I have become disgusted with myself and am eating healthy and drinking only one night per week and I feel kind of righteously angry at myself for getting into a position where none of my clothes fit anymore. what did I think would happen drinking 4 or 5 beers per night. I'm a moron.
I want to lose 20 pounds. hopefully by the end of January. 4 pounds per month seems reasonable given that I can't really exercise. if I can swing that I'll aim for 30 pounds. that'll get me to 165.
I also need to do that without screwing up the financial goal I set for myself which involves paying off about 10k in debt (mostly medical bills) by the end of January. which is when I get my holiday commission check hence the odd deadline. (for those keeping score I have just under 4k to go and the fat commission checks are yet to come)
if I meet both of those goals I will build myself a sweet new gaming PC. if I don't I will endure the shame of being cast out of the PC master race because my 5 year old rig can hardly run anything.
but mostly I'm doing this because none of my doctors seem to know how to stop my body from deteriorating and my best shot at not being in constant chronic pain all the time is to try to get back in some semblance of shape. I've been prescribed physical therapy but I have no idea where I'm going to find the time for that because I have to do all this while working 50+ hour weeks through the end of the year.
if I can't get my shit together in the space of 5 months I am gonna be real mad at me
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i made this for dinner with roasted potatoes and a simple salad of arugula, grape tomatoes, cucumber, and a balsamic, mustard, olive oil dressing
So I've read plenty of history, mostly military focused, about Israel- and also autobiographies of its major figures. But now I'm reading a book featuring lots of interviews with regular soldiers, airmen etc during the six day war. It is super fascinating, vs reading some historian aggregating sources at his discretion with relatively few direct quotes.
Hakkes how are you constantly on mobile at, like, 9 PM on a weekend? Is this one of those "I have friends and social activities" things I've read about?
I often post on mobile at home because I don't want to get out of bed.
Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
So I've read plenty of history, mostly military focused, about Israel- and also autobiographies of its major figures. But now I'm reading a book featuring lots of interviews with regular soldiers, airmen etc during the six day war. It is super fascinating, vs reading some historian aggregating sources at his discretion with relatively few direct quotes.
@Organichu there's been a big movement from "maps & chaps" in history/historiography to more ground level and average person accounts
Honestly I'm a little more old school but I do find it quite refreshing
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
Oooh Montreal!
i live there.
my condolences
Ha ha ha.
i used to live in the woods, under a massive tree.
I have become disgusted with myself and am eating healthy and drinking only one night per week and I feel kind of righteously angry at myself for getting into a position where none of my clothes fit anymore. what did I think would happen drinking 4 or 5 beers per night. I'm a moron.
I want to lose 20 pounds. hopefully by the end of January. 4 pounds per month seems reasonable given that I can't really exercise. if I can swing that I'll aim for 30 pounds. that'll get me to 165.
I also need to do that without screwing up the financial goal I set for myself which involves paying off about 10k in debt (mostly medical bills) by the end of January. which is when I get my holiday commission check hence the odd deadline. (for those keeping score I have just under 4k to go and the fat commission checks are yet to come)
if I meet both of those goals I will build myself a sweet new gaming PC. if I don't I will endure the shame of being cast out of the PC master race because my 5 year old rig can hardly run anything.
but mostly I'm doing this because none of my doctors seem to know how to stop my body from deteriorating and my best shot at not being in constant chronic pain all the time is to try to get back in some semblance of shape. I've been prescribed physical therapy but I have no idea where I'm going to find the time for that because I have to do all this while working 50+ hour weeks through the end of the year.
if I can't get my shit together in the space of 5 months I am gonna be real mad at me
Sounds like you know exactly what you need to do, and have mustered up some solid resolve to get it done. You got this!
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Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
Oooh Montreal!
i live there.
my condolences
Ha ha ha.
i used to live in the woods, under a massive tree.
so why'd you downgrade to montreal???
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@elki grats! What was your avg LL? I need to buy thise xur exotics and infuse but im still gonna be a bit under 350 when we go in tmrw i think.
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Farah Shaughnessy is a magical girl. Or rather, she was a magical girl. Now, instead of saving Montreal from the forces of Chaos and Entropy, she’s just trying to hold down a decent job to pay her rent and still trying to get her life together a decade after the breakup of her team. When strange things start happening around her and old enemies start to reappear, Farah has to make a choice: face the things she’s been running from all these years or put down her astral weapon hockey stick and walk away for good.
Shattered Starlight is an online graphic novel. It is intended for older teen/mature audiences, and will eventually contain violence, profanity, sex and general NSFW-ness.
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
Oooh Montreal!
i live there.
my condolences
Ha ha ha.
i used to live in the woods, under a massive tree.
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I want to lose 20 pounds. hopefully by the end of January. 4 pounds per month seems reasonable given that I can't really exercise. if I can swing that I'll aim for 30 pounds. that'll get me to 165.
I also need to do that without screwing up the financial goal I set for myself which involves paying off about 10k in debt (mostly medical bills) by the end of January. which is when I get my holiday commission check hence the odd deadline. (for those keeping score I have just under 4k to go and the fat commission checks are yet to come)
if I meet both of those goals I will build myself a sweet new gaming PC. if I don't I will endure the shame of being cast out of the PC master race because my 5 year old rig can hardly run anything.
but mostly I'm doing this because none of my doctors seem to know how to stop my body from deteriorating and my best shot at not being in constant chronic pain all the time is to try to get back in some semblance of shape. I've been prescribed physical therapy but I have no idea where I'm going to find the time for that because I have to do all this while working 50+ hour weeks through the end of the year.
if I can't get my shit together in the space of 5 months I am gonna be real mad at me
i made this for dinner with roasted potatoes and a simple salad of arugula, grape tomatoes, cucumber, and a balsamic, mustard, olive oil dressing
http://www.shatteredstarlight.com/shattered-starlight/coming-soon/
Yeah, you like that don't you, you nerds.
(it's super cool)
NO
@Organichu there's been a big movement from "maps & chaps" in history/historiography to more ground level and average person accounts
Honestly I'm a little more old school but I do find it quite refreshing
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
God help me
You are already dead
giev recip
is this one
http://damndelicious.net/2015/12/25/herb-chicken-with-lemon-cream-sauce/
You know I gotta admit it's a cheesy setting but it's really kind of fun in a mindless popcorn way, I've got a soft spot in my heart for 40K
The mission where you have to escape the planet getting Exterminatused what, just after that cutscene? is just hilarious in that it works at all
What are the things in the rectangle called?
The instructions are not super clear, an the box only mentions the 8 big guides....
Are those 4 smaller guides specifically for beards?
TIA in advance.
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Your future self will not appreciate it.
You're about to eat a grilled cheese pizza.
God has already helped you, my friend.
Oooh Montreal!
i live there.
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god damnit quid
why must you tempt me so
I am eating a ba na na
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Edit: I'd be on my couch, but I'm learning that not having end tables for it is kind of a bitch.
my condolences
I get:
- 2 Cheesy Gorditas
- 1 Shredded Chicken Burrito
- 1 Large Unsweetened Iced Tea
- Fire Sauce
Ha ha ha.
i used to live in the woods, under a massive tree.
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I get
2 fiesta potatoes
2 crunchy tacos
1 whatever looks interesting at the time
i went to the grocery store and bought things and went back to my car and realized i forgot stuff and went back in and shopped more
still forgot bread for toast >:(
Sounds like you know exactly what you need to do, and have mustered up some solid resolve to get it done. You got this!
so why'd you downgrade to montreal???
i think, it would be
a mexican pizza
and a quesarito
and maybe 1 other thing but i am not sure
I know deep down that i don't deserve better.
Also cash moneys.
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I DON'T KNOW
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The question of our generation.
It took me a moment to realize what this one was about.
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