I had just enough for laundry. Can't fucking find it.
There was a website someone once linked it [chat] about minor inconveniences that at the time seem really irritating. Any clues? Because this was my worst one.
Reading my old threads fill me up with shame. Too bad I can't plausibly deny it was me.
IT IS ME! I just find ''me '' from a few years ago to be so damn stupid.
I understand that feeling but it's best to just try and take it as a positive. Imagine if you read your old stuff and thought "man, I suck so much compared to that guy."
Well said and thank you
"You won't destroy us, You won't destroy our democracy. We are a small but proud nation. No one can bomb us to silence. No one can scare us from being Norway. This evening and tonight, we'll take care of each other. That's what we do best when attacked'' - Jens Stoltenberg
Reading my old threads fill me up with shame. Too bad I can't plausibly deny it was me.
IT IS ME! I just find ''me '' from a few years ago to be so damn stupid.
I understand that feeling but it's best to just try and take it as a positive. Imagine if you read your old stuff and thought "man, I suck so much compared to that guy."
Reading my old threads fill me up with shame. Too bad I can't plausibly deny it was me.
IT IS ME! I just find ''me '' from a few years ago to be so damn stupid.
I understand that feeling but it's best to just try and take it as a positive. Imagine if you read your old stuff and thought "man, I suck so much compared to that guy."
what if you do it every couple of years
it stands to reason that if the pattern holds, current you is terrible in ways you can't even imagine!
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AManFromEarthLet's get to twerk!The King in the SwampRegistered Userregular
Reading my old threads fill me up with shame. Too bad I can't plausibly deny it was me.
IT IS ME! I just find ''me '' from a few years ago to be so damn stupid.
I understand that feeling but it's best to just try and take it as a positive. Imagine if you read your old stuff and thought "man, I suck so much compared to that guy."
I do think this, not about fourm poast but about stuff I've written for serious
Well except one or two pieces, but when I try to channel what got me through those it's just... not there anymore
But that's the point of creativity isn't it. You get it out of you. You push through it. You exorcise those demons, you say what you always wanted to, you unravel the Gordian knot of your psyche (or at least a small part of it). And once its done you have to move on to better places.
I wrote half a chapter last night. Not a very good one. Not an important one. Not even a whole one. But it's half a chapter. It needs serious work. I didn't feel the same stirrings that led me to some of the best stuff I've written, but much like a marriage a novel can't be sustained on passion alone. There is a core of "I must express this" to it but everything else is sheer hard work.
alright [chat] got more than it needed from me tonight
i was sad tonight in a romantic context. i spent a really wonderful night with a lady and i know she has zero interest in participating in something long term or monogamous or emotionally lasting. le sigh. le siiigh.
i continue to see her though because i am p head over heels
i was sad tonight in a romantic context. i spent a really wonderful night with a lady and i know she has zero interest in participating in something long term or monogamous or emotionally lasting. le sigh. le siiigh.
i continue to see her though because i am p head over heels
i hung out with an attractive girl and i'm pretty sure it could have segued into something un-platonic but...
i was feeling zero connection
it was really weird, just occasionally she would say something and it would be kind of a boner-killer
it felt like we would be completely incompatible as anything more than casual acquaintances
house republicans still insane, politicians still beholden to money over people
hmm
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
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JeanHeartbroken papa bearGatineau, QuébecRegistered Userregular
It's a good thing no one in Québec ever calls me ''Jean''. They won't think to search under that name I started going by ''Jean'' when my first serious girlfriend (an american) started calling me by that name. I loved the simplicity!
I still go by ''Jean'' in English Canada to make things simpler (ok.. somewhat for old time sake, I have to admit. We broke up a long time ago but I kept the nickname. )Almost no one asides from my mother use my full name.
In fact it felt WRONG when my supervisor actually used my full name!
If someone really wanted to, they could find my old shames. I don't think it will matter for the middle class jobs I want to apply to once I permanently move back to Québec, tough.
I do imagine it would bite me in the ass should I ever run for office, tough. I really love politics and being elected to l'assemblée nationale du Québec is the highest honour I could ever receive.
"You won't destroy us, You won't destroy our democracy. We are a small but proud nation. No one can bomb us to silence. No one can scare us from being Norway. This evening and tonight, we'll take care of each other. That's what we do best when attacked'' - Jens Stoltenberg
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ThomamelasOnly one man can kill this many Russians. Bring his guitar to me! Registered Userregular
i was sad tonight in a romantic context. i spent a really wonderful night with a lady and i know she has zero interest in participating in something long term or monogamous or emotionally lasting. le sigh. le siiigh.
i continue to see her though because i am p head over heels
also i think that pants bulging / tight clothing comment could have been settled in arbitrage on its own, apart from the whole at-will employment issue, if the lady was smart and sued the shit out of the guy for sexual harassment
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
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I get this
But no, it was a series of pictures of unfortunate inconveniences that when they happen to you seem like the worst things in the world
I wish I had a better description
Well said and thank you
@DasUberEdward Man, if people can't get that it's been kind of a shit couple years for you, they can fuck the hell off, family or not.
Now that my laundry issue has been solved... LoL?
Maybe in 10 more years when you are looking for a corporate job and they find your posts then you can be embarrassed.
are you trying to say i'm really bad at making comics
because oh god I am so bad at making comics
Well then boy have I got the comic for you
I think only the last bit is edited.
it stands to reason that if the pattern holds, current you is terrible in ways you can't even imagine!
I thought it might give you a chuckle .
I tried to make a comic once, but all evidence of that has been burned on an altar.
i need a waffle
i already have a corporate job
and my posts are a work of art
chu.
did you know that my ex-girlfriend was Megan and I pronounced her name incorrectly occasionally because of my dumb uneducated person accent.
how did. you know.
no LoLs for me brocipher.
I do think this, not about fourm poast but about stuff I've written for serious
Well except one or two pieces, but when I try to channel what got me through those it's just... not there anymore
But that's the point of creativity isn't it. You get it out of you. You push through it. You exorcise those demons, you say what you always wanted to, you unravel the Gordian knot of your psyche (or at least a small part of it). And once its done you have to move on to better places.
I wrote half a chapter last night. Not a very good one. Not an important one. Not even a whole one. But it's half a chapter. It needs serious work. I didn't feel the same stirrings that led me to some of the best stuff I've written, but much like a marriage a novel can't be sustained on passion alone. There is a core of "I must express this" to it but everything else is sheer hard work.
alright [chat] got more than it needed from me tonight
Well bully for you!
that's what she said
:bz
Time to make bad decisions!
i continue to see her though because i am p head over heels
:winky:
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i hung out with an attractive girl and i'm pretty sure it could have segued into something un-platonic but...
i was feeling zero connection
it was really weird, just occasionally she would say something and it would be kind of a boner-killer
it felt like we would be completely incompatible as anything more than casual acquaintances
dvd
tomorrow
now i just gotta delete my facebook
and then i can.
hmm
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
I still go by ''Jean'' in English Canada to make things simpler (ok.. somewhat for old time sake, I have to admit. We broke up a long time ago but I kept the nickname. )Almost no one asides from my mother use my full name.
In fact it felt WRONG when my supervisor actually used my full name!
If someone really wanted to, they could find my old shames. I don't think it will matter for the middle class jobs I want to apply to once I permanently move back to Québec, tough.
I do imagine it would bite me in the ass should I ever run for office, tough. I really love politics and being elected to l'assemblée nationale du Québec is the highest honour I could ever receive.
high five.
Dick venereal disease?
Bad decision indeed!
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
dvda
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
*hug*