Although I'm not quite sure how far outside the bounds of 'comfortable' you can step out of in the help thread, I assume this is on the level of 'silence in the classroom' uncomfortable. Anyway, Hi. I'm currently 14, which I'm assuming makes me a young person on these forums. Welp, I'm assuming through my highly advanced sense of humor and maturity (the joke is I have neither), my parents have invested a little bit too much trust on me, and, woe and behold, I have to make
decisions.
The thing is, it's all coming together pretty quickly, but, we're 3 months behind on our mortgage, so we are now soon going to be in foreclosure so we either sell it and walk away with a small amount of money, or don't sell it and be forced to leave anyway. So that's probably very..detrimental. And to top it all off, my parents have decided that now is probably a good time to do the strange and confusing act of 'divorce' therefore putting me with lots of decisions.
Apparently, since i'm 14, I have a decision in all of this. As in, which parent I get to stay with, and my mom has a miasma of options of where she could live, so now she's basically putting THAT decision on me too, which is a tad bit strange.
I'm just wondering how i'm supposed to deal with this clusterfuck, and how i'm supposed to choose Mom over Dad, or Dad over Mom, etc etc. I can't really just flip a coin or something, and they're both guilt tripping me through the roof. Divorce has turned everything into RIDICULOUS POPPYCOCKY.
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As for which parent you should go with, no one here can give you an answer to that. If you're looking for a pragmatic answer, the one to go with would be the one that has the most chance of getting their shit together and being able to provide a stable living environment for you. If only one of the can do that, that's probably the one you should go with. In any case you shouldn't look at his as choosing one over the other. If either of your parents are framing this in that light then they are sucking really badly at being parents.
Since you're being offered a choice I can only assume that custody has been split, so either way you'll end up spending time with both of them. It's just a choice of which one you spend the most time with. In that regard to not be ashamed to act in naked self interest. Go with the one that is best for you, do not allow guilt tripping and accusations of favoritism to factor into this decision.
About who to live with... when my parents divorced they did joint custody of me. I spent every other weekend with my dad and most of the summer with him too. He lived in a different city, albeit only 2 hours away. For me, it was the best of both worlds - my mom was probably the best one to 'raise' me, but I still got to have a good strong relationship with my dad and get his insights into the world too. Is it possible for them to arrange something like that, if you are unable to decide who you want to live with all the time?
Agreeing with this post by and large, although judging the potential stability of a living environment could be tough, to say the least.
Is there anyone (relatively) neutral in your life you could speak to? Family friends, teachers, maybe your school has a counsellor or similar? Relatives could also work, although could have a bias towards one parent or the other.
You should probably choose to live with the parent that represents the least amount of shake up in your own life. That might be selfish, but at this point, I think it's okay to act with some personal pragmatism. Unless you really want to change schools, or friends, or whatever, is one of your parents going to stay living in the same area? I was able to stay with my dad and my life changed very little as a result (Other than the previously mentioned relief).
I will say that at 14 you're in pretty good shape to have this not be bad for you if your parents are mature enough to not act like cocks through the divorce. Everyone's experience is pretty different, though. They may try to play you against the other. My mom very briefly went this route, but I told her straight up I wasn't buying it and our relationship depended on her not trying to sabotage my relationship with my father. That may not be necessary in your case.
Good luck, man. This could be a good thing overall, and here's hoping.
And at Nova C, yes, that may be true, but my parents seem to be refusing to unhinge their desire to be cocks about this, and they have proceeded to maximize their cock level to something unseen before by the native public. They spend their time bickering like 4 year olds fighting over candy.
At Fyndir, Eeeeeeeh. I don't think i'd really like to pursue the option of talking to any school counselors or anything. It always seemed a bit strange and uncomfortable.
One thing you need to understand, is that divorce is very difficult on people. Especially the two main parties. This is par for course in many, many situations and you shouldn't look negatively on your parents for it. You're a bit young to really realize what a relationship tearing apart feels like, but you might look back one day and go "Ohhhhh, that's why they're doing all this."
Give them a little slack.
For now, I'd tell them to both back off. What Esh says is the truth, just a breakup with someone you've been living with sucks. It usually happens for a reason. Louis CK says no happy marriage ends in divorce, so much as they tantrum right now, there's probably reasons going way way back you will never know of. Just look out for yourself over the course of the next 3-4 years.
Edit: Moving out of state, to the moon or to another country is bullshit for either of them to do with the responsibility of a child unless they happen to be in the Army or something. Whether or not you "like" the one who stays or goes, whatever you want to call it... stay local until you finish school in my opinion.
So yeah, as said already, go with whichever is going to be the most stable - which may not mean the most money. For example, once your mom gets her licence, she may not be home a lot, as she'll be selling, showing, etc. Where your dad will probably be home more, though depends on why he is unemployed - laid off or his own fault?
As for the mortgage thing - if one of them wants to keep the house, tell them o get on the damn phone with the mortgage lender and try to work something out. Apply for a hardship through one of the programs. Basic info here, or in the sticky on this board.
It's not your fault.
in any case, there are some issues here... Your parents are supposed to be the ones who call the shots and it has to be uncomfortable for you to be stuck in the position of having to make any of these decisions. I would definitely say you should avoid getting involved in whatever aspects of this you can walk away from.
That being said, I think it is good that you are at least getting the option of picking where you go-- custody hearings are expensive, and emotionally draining, and it never turns out to be a win/win. Court battles make it worse on both sides.
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The other thing I really recommend is talking to the school counselor...or even a counselor that you won't ever see or meet outside of that capacity...because it really helps to make decisions and to understand situations better if you can talk it out with somebody. That alone is a good enough reason to see a councilor. I know it can be awkward or hard and it has a bad stigma: but it shouldn't. Counciling can and does really help a lot of people, and very very few of them are "mentally unstable". It helps normal everyday people cope with their problems because they have someone to talk to that knows when to just listen, and knows when to offer advice.
It is not your job to sort through their baggage. It is their responsibility to be adults, parents, and diminish the impact this has on you if they want to handle the responsibility of raising a child right.
Don't give them slack - they're being fucking immature.
This is pretty normal stuff for people divorcing. Hell, even people just ending a normal non-binding relationship. They don't have "major fucking boundary issues", they're two people watching what they built up crumble to the ground and they're just not handling it very well.
Not handling it well = having major fucking boundary issues.
Basically - by not acting like adults around their kid - they have crossed a boundary typically held between a parent and child. By asking their child to make decisions like that through guilt is crossing a boundary.
A parent, talking to their 14 year old child about their significant other, why they're divorcing, etc. is breaking a boundary. It's not healthy unless both parents are mature adults, sit down together with their child amicably, and talk through it in a healthy manner. This is everything but healthy.
And I think it's completely ridiculous of you to ask a 14 year old kid to be the mature one and "understand" what his parents are going through and allow this behavior (and yes, boundary pushing) to go on.
Understanding behavior is one thing. Excusing it is another matter entirely - he should tell them to shut the fuck up if they start bad mouthing the other in front of him.
I think SkyGheNe's last sentence is spot on. It's one thing to understand his parents behavior (and I do), it's another to condone (which I don't). Part of being a mature adult is handling situations as maturely as possible, no matter how shitty they are. Involving your 14yr old in your divorce squabbles is not a very mature way to handle things.