Coworkers who constantly stop me in the middle of a task to help them do something completely unrelated.
This. So much this.
I've got the reputation that I can figure out our new billing system and the result is that I'm interrupted at least hourly and can't get through any large project of my own. I've tried running training sessions for them, I've made canned reports for them, I've written up documentation, I've tried so hard to make them self-reliant, but yet every time I start an email or have 10 spreadsheets open, I hear someone behind me.
Spent about three hours screaming last night. I get mad fairly often. Like right now, I'm angry that this keyboard seems to keep highlighting the last three words I wrote while I'm typing so I end up erasing them. It's infuriating. Everything is infuriating.
I used to be a very angry kid back in school. Like, suicidal thoughts with counseling bad back then. Around highschool my classmates and family mellowed the fuck out and I could develop some basic social skills without being torn apart socially at every opportunity.
I think that got it out of my system completely, nowadays I can get supremely annoyed at things but not furious in the way I remember life used to be
I am quick to anger but also quick to forgive. Why, just this morning I yelled at a van for just chilling in the right-most lane at a red light with its turn signal on. "THERE'S NO CROSS-TRAFFIC JERKASS," I shouted, "YOU CAN JUST TURN!" Then when the light turned green they took the turn at about half a mile per hour so I felt pretty justified in my anger. It all seems incredibly silly and unimportant now though.
I am quick to anger but also quick to forgive. Why, just this morning I yelled at a van for just chilling in the right-most lane at a red light with its turn signal on. "THERE'S NO CROSS-TRAFFIC JERKASS," I shouted, "YOU CAN JUST TURN!" Then when the light turned green they took the turn at about half a mile per hour so I felt pretty justified in my anger. It all seems incredibly silly and unimportant now though.
sometimes I am that guy.
But only if I can't see to my left because some jerkass in a truck pulled up too far next to me.
I feel mostly better now, but I nearly ate this fucking kid whole a little bit ago. We had face paints for painting faces because we're celebrating Halloween this week: no costume, getcha face painted. So this fuckin' kid takes my face paint and just starts marking this other kid all over his arms. So of course that dumbass smudges the pain all over the other kids shirt. And then the first dumbass kid slaps the other kid. This is all while they're waiting in line for me to finish correcting their papers and work out with them what they did wrong.
I managed not to swear. It didn't require a ton of effort, but the whole time in my head was just: "THIS motherfucker. This motherfucker RIGHT HERE. Fuckin' MOTHERFUCKER, this motherfucker!"
I get unreasonably angry at anything Minions related.
That mostly psssed me by because I liked the movies and I guess missed the worst saturation of it
I found the first movie to be meh and the second to be kinda not good. They both seemed to have animations issues to me as well.
And then they make a whole dang movie out of the weakest part of them.
And then people start making endless stupid memes that I see in Facebook with them that have absolutely nothing to do with them. Just slap a damn minion on any old thing. And for some reason, it seems like they're almost always low quality images.
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DepressperadoI just wanted to see you laughingin the pizza rainRegistered Userregular
sometimes my depression gives way to like
vicious anger
not for very long, just a couple of minutes of being just absolutely furious at whatever I happen to be looking at
and it makes me worry that I have something terrible inside me
something feral and dangerous and that one day, that bile will rise in me and it won't ever go away
I get unreasonably angry at anything Minions related.
That mostly psssed me by because I liked the movies and I guess missed the worst saturation of it
I found the first movie to be meh and the second to be kinda not good. They both seemed to have animations issues to me as well.
And then they make a whole dang movie out of the weakest part of them.
And then people start making endless stupid memes that I see in Facebook with them that have absolutely nothing to do with them. Just slap a damn minion on any old thing. And for some reason, it seems like they're almost always low quality images.
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HacksawJ. Duggan Esq.Wrestler at LawRegistered Userregular
Apparently that's not an uncommon manifestation of depression and anxiety.
Yeah when I've been pretty low and on the hooch I'd get pretty fucking pissed off at my lot in life (which is actually fine) for about 2/3 minutes before I calm down.
It happens. It sucks, but it does.
Yeah anxiety can do that to you. I often end up questioning my own humanity I guess because of my anxiety and depression and lack of motivation and such. Especially when I held a grudge one time. it felt like my heart was drowning in hot black tar and it made me ask a lot of questions about what kind of person I really am.
Shit one time I got really worried and asked a therapist of mine if I was a literal sociopath which is, pretty ridiculous.
Yeah anxiety can do that to you. I often end up questioning my own humanity I guess because of my anxiety and depression and lack of motivation and such. Especially when I held a grudge one time. it felt like my heart was drowning in hot black tar and it made me ask a lot of questions about what kind of person I really am.
Shit one time I got really worried and asked a therapist of mine if I was a literal sociopath which is, pretty ridiculous.
I was munted last week and someone called me a sociopath. It destroyed me.
Even though they were messing with me, I worry super hard about being a bad person and it wrecked me for a good 10 minutes.
Yeah anxiety can do that to you. I often end up questioning my own humanity I guess because of my anxiety and depression and lack of motivation and such. Especially when I held a grudge one time. it felt like my heart was drowning in hot black tar and it made me ask a lot of questions about what kind of person I really am.
Shit one time I got really worried and asked a therapist of mine if I was a literal sociopath which is, pretty ridiculous.
I was munted last week and someone called me a sociopath. It destroyed me.
Even though they were messing with me, I worry super hard about being a bad person and it wrecked me for a good 10 minutes.
It's maybe cold comfort, but hey, at least the fact that it bothered you is definitive proof it's not true.
Yeah anxiety can do that to you. I often end up questioning my own humanity I guess because of my anxiety and depression and lack of motivation and such. Especially when I held a grudge one time. it felt like my heart was drowning in hot black tar and it made me ask a lot of questions about what kind of person I really am.
Shit one time I got really worried and asked a therapist of mine if I was a literal sociopath which is, pretty ridiculous.
I was munted last week and someone called me a sociopath. It destroyed me.
Even though they were messing with me, I worry super hard about being a bad person and it wrecked me for a good 10 minutes.
It's maybe cold comfort, but hey, at least the fact that it bothered you is definitive proof it's not true.
Thanks. But yeah I know I'm not.
Things hit me harder than they used to when I'm drunk these days though.
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I've got the reputation that I can figure out our new billing system and the result is that I'm interrupted at least hourly and can't get through any large project of my own. I've tried running training sessions for them, I've made canned reports for them, I've written up documentation, I've tried so hard to make them self-reliant, but yet every time I start an email or have 10 spreadsheets open, I hear someone behind me.
...but that headphones thing HOO BOY yeah that can fuck RIGHT OFF
That's what I do.
And then I am DOUBLY angry when I still manage to get my wire caught on a drawer handle or something.
I think that got it out of my system completely, nowadays I can get supremely annoyed at things but not furious in the way I remember life used to be
sometimes I am that guy.
But only if I can't see to my left because some jerkass in a truck pulled up too far next to me.
It just invokes the primal rage in all human beings
This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
I think I might actually be getting a little angrier in general as I get older. I need to reign that in more.
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Angry walking is pretty good.
Angry running would make my knees angry!
Though when I'm angry I walk really fast.
Like an extra mph fast.
This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
*greatjob*
The thing that bothers me most is people without working tail/brake lights or turn signals or worst both.
Cause they make me want to slow way down behind them just in case they and that makes whoever is behind me get pissed and pass me.
I must use them wrong because those shits hurt more than any treadmill I've ever used.
my superiors have decided to keep around people who don't do much of anything
when they make my job more difficult I tend to find a quiet place and throw something
I managed not to swear. It didn't require a ton of effort, but the whole time in my head was just: "THIS motherfucker. This motherfucker RIGHT HERE. Fuckin' MOTHERFUCKER, this motherfucker!"
This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
His name is Jason, so if I say it quick he probably won't even fucking notice.
I found the first movie to be meh and the second to be kinda not good. They both seemed to have animations issues to me as well.
And then they make a whole dang movie out of the weakest part of them.
And then people start making endless stupid memes that I see in Facebook with them that have absolutely nothing to do with them. Just slap a damn minion on any old thing. And for some reason, it seems like they're almost always low quality images.
vicious anger
not for very long, just a couple of minutes of being just absolutely furious at whatever I happen to be looking at
and it makes me worry that I have something terrible inside me
something feral and dangerous and that one day, that bile will rise in me and it won't ever go away
I was once a monster
Yeah when I've been pretty low and on the hooch I'd get pretty fucking pissed off at my lot in life (which is actually fine) for about 2/3 minutes before I calm down.
It happens. It sucks, but it does.
Shit one time I got really worried and asked a therapist of mine if I was a literal sociopath which is, pretty ridiculous.
I was munted last week and someone called me a sociopath. It destroyed me.
Even though they were messing with me, I worry super hard about being a bad person and it wrecked me for a good 10 minutes.
https://youtu.be/XMjgSkfQPSY
It's maybe cold comfort, but hey, at least the fact that it bothered you is definitive proof it's not true.
Thanks. But yeah I know I'm not.
Things hit me harder than they used to when I'm drunk these days though.