So I am trying to clean up my act with drinking. I am an atheist and I just can't move past AA`s own reliance on the use of god. I have been attending meetings at different locations for a few months now and I can't find a single person who would say God is their higher power. When I say I don't believe I always get told some version or give it time or give God a chance or something very similar. I don't know if anyone here an help or advice.