also @desc i really appreciated that burning man post
Eddy as long as anything brings a smile to your face amidst this parade of water boarding detention sites and commercials for pickup trucks and artificial sweeteners that we deign to call a civilization, then I know my work is not in vain
That seems like further procrastination I can convince myself is a step towards getting something done
I have come to terms that I am unexpectedly working a double, and to that end rputtingcoffee
Y'know, to rebuild my energy
Now I am leaning against the wall next to the coffee machine
I'll get back to work real soon
Totally
In my days in the catering industry, etiquette for people on double shifts was that they didn't specifically have to do anything in particular unless asked, and were the last person that you asked to do anything, having eliminated all other options first
Oh, and not putting guy-who-has-been-on-for-thirteen-hours-and is swaying-a-bit front of house if you can help it
Though there are reasons for that other than etiquette
I had a weird moment in the car yesterday where I thought about how i used to constantly engage with interesting ideas and read about art history and then I would talk about it with others and write about it
Now I have been worn smooth through apathy and a meaningless office job and I make easy jokes and talk about, like, nothing
I had a weird moment in the car yesterday where I thought about how i used to constantly engage with interesting ideas and read about art history and then I would talk about it with others and write about it
Now I have been worn smooth through apathy and a meaningless office job and I make easy jokes and talk about, like, nothing
Why did I become old and boring
Can I be a college student again
i recommend poetry and love
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
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I had a weird moment in the car yesterday where I thought about how i used to constantly engage with interesting ideas and read about art history and then I would talk about it with others and write about it
Now I have been worn smooth through apathy and a meaningless office job and I make easy jokes and talk about, like, nothing
Why did I become old and boring
Can I be a college student again
i recommend poetry and love
Love
I ... Remember that
(Cartoon diagram of Mr. Burns' heart rousing itself to pump a single droplet of blood once and then returning to torpor)
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Deebaseron my way to work in a suit and a tieAhhhh...come on fucking guyRegistered Userregular
speaking of which I am boardgaming with a bunch of education ministry scholars/lawyers right now.
all talking about local theater scene people like they know them personally, and to be fair, they do know some of them personally. "oh can you get me the script of NOT_YET_STAGED" --> available half an hour later via whatsapp
I had a weird moment in the car yesterday where I thought about how i used to constantly engage with interesting ideas and read about art history and then I would talk about it with others and write about it
Now I have been worn smooth through apathy and a meaningless office job and I make easy jokes and talk about, like, nothing
Why did I become old and boring
Can I be a college student again
i recommend poetry and love
Love
I ... Remember that
(Cartoon diagram of Mr. Burns' heart rousing itself to pump a single droplet of blood once and then returning to torpor)
St. Serapion, I wrap myself in the robes of your whiteness which is like midnight in Dostoevsky. How am I to become a legend, my dear? I’ve tried love, but that hides you in the bosom of another and I am always springing forth from it like the lotus—the ecstasy of always bursting forth! (but one must not be distracted by it!) or like a hyacinth, “to keep the filth of life away,” yes, there, even in the heart, where the filth is pumped in and courses and slanders and pollutes and determines. I will my will, though I may become famous for a mysterious vacancy in that department, that greenhouse.
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
(perhaps "humanities students..." is something that only resonates for college students who go through a conditioning that 90%+ of everyone you know is a triple science student)
eddy I don't know whether you would have been a humans student
or merely another physicschemdoublemath(economics), gazing mournfully in the direction of the humanities students every morning, oh what essays you could write about capitalism and corporatism and Singapore Inc that are even now packing you in a neat box and stamping ENGINEER on the lid, but you'll never learn how
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This weather is butts
SW-4158-3990-6116
Let's play Mario Kart or something...
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Deebaseron my way to work in a suit and a tieAhhhh...come on fucking guyRegistered Userregular
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
eddy I don't know whether you would have been a humans student
or merely another physicschemdoublemath(economics), gazing mournfully in the direction of the humanities students every morning, oh what essays you could write about capitalism and corporatism and Singapore Inc that are even now packing you in a neat box and stamping ENGINEER on the lid, but you'll never learn how
i guess that depends on everything
"and the morning stars I have seen
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
I am a vampire : (
Sex her. Sex her right now.
The last time I asked out a barista she was not actually interested and it was super awkward going there ever again
So I just ordered Captain America: Winter Soldier 3D and Guardians of the Galaxy 3D on Amazon with same day delivery.
Considering the weather conditions, I bet the courier service Amazon uses hates me after today.
o_O
I hate 3D.
I plan on watching the non-3D versions. I bought the 3D versions explicitly to NOT watch them. It's my form of protest. It sends a message to the movie industry.
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Eddy as long as anything brings a smile to your face amidst this parade of water boarding detention sites and commercials for pickup trucks and artificial sweeteners that we deign to call a civilization, then I know my work is not in vain
all about that goddamn treble you goddamn liar meghan
In my days in the catering industry, etiquette for people on double shifts was that they didn't specifically have to do anything in particular unless asked, and were the last person that you asked to do anything, having eliminated all other options first
Oh, and not putting guy-who-has-been-on-for-thirteen-hours-and is swaying-a-bit front of house if you can help it
Though there are reasons for that other than etiquette
started as one thing
turned into another thing
satisfaction either way
A slice of each of the three cakes and nobody bats an eyelid
MEthinks she's pragnent with a food babby.
Check out my site, the Bismuth Heart | My Twitter
Now I have been worn smooth through apathy and a meaningless office job and I make easy jokes and talk about, like, nothing
Why did I become old and boring
Can I be a college student again
Sugoi!
Son tan kawaiis
I got a little excited when I saw your ship.
i am a barbarian trampling art and literature
Silêncio
i recommend poetry and love
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
Yeah, it's only normal when a french-canadian and an anglo-canadian speak to each other in their own languages.
Check out my site, the Bismuth Heart | My Twitter
Love
I ... Remember that
(Cartoon diagram of Mr. Burns' heart rousing itself to pump a single droplet of blood once and then returning to torpor)
all talking about local theater scene people like they know them personally, and to be fair, they do know some of them personally. "oh can you get me the script of NOT_YET_STAGED" --> available half an hour later via whatsapp
humanities students...
Words are only good for writing about art
Poetry is for nerds
Exhibit A: Eddy
St. Serapion, I wrap myself in the robes of your whiteness which is like midnight in Dostoevsky. How am I to become a legend, my dear? I’ve tried love, but that hides you in the bosom of another and I am always springing forth from it like the lotus—the ecstasy of always bursting forth! (but one must not be distracted by it!) or like a hyacinth, “to keep the filth of life away,” yes, there, even in the heart, where the filth is pumped in and courses and slanders and pollutes and determines. I will my will, though I may become famous for a mysterious vacancy in that department, that greenhouse.
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
i am slain
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
lawyers
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
or merely another physicschemdoublemath(economics), gazing mournfully in the direction of the humanities students every morning, oh what essays you could write about capitalism and corporatism and Singapore Inc that are even now packing you in a neat box and stamping ENGINEER on the lid, but you'll never learn how
Let's play Mario Kart or something...
You guys okay the barista near work that I am into
She is astonishingly nice and cheerful to me in my pre-caffeine vulnerable morning state
I have known her in a coffee context for years and when she hands me my coffees she says things like, "I made it with love!" Which catches me off guard in my morning bleary mode
Deep down inside I know I am attracted to her because she acts and looks like a relentlessly sunny version of my ex that I loved most out of all my exes and who was very complicated and depressed and stuff Back when we were dating in our 20s
I am a vampire : (
Thank you Edward let's drive across the country in a pickup truck listening to death metal and having adventures
Sex her. Sex her right now.
So whatcha gonna do?
Considering the weather conditions, I bet the courier service Amazon uses hates me after today.
i guess that depends on everything
and the gengars who are guiding me" -- W.S. Merwin
o_O
The last time I asked out a barista she was not actually interested and it was super awkward going there ever again
This creates great hesitation in me now
I hate 3D.
I plan on watching the non-3D versions. I bought the 3D versions explicitly to NOT watch them. It's my form of protest. It sends a message to the movie industry.