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Also, like most fleshed-out canons and systems, all they do is inspire me to start creating fictional works across all mediums to satisfy my craving instead of playing someone else's game. :P
Go get tested. I don't give a damn about your opinion of wanting to live, to be frank. I want you to have the best chance at life, so go get tested because I'm a selfish prick. That's my final word on the matter as well, so don't bother trying to justify your decision not to to me, I'm not listening. I'm being a complete and utter asshole here I know, but I don't care. Get. Fucking. Tested.
I love rts, but I suck at them so goddam much. I'm slow, I get distracted, I forget to build while attacking, forget to attack while building, forget to do both when being attacked.
buck naked
kids probably oughta close their windows if they're gonna walk around naked post coitally
Too many steps. Too much for Oboro in her current state. Bureaucracy destroys the mentally-ill. I've walked through you guys before how it takes me days to make phone calls and do research of this sort because I need to call dozens of times, creating scripts so that I can respond to people without freaking out and just hanging up, and creating schema that ensure I'll adhere to schedules when they come to pass.
Add to this the fact that I'd rather not bring it up with my father, the only person who would be able to actually help see the process through to the end? Meh. Fatalistic as it is, the odds are poor and I can't be bothered to even take the first step. Bureaucracy kills me. Impulse or delusions, or delusions and impulses fed by them kill the process at any of its ultra-vulnerable joints and transitions.
A doctor doesn't call you when you miss your appointment. At least ... not mine. Sometimes they call to ask me to mail a check because I've breached practice policy, but that's it.
the only situation in which my curly mess of hair is truly and indubitably sexy and beautiful
I don't care what hoops you need to jump through to make it happen, make it happen ASAP.
I have a tendency to follow through on outside advice as I become capable and motivated to do so. Since I'm not always in control of my own capability and motivation, sometimes there is an unfortunate lag-time. This is exacerbated by the fact I live essentially alone, with my health truthfully being a negative to the only immediate human contact (my father, who as I mentioned no more than a week ago refused to drive me to the emergency room and left me to do it myself with one arm and in a debilitating and mind-altering agony). I am otherwise completely alone, and being alone deprives me of a good mirror and impetus-network to motivate change and action.
Will I get tested? Almost definitely. I can say this with 100% confidence.
It's not going to happen because you say it though, it's because I'm going to be in a manic phase that gets twisted towards self-improvement and results in me accomplishing a great deal over a few days or weeks without any outside urging. It's a fucking incredibly well-documented cycle at this point.
You stress both of us by droning on this. Let's drop it.
Just make sure to get tested.
I run into the same problem. My mind picks apart every suggestion I'm given to tear all the flaws wide open as motivation to not do it.
"So I think I'm gonna start cutting myself and doing drugs again."
"What? No! That's terrible!"
"Well, if you think about it logically... <logic>."
"Guess you're right..."
You just described how I live my life. It doesn't always happen in time, is the problem I find.
But you know what I found from living with my gf? If she pressures me, then leaves me alone, it happens sooner.
http://www.hivtest.org/
Go here, type zip code. If I knew it I'd do it for you.
PM me if you want to talk about any scripts or schemas you are making up, I understand how you think and why you need to, I do similar stuff myself. I will help you, but the time differences means there might be several hours in between replies because I'm doing life stuff.
I am angry at you, and am going to stay angry at you, extremely angry, until I find out you've gone and gotten tested. I don't get angry often, because I don't give a damn about most people.
And now I leave you alone, at least in terms of posting at you futilely about this from across the globe. ;_;
Nobody is standing in opposition to you Obo, and if you consider them to be then consider also that it is only in the most insubstantial way possible. Whatever imposition we make of you can be shrugged off with less than a thought. However, these people care about you and I'm fairly certain that no matter your level of belligerence or clarity they will not be quashed. I'm sorry this is so uncomfortable and stressful... I wish it could be some other way but I guess some feel that it is their imperative to act.
It is said.
I have no such thing. I have none. I have these forums, for what this is worth. The last time I was involved in a supportive social encounter that did not result in great harm of some kind to me was in March. It does not do my position justice to call it an island. It is an island in the same sense that a planet with conditions favorable to life is an island mired in space, completely and utterly cut off, unapproachable and whose propensity to existence will truthfully never even be accurately known -- just that it is there, and that it is unreachable, and that it is one in a million and so isolated that the guidance of a star arrives years-too-late and with no pertinence or relevance.
Get with the program, Morninglord.
and yet I am consistently ranked with an assessment of functioning described as "major impairment in several areas, such as work or school, family relations, judgment, thinking, or mood," and only five points removed from "inability to function in all areas."
I should just stop being intelligent. Maybe then people would give me the help I need instead of assuming I am 24/7 the capable monolith I sometimes come across as.
Keep on rockin' in the free world...:whistle:
+1 happiness bonus.
You probably already have a +2 orb but you can at least sell it.
can I buy a pony with that
Commerce is somewhat roundabout in this logicless land.
I have one of those Tesla orbs. The ones where electricty fills it.
I blame the dragons.
Hey hey hey!
The maesters almost killed the dragons. We should be grateful that we have three more to cherish.
But here I'm damn well terrorized by the dragons.
Me and the populace.
Song of Ice & Fire?
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