DepressperadoI just wanted to see you laughingin the pizza rainRegistered Userregular
how is this for a mood, hot shots. I am becoming romantically entangled with a young lady and like, hell yeah.
The thing is, though I would go to town on her sexually speaking, I don't necessarily expect or want it to be reciprocal?
like, I dunno if it's performance anxiety or if I've discovered a weird relationship or if my genitals and I have finally decided that we can't be friends anymore.
how is this for a mood, hot shots. I am becoming romantically entangled with a young lady and like, hell yeah.
The thing is, though I would go to town on her sexually speaking, I don't necessarily expect or want it to be reciprocal?
like, I dunno if it's performance anxiety or if I've discovered a weird relationship or if my genitals and I have finally decided that we can't be friends anymore.
not that you're specifically asking for advice, but as someone who's kind of been there before, talk that shit out asap because as it turns out, it's extremely easy to take 'i don't want you to interact with my bits' personally even though it's absolutely not meant that way
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Indie Winterdie KräheRudi Hurzlmeier (German, b. 1952)Registered Userregular
it's kind of amazing how the ADD medicine I take affects my mood. It doesn't "cure" the depression or nothing but the boost it sometimes gives to happiness and such is profound. Some days I actually look forward to getting work done? It's bananas
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WhiteZinfandelYour insidesLet me show you themRegistered Userregular
Oh yeah, amphetamines are great for that, at least initially. How are you faring with the comedown and tolerance? I've found that my mood problems with dextroamphetamine ER are much more manageable when I space the dosing out. 20mg in 10mg increments four hours apart makes for much less of a crash. Still ruins my sleep though.
no way I could remember to take pills multiple times a day
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Indie Winterdie KräheRudi Hurzlmeier (German, b. 1952)Registered Userregular
I'm on Vyvanse which is a "prodrug" I guess, so the side effects are usually pretty minor
some days are rougher than others but those are pretty rare
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WhiteZinfandelYour insidesLet me show you themRegistered Userregular
Good! My experience with Vyvanse's side effects was more or less the same as with Adderall and Dexedrine (dextroamphetamine ER), which is to say unpleasant enough that I've never taken them consistently. Evidently you're built a bit differently.
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Indie Winterdie KräheRudi Hurzlmeier (German, b. 1952)Registered Userregular
there is no image to describe my mood upon seeing this in my youtube suggestions
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Indie Winterdie KräheRudi Hurzlmeier (German, b. 1952)Registered Userregular
I imagine the first 2 minutes is an animated introduction using a open source heavy metal riff, then the sponsor advertisement for another 3, then a full 10 minutes of milling around the topic before just giving the yes or no answer. I need to purge my phone’s memory or something, start fresh. Yesterday I had ten Lord of the Rings videos recommended to me out of nowhere, each of them probably over seven years old.
Yes, I like fantasy, no I do not want every tangential thing possible told to me by a white American 20-30 year old from 2010.
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In other news, I really like this thread, you guys kinda help me out somehow.
I cant take my best dosage of concerta (72mg. the max dose. ) unless I get my heart rate and blood pressure down.
It sucks.
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DepressperadoI just wanted to see you laughingin the pizza rainRegistered Userregular
there was a time when I was experimenting with my dosage and long story short I have a stash of Adderall that I'm saving in case like, society collapses or there's an apocalypse
"wow building that makeshift wind turbine looks like a bitch and a half, how would you like to be able to focus really well on it? only two ration chits!"
also I just printed a template to measure my face for the cpap mask and no wonder it doesn't fit good, even the large seems too small for my huge face.
JedocIn the scupperswith the staggers and jagsRegistered Userregular
At a certain point, you'd think that brand recognition would take a back seat to being the actual origin of the phrase "banana republic." Just dissolve everything, reform as Peelr, and hope nobody notices.
Indie Winterdie KräheRudi Hurzlmeier (German, b. 1952)Registered Userregular
so here's something
you know I used to never get horny
like, not in the normative way I guess
it'd be like... an itch I guess? something that might feel good to scratch but was also frankly distracting and you'd rather it just not be there to begin with
but a few years ago I went through surgery, lost close to 130 pounds, and then started taking ADD medication
and now, at thirty fucking two years of age, is when being teenage horny hits me
it's a whole thing now! to the point where it stops me from having a productive day! I go sit down at my computer looking forward to getting some work done, and all of a sudden I realize, nope! your lizard-brain is bouncing around sex fantasies without consulting you in the matter!
I don't know how to deal with that shit! well, aside from the obvious matter I guess, but surely that's not a solution? you can't just say well I gotta crank one out before I can buckle down on the big Anderson account, please excuse me while I bring up pornhub on my iphone
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I’m making things.
That are average to fine.
I’m doing it!
I discovered automatic mahjong tables on twitter and now I feel like taking up mahjong
There's dunking in mahjong, right?
The thing is, though I would go to town on her sexually speaking, I don't necessarily expect or want it to be reciprocal?
like, I dunno if it's performance anxiety or if I've discovered a weird relationship or if my genitals and I have finally decided that we can't be friends anymore.
if you throw a tile hard enough, yeah
not that you're specifically asking for advice, but as someone who's kind of been there before, talk that shit out asap because as it turns out, it's extremely easy to take 'i don't want you to interact with my bits' personally even though it's absolutely not meant that way
https://youtu.be/cS95yf4PyRc
Weekend, please be here fast
no way I could remember to take pills multiple times a day
some days are rougher than others but those are pretty rare
The Uuhdmani TM tho...
Yes, I like fantasy, no I do not want every tangential thing possible told to me by a white American 20-30 year old from 2010.
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In other news, I really like this thread, you guys kinda help me out somehow.
https://youtu.be/HHoJSgq6mqc
Gunjeans
They've got 40,000 theories to get through, it takes a bit
I hit that perfect dosage where even with tolerance, it keeps noticeably working, even if I've lost the bit of manic euphoria it used to give me.
They're taking the homeboys to laser tag!
my friends and I get daily use out of "and sailed away... into the Caribbean."
It sucks.
"wow building that makeshift wind turbine looks like a bitch and a half, how would you like to be able to focus really well on it? only two ration chits!"
I feel very heard by chiquita banana
https://www.paypal.me/hobnailtaylor
how have i gone this long without seeing this
this is incredible
https://youtu.be/DyhdGxBrn-M
This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
you know I used to never get horny
like, not in the normative way I guess
it'd be like... an itch I guess? something that might feel good to scratch but was also frankly distracting and you'd rather it just not be there to begin with
but a few years ago I went through surgery, lost close to 130 pounds, and then started taking ADD medication
and now, at thirty fucking two years of age, is when being teenage horny hits me
it's a whole thing now! to the point where it stops me from having a productive day! I go sit down at my computer looking forward to getting some work done, and all of a sudden I realize, nope! your lizard-brain is bouncing around sex fantasies without consulting you in the matter!
I don't know how to deal with that shit! well, aside from the obvious matter I guess, but surely that's not a solution? you can't just say well I gotta crank one out before I can buckle down on the big Anderson account, please excuse me while I bring up pornhub on my iphone
moods, man
moods
So current mood is... awake.
I got a 6 pack of grey socks and two pairs of hiking socks. I did two laps of the living room I was that stoked
Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better
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This has big Hannibal Buress on the Eric Andre Show energy and I dig it
(I know Hannibal generally sucks but his character on that show is still very good)
that was good is not good enough. But hey...
It's something.
Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better
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