The longer today goes the more awful I feel. Blah.
It's is gonna take some time.
Honestly, the only thing I can tell you is stay busy and push through it. I've found the gym to be absolutely indispensable for dealing with all kinds of stuff. Plus you have the added benefit of getting healthier.
It's my last full day of placement today! I've done 5 weeks on a forensic ward, and it's been great. But gosh I won't miss the early morning starts. I look forward to my sleeping pattern being slowly ruined over the holidays.
Every time I see a page like this then scroll down to see a mod avatar I think we've gotten in trouble. Then when it turns out the teachers cool with it I'm like high five
If I'm doing pretty dang good now, but I've definitely noticed some kind of probably mostly entirely in my head anxiety type thing going on, ie "these people are only my friends becuase they're decent people and they pity me too much to just abandon me entirely but they don't actually want to hang out, they just check on sporadically out of boredom and guilt"
And I have every reason to believe they're actually my friends and they're actually busy,
I should probably bring this up at the doctor's next week, right?
If I'm doing pretty dang good now, but I've definitely noticed some kind of probably mostly entirely in my head anxiety type thing going on, ie "these people are only my friends becuase they're decent people and they pity me too much to just abandon me entirely but they don't actually want to hang out, they just check on sporadically out of boredom and guilt"
And I have every reason to believe they're actually my friends and they're actually busy,
I should probably bring this up at the doctor's next week, right?
Yeah definitely something worth talking about with a professional. Really I'd say, short of, like, legal stuff that they wouldn't be qualified to advise you on, nothing's really off-limits for a therapist. If it's something that's been on your mind a lot, bring it up--they're there to listen to you and help you deal with your thoughts, whatever they may be, no matter how trivial or frivolous they may seem to you.
Two nights ago I had a dream that bordered on prophecy through riddle.
And last night I had to combat a demon possessing my body.
This flu has been rough...
Did a talking coyote tell you to find your soulmate?
Not exactly...
My dream was multi-layered.
The first time through it was a jumbled mess. But I knew within the chaos there were two overwhelming questions: What is the true name of the Man in White & the Man in Black?
So the second time through I had to put the dream in chronological order.
And the third time through I went through it chronologically to get a sense for it.
Finally, with the fourth time through, I was prepared to even try to solve my questions.
Two nights ago I had a dream that bordered on prophecy through riddle.
And last night I had to combat a demon possessing my body.
This flu has been rough...
Did a talking coyote tell you to find your soulmate?
Not exactly...
My dream was multi-layered.
The first time through it was a jumbled mess. But I knew within the chaos there were two overwhelming questions: What is the true name of the Man in White & the Man in Black?
So the second time through I had to put the dream in chronological order.
And the third time through I went through it chronologically to get a sense for it.
Finally, with the fourth time through, I was prepared to even try to solve my questions.
Fuck, I'm... almost jealous. Like, fever dreams are rough and I don't envy what you've been going through, but as presented that dream sounds cool as FUCK.
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It's is gonna take some time.
Honestly, the only thing I can tell you is stay busy and push through it. I've found the gym to be absolutely indispensable for dealing with all kinds of stuff. Plus you have the added benefit of getting healthier.
I'm sure he hates me
Pig orgasms last 30 minutes
Well their penis is literally a screw
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I thought that was a duck
Biology is weird
Unless you watch a duck orgasm.
Necrophilia
What the fuck are we talking about?
Gesundheit
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biology is weird
I love it
"Sandra has a good solid anti-murderer vibe. My skin felt very secure and sufficiently attached to my body when I met her. Also my organs." HAIL SATAN
boyahsayboy you gotta concentrate, your mouth is moving but nothings coming out, concentrate!
edit: I think it's pretty clear I know way more about loony toons than fuckstyles =(
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I will probably see her the following weekend at the Christmas salsa party.
I am going to ask her if she wants to get bunch the next day so i can "talk to her about Spain".
And then we can talk about Spain and also maybe hold hands oh dear me I've said too much.
Although a certain someone was supposed to change it back a month ago.
because he don't take orders from us.
Embrace your new name. Embrace the steak
And I have every reason to believe they're actually my friends and they're actually busy,
I should probably bring this up at the doctor's next week, right?
Yeah definitely something worth talking about with a professional. Really I'd say, short of, like, legal stuff that they wouldn't be qualified to advise you on, nothing's really off-limits for a therapist. If it's something that's been on your mind a lot, bring it up--they're there to listen to you and help you deal with your thoughts, whatever they may be, no matter how trivial or frivolous they may seem to you.
Now I'm sad and am coming down with an upper respiratory thing.
Wait a moment, later they're both singing that part, did they both have roommates in Boulder they stole mattresses from
Asking the difficult questions.
Also listen to them perform it live. It is hilarious.
I kinda like this band
Does that make me a shitty person
I think I'm starting to win though. I feel MUCH BETTER this morning and can drink water with impunity.
But whoa... That last couple of days...
In no way it does but I think calling them a band is a bit of a stretch
Aw man, sorry you've been sick. Stomach bugs suuuck.
Going to try to eat lunch today, hopefully it goes well!
Two nights ago I had a dream that bordered on prophecy through riddle.
And last night I had to combat a demon possessing my body.
This flu has been rough...
Did a talking coyote tell you to find your soulmate?
Not exactly...
My dream was multi-layered.
The first time through it was a jumbled mess. But I knew within the chaos there were two overwhelming questions: What is the true name of the Man in White & the Man in Black?
So the second time through I had to put the dream in chronological order.
And the third time through I went through it chronologically to get a sense for it.
Finally, with the fourth time through, I was prepared to even try to solve my questions.
Fuck, I'm... almost jealous. Like, fever dreams are rough and I don't envy what you've been going through, but as presented that dream sounds cool as FUCK.