My date yesterday went well save for some awkwardness at the start and end because I am super bad at PDAs... We walked through Hyde Park and ended up in Soho for steak, spent like 4 hours just talking (and stayed off the nightmare political situation for 3 of those, haha).
Need to get over kissing and holding hands in public, I am a ridiculous child.
My mantra for hard conversations is that it's better to know - this has applied to lots of conversations within relationships too. Without knowing the truth I'm just dealing with my insane what-if scenarios and anxiety spirals, and at least once I know I am in the world of reality and can go from there.
A local bank is advertising itself as a "safe haven" for people who would like to open a savings account
This is the bank where two employees murdered a customer so they could take his money
That doesn't seem safe at all!
Safe for the money
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An emotional thing I need to be able to vent about a little. Game of Thrones finale spoilers.
Firstly, I'm not in danger, I want to make that clear. This is not a cry for help or anything, just a venting because if I can't talk about it, it feels even more isolating.
Tommen's suicide really hit me. I didn't see it coming, at all. Which is a problem, because due to my past, I need buffers against suicidal stuff. Usually, fictional suicides are pretty clearly telegraphed well in advance, so I have time to brace myself. This one didn't give me that kind of notice.
Today's been rough. I'm going to make it, I'm fine in the ultimate sense. But something about the suddenness of it, and the peaceful way it was portrayed (relative to the clusterfuck that happened in the scene right before it) just delved into my brain and tried its damnedest to plant eggs.
There’s a lovely person between Y and I
on your keyboard… Just look "
I only see another key. Which I'm glad of as I don't want someone standing on my laptop. Seriously though, today has been a day for new messages that I've not seen before.
XDFGHU? Is he in Scientology or a Cthullu cult or something like that?
An emotional thing I need to be able to vent about a little. Game of Thrones finale spoilers.
Firstly, I'm not in danger, I want to make that clear. This is not a cry for help or anything, just a venting because if I can't talk about it, it feels even more isolating.
Tommen's suicide really hit me. I didn't see it coming, at all. Which is a problem, because due to my past, I need buffers against suicidal stuff. Usually, fictional suicides are pretty clearly telegraphed well in advance, so I have time to brace myself. This one didn't give me that kind of notice.
Today's been rough. I'm going to make it, I'm fine in the ultimate sense. But something about the suddenness of it, and the peaceful way it was portrayed (relative to the clusterfuck that happened in the scene right before it) just delved into my brain and tried its damnedest to plant eggs.
There’s a lovely person between Y and I
on your keyboard… Just look "
I only see another key. Which I'm glad of as I don't want someone standing on my laptop. Seriously though, today has been a day for new messages that I've not seen before.
XDFGHU? Is he in Scientology or a Cthullu cult or something like that?
When I lived in Deutschland I used a german keyboard mapped to an australian layout.
It pissed off everybody.
i got fucked up a few nights ago and made my tinder profile really bad and stupid on purpose and now i'm getting way more matches than when i tried to present an earnest idea of myself
one of 'em says she's new to town and i'm gonna see if she wants to go to the zoo and look at animals haha woot
You know what, German keyboards can suck it. I don't care where you put the letters on your keyboard but when you hide crucial symbols that are used routinely in everyday computing behind ALT keys you're just intentionally trying to fuck with international users. I though German designs were supposed to be focused on efficiency.
My date yesterday went well save for some awkwardness at the start and end because I am super bad at PDAs... We walked through Hyde Park and ended up in Soho for steak, spent like 4 hours just talking (and stayed off the nightmare political situation for 3 of those, haha).
Need to get over kissing and holding hands in public, I am a ridiculous child.
Lord but you can't stop me from kissing in public once I get going
It's dinner and a show over here
But I do have super weird and awkward midnight calls from my friend's mother out of nowhere, aggressively guilt tripping me to hang out with said friend more while he's in town.
For a brief moment after hanging up I had to double check it wasn't 1998 again.
But I do have super weird and awkward midnight calls from my friend's mother out of nowhere, aggressively guilt tripping me to hang out with said friend more while he's in town.
For a brief moment after hanging up I had to double check it wasn't 1998 again.
It IS!
Good news:
You're younger, the economy is better, and the music is better
Bad news:
Your internet sucks, GWB is about to be elected in a bit, and you have to act surprised about everything
Good news:
depending on your memory, you can make a lot of money gambling!
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And why not?
Need to get over kissing and holding hands in public, I am a ridiculous child.
dreaming of a glorious future, though perhaps brief.
Well
Yes I can see myself as a royal navy commodore, certainly
you lucky bastard.
This is the bank where two employees murdered a customer so they could take his money
That doesn't seem safe at all!
Safe for the money
Tommen's suicide really hit me. I didn't see it coming, at all. Which is a problem, because due to my past, I need buffers against suicidal stuff. Usually, fictional suicides are pretty clearly telegraphed well in advance, so I have time to brace myself. This one didn't give me that kind of notice.
Today's been rough. I'm going to make it, I'm fine in the ultimate sense. But something about the suddenness of it, and the peaceful way it was portrayed (relative to the clusterfuck that happened in the scene right before it) just delved into my brain and tried its damnedest to plant eggs.
XDFGHU? Is he in Scientology or a Cthullu cult or something like that?
:bro:
You can PM me if you want to talk about it champ
When I lived in Deutschland I used a german keyboard mapped to an australian layout.
It pissed off everybody.
I have a British commodore's button from the Revolutionary War!
That's mine
give it here
one of 'em says she's new to town and i'm gonna see if she wants to go to the zoo and look at animals haha woot
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I'm not sad? She felt that she wants us to get to know each other better before we attach the label, which I totally understand and am fine with.
Just a little nervous it won't pan out this time.
I did tell her that if we get back to being boyfriend/girlfriend, that it will be her turn to ask me out.
journey somewhere new and exciting
slaughter a high level enemy together and plunder their loot
then you'll be sorted
Man this metaphor has got legs!
Next date idea will be the scary cave that has monster noises! What could possibly go wrong?
Whoah whoah hang on.
You can't just go straight to the monster cave.
Have you cleared rats and/or giant roaches from a basement yet?
Lord but you can't stop me from kissing in public once I get going
It's dinner and a show over here
Now remember, always use protection
Personally, I like Mithril Full Plate. Sure, it's expensive, but the superior maximum Dex bonus to AC is well worth it. You'll thank me later.
:winky:
oh qantas
is this really the time
But after the articles from today I wonder if I would get beaten with sticks if I crossed the border
nah mate, you gotta go full on with the celestial plate, that's the business
edit:
whoops, commander, not commodore!
(apologies!)
May its death be swift and painless, and may the new one rise from its ashes to the triumphant fanfare of one thousand screaming demons.
more women might message me and I'll be lost and alone
For when the thread is gone, just listen to Freddie
I have no love related news today.
But I do have super weird and awkward midnight calls from my friend's mother out of nowhere, aggressively guilt tripping me to hang out with said friend more while he's in town.
For a brief moment after hanging up I had to double check it wasn't 1998 again.
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It IS!
Good news:
You're younger, the economy is better, and the music is better
Bad news:
Your internet sucks, GWB is about to be elected in a bit, and you have to act surprised about everything
Good news:
depending on your memory, you can make a lot of money gambling!
In The Aeroplane Over The Sea though
I'm starting to think complaining to Internet people about how dateless I am instead of trying to get a date isn't gonna get me a date.
This is some bullshit
how do you know you just haven't complained enough?
I'd give it a few hundred more pages to be sure