with tripping alone in my room with mushrooms. Which is awesome, by the way, it's truly amazing to be able to trip and not worry about holding on to some semblance of an ego. That complete ego death that just lets you cut loose and ride the trip out while you're alone is incredible.
(And, honestly, I've heard the "don't trip alone" warning a billion times, but, I'm comfortable enough with myself and with drugs to a point where this warning doesn't matter)
What I'm dropping in to ask though, is, what should I do tonight? I'm going to trip, I still have some mushrooms left, and a ton of orange juice and oranges for fun-times, but I don't know what i want to do tonight. Ultimately I tend to end up watching cartoons(I advise against watching the Regular Show, at least for me it leaves me...unsettled), but I've no clue what to watch. I've tended to default toward american dad or south park.
And has anyone else fooled around with solo-tripping? Anyone tried playing Skyrim during the peak?
Ok, so I'm on a big hallucinigenic(fuck spelling) kick recently.
I've been messing around with tripping alone in my room with mushrooms. Which is awesome, by the way, it's truly amazing to be able to trip and not worry about holding on to some semblance of an ego. That complete ego death that just lets you cut loose and ride the trip out while you're alone is incredible.
(And, honestly, I've heard the "don't trip alone" warning a billion times, but, I'm comfortable enough with myself and with drugs to a point where this warning doesn't matter)
What I'm dropping in to ask though, is, what should I do tonight? I'm going to trip, I still have some mushrooms left, and a ton of orange juice and oranges for fun-times, but I don't know what i want to do tonight. Ultimately I tend to end up watching cartoons(I advise against watching the Regular Show, at least for me it leaves me...unsettled), but I've no clue what to watch. I've tended to default toward american dad or south park.
And has anyone else fooled around with solo-tripping? Anyone tried playing Skyrim during the peak?
you should take yourself to a park at least a mile away from your house and trip balls nearest to a body of water
no cartoons, no electronics
go barefoot
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The GeekOh-Two Crew, OmeganautRegistered User, ClubPAregular
So Wellbutrin and adderal didn't have any sort of effect at all so now I'm on day 4 of Ritalin. Still don't feel any different. Am...am I Wolverine?
BLM - ACAB
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KwoaruConfident SmirkFlawless Golden PecsRegistered Userregular
I think you're just on a new medication, that shit is slow sometimes
I haven't taken ritalin though so I couldnt say if that's normal or not
Ok, so I'm on a big hallucinigenic(fuck spelling) kick recently.
I've been messing around with tripping alone in my room with mushrooms. Which is awesome, by the way, it's truly amazing to be able to trip and not worry about holding on to some semblance of an ego. That complete ego death that just lets you cut loose and ride the trip out while you're alone is incredible.
(And, honestly, I've heard the "don't trip alone" warning a billion times, but, I'm comfortable enough with myself and with drugs to a point where this warning doesn't matter)
What I'm dropping in to ask though, is, what should I do tonight? I'm going to trip, I still have some mushrooms left, and a ton of orange juice and oranges for fun-times, but I don't know what i want to do tonight. Ultimately I tend to end up watching cartoons(I advise against watching the Regular Show, at least for me it leaves me...unsettled), but I've no clue what to watch. I've tended to default toward american dad or south park.
And has anyone else fooled around with solo-tripping? Anyone tried playing Skyrim during the peak?
you should take yourself to a park at least a mile away from your house and trip balls nearest to a body of water
no cartoons, no electronics
go barefoot
As down as I am to give it a shot, the last time I tripped solo out in the wilds ended up with mean running through a foresty type place from some geese that I was convinced were the very definition of evil.
I can't completely explain it, other than it was how I first tripped, but when I'm high I feel MORE comfortable surrounded by city life and technology.
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I Win Swordfightsall the traits of greatnessstarlight at my feetRegistered Userregular
Ok, so I'm on a big hallucinigenic(fuck spelling) kick recently.
I've been messing around with tripping alone in my room with mushrooms. Which is awesome, by the way, it's truly amazing to be able to trip and not worry about holding on to some semblance of an ego. That complete ego death that just lets you cut loose and ride the trip out while you're alone is incredible.
(And, honestly, I've heard the "don't trip alone" warning a billion times, but, I'm comfortable enough with myself and with drugs to a point where this warning doesn't matter)
What I'm dropping in to ask though, is, what should I do tonight? I'm going to trip, I still have some mushrooms left, and a ton of orange juice and oranges for fun-times, but I don't know what i want to do tonight. Ultimately I tend to end up watching cartoons(I advise against watching the Regular Show, at least for me it leaves me...unsettled), but I've no clue what to watch. I've tended to default toward american dad or south park.
And has anyone else fooled around with solo-tripping? Anyone tried playing Skyrim during the peak?
you should take yourself to a park at least a mile away from your house and trip balls nearest to a body of water
no cartoons, no electronics
go barefoot
As down as I am to give it a shot, the last time I tripped solo out in the wilds ended up with mean running through a foresty type place from some geese that I was convinced were the very definition of evil.
I can't completely explain it, other than it was how I first tripped, but when I'm high I feel MORE comfortable surrounded by city life and technology.
do the same thing, but in a city where you have a list of comprehesive bus routes, and still in a park (or, i guess, out of town, depending
on the area)
it's hard to pretend you're "off the grid" when you can post about your experience and provide artificial substance to it in five seconds on your cell phone, immediately removing you from "the dead zone" of just you, alone with your mental hang-ups
the important thing to realize, ulitmately, is that your sense of self and the world around you, is subjective, and to divorce yourself from it as much as possible
when you wander in, from two hours in the unimaginable wilderness that exists just behind the "real you", post about it, and try to keep together how out-of-body the whole experience was for you, you giant pot-head
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FandyienBut Otto, what about us? Registered Userregular
solo tripping can be crazy fun, i've done it plenty of times
that whole 'don't trip alone' warning everywhere is usually intended for inexperienced psychonauts
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blixaphonicsthe french champagneRegistered Userregular
edited May 2012
solo tripping is awesome because then you can just focus on how incredibly fucked up you are. i couldn't even imagine smoking DMT with anyone else in the room because i'd get way too paranoid and it would ruin the mind-blowing trip.
also less embarrassment later when your friends inform you of how you took off your pants and started climbing trees in a public park in broad daylight. that's the sort of thing best kept away from those you may be required to talk to afterwards. unless you're totally cool with that (i am one of these people) in which case the people you hang out with are probably expecting it already.
(fuck i'm glad i don't do mushrooms anymore. LSD > mushrooms imo cuz shrooms make me all paranoid and introverted. LSD is like being infused with the blood of satan, i get a crazy-awesome rush of energy and total coolness. in my head. from the outside i probably seem mentally ill.)
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She had been messaging me wanting to meet up, I was putting it off, then on a whim I invited her over and then sloppy makeouts
breakups happen for reasons, but i reckon it's improbable but not impossible to resolve them
Horrible, horrible stuff.
not until things are much much better
I know a guy at work your brother should talk to
hehehahahahaha that's precious
I do have a type
Yes: crazy as fuck. :P
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wtf
did you at least get something out of it??
like, you see them at a party and they're kind of drunk and they give you a big like, awkwardly long hug, and they introduce you to all their friends as like "me and him are tight we hang out all the time" and I just shrug and go "yeah I guess"
and we smoked lots of pot
it was just out of the blue
I have a big gay crush on my dealer but that also is because I've known him since sophomore year and we've been kinda close ever since.
i love those. i used to go up to my dealer's apartment (we lived in the same building, and in fact i moved into his old suite when he moved up to the 4th floor) at like 11pm, midnight and he'd be shirtless (big fat tattoo'd guy) and sit alone in half-darkness and we'd just rant about our experiences with drugs and everything that was wrong/right in our daily life, and then maybe sometimes i'd grab one of his boobs.
well that last part is a lie, but the rest is true. he also had the craziest collection of reptiles and snakes i have ever laid eyes upon. also the only guy in the city who got good 2c-i and 2c-t7 and LSD and pure MDMA and stuff. he's the same dude i did a bunch of acid and ketamine out in the woods at this music festival with, then we went around screaming at ravers about satan and asking for soul donations and carving pentagrams into the dirt with bowie knives.... i actually met one of my cooler girlfriends that night, cuz she was the only person in our camp-ground not scared shitless of the two of us.
in retrospect that sounds fucked up but at the time it was perfectly natural.
in closing heart-to-heart discussions with dealers bring about beautiful friendships. unless they're like the white suburban 'bro'/'thug' type of dealer in which case give me my shitty overpriced drugs and leave, plz.
but he has more money than i do so we share
That's fine until there's an EMP blast in the area.
What then, Metzger? WHAT THEN?
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I've been messing around with tripping alone in my room with mushrooms. Which is awesome, by the way, it's truly amazing to be able to trip and not worry about holding on to some semblance of an ego. That complete ego death that just lets you cut loose and ride the trip out while you're alone is incredible.
(And, honestly, I've heard the "don't trip alone" warning a billion times, but, I'm comfortable enough with myself and with drugs to a point where this warning doesn't matter)
What I'm dropping in to ask though, is, what should I do tonight? I'm going to trip, I still have some mushrooms left, and a ton of orange juice and oranges for fun-times, but I don't know what i want to do tonight. Ultimately I tend to end up watching cartoons(I advise against watching the Regular Show, at least for me it leaves me...unsettled), but I've no clue what to watch. I've tended to default toward american dad or south park.
And has anyone else fooled around with solo-tripping? Anyone tried playing Skyrim during the peak?
I'd be all like robot you even sure this is pot it says poat on the bag
you should take yourself to a park at least a mile away from your house and trip balls nearest to a body of water
no cartoons, no electronics
go barefoot
I haven't taken ritalin though so I couldnt say if that's normal or not
As down as I am to give it a shot, the last time I tripped solo out in the wilds ended up with mean running through a foresty type place from some geese that I was convinced were the very definition of evil.
I can't completely explain it, other than it was how I first tripped, but when I'm high I feel MORE comfortable surrounded by city life and technology.
Adderall is definitely something that has a noticeable effect
For people without ADHD it's just a speed high
But for my buddy with it, he's nearly a different person
So much so that he quit taking it because he liked being regular him, so he just worked harder in school
Which I've always been really proud of him for.
do the same thing, but in a city where you have a list of comprehesive bus routes, and still in a park (or, i guess, out of town, depending
on the area)
it's hard to pretend you're "off the grid" when you can post about your experience and provide artificial substance to it in five seconds on your cell phone, immediately removing you from "the dead zone" of just you, alone with your mental hang-ups
the important thing to realize, ulitmately, is that your sense of self and the world around you, is subjective, and to divorce yourself from it as much as possible
when you wander in, from two hours in the unimaginable wilderness that exists just behind the "real you", post about it, and try to keep together how out-of-body the whole experience was for you, you giant pot-head
that whole 'don't trip alone' warning everywhere is usually intended for inexperienced psychonauts
also less embarrassment later when your friends inform you of how you took off your pants and started climbing trees in a public park in broad daylight. that's the sort of thing best kept away from those you may be required to talk to afterwards. unless you're totally cool with that (i am one of these people) in which case the people you hang out with are probably expecting it already.
(fuck i'm glad i don't do mushrooms anymore. LSD > mushrooms imo cuz shrooms make me all paranoid and introverted. LSD is like being infused with the blood of satan, i get a crazy-awesome rush of energy and total coolness. in my head. from the outside i probably seem mentally ill.)