2010/2011 confession thread

Orikaeshigitae

got something on your chest?

unburden yourself anonymously at http://www.formspring.me/orikae

then i will repost them for the amusement of all

Monkeyfeet

I sexed up Orik's mom

Stupid Mr Whoopsie Name

Monkeyfeet wrote: »

I sexed up Orik's mom

You're doing it wrong! (Both of things!)

Monkeyfeet

formwhaa?

Orikaeshigitae

I am my very worst enemy. I jerked it to Mr. Hands once. Also lots of freaky hentai. Mostly it's just normal gay porn.

Hey Orik! I went in to work last week and it turned out I was actually carrying a pretty nasty stomach virus, which everybody proceeded to catch and it ruined their Christmas. Except for the Jewish people, I guess. But they had a bad day too.

Fiz

I posted the one about the stomach virus

BlackDove

What is your favorite movie?

Hm. Blade Runner, but lately the rape scene has started to bug me.

Man, what is it with you and rape.

Orikaeshigitae

Fiz wrote: »

I posted the one about the stomach virus

Haha, I thought i recognized that salutation

Orikaeshigitae

I tried to kill myself and spent a week in the psych ward at the hospital. It was a pretty awful week. And an awful year! I'm hoping this one turns out better.

I hope you're right! Sorry to hear about your 2010. I'm sure next year will rule!

someone accused me of using the forums as a trans dating site.

Confessions? Confessions you ask? I blew through like a thousand bucks in two months for no reason other than fun. No girlfriends (is that even a confession?) I still haven't started writing the Gundam thread OP for debate and discourse.

Orikaeshigitae

I started taking depression medication because of suicidal thoughts and I was rapidly falling apart. None of my friends or family know or would suspect it.

Depressives tend to hide it easily. Hang in there.

Viscount Islands

I feel really masochistic tonight.

I feel like going on Facebook and just be like I'M GAY AND NO THIS ISN'T A JOKE

Viscount Islands

Bookmarked the Badassness of Death to watch later

Orikaeshigitae

2010 involved me not really doing much of anything. I mean, it was a step up from 2009 (money issues aside), but I'm really hoping I find some motivation in 2011 to do any of the many things I think of doing all the time.

I am Bizzaro Stormy.

I'm not sure if I'm happy because I'm naturally good at coping with problems, because I avoid my problems, or because I've led a sheltered life and have no real problems to speak of. I mean, I'm glad I'm happy, but it feels too easy.

Viscount Islands

That last one describes me 99% of the time. I think I'm really bad at dealing with emotions.

Orikaeshigitae

probably a way to quickly sort out friends from nonfriends, VI

Berk

I i didnt kill myself


im alive for another year at least


hooray!

Orikaeshigitae

I did basically nothing of importance or value to get myself out of the cycle of lack of importance or value last year and it will probably continue to this year. But I also had some fun and think we live on a pretty great rock overall. So, go figure!

Should I buy my mom a Vaccum? They always break it over there. And I'm gonna have to buy a new one. They're expensive

thedude_frombaywatch

yes do that and post the comments. And it sucks that formspring wont let you post more than one question anymore.

Viscount Islands

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

probably a way to quickly sort out friends from nonfriends, VI

Yeah and I think in the end this may be what I do (kind of).

Anyway I'll stop stinking up this thread with my angst. It's somewhat heartwarming and saddening at the same time.

Orikaeshigitae

Berk wrote: »

I i didnt kill myself


im alive for another year at least


hooray!

i'm glad. keep in touch, berk.

Orikaeshigitae

Viscount Islands wrote: »

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

probably a way to quickly sort out friends from nonfriends, VI

Yeah and I think in the end this may be what I do (kind of).

Anyway I'll stop stinking up this thread with my angst. It's somewhat heartwarming and saddening at the same time.

angst is literally what this thread is for

UnbrokenEva

thedude_frombaywatch wrote: »

yes do that and post the comments. And it sucks that formspring wont let you post more than one question anymore.

there's an "ask another" link after you post a question. Also, you can reload the page.

thedude_frombaywatch

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

2010 involved me not really doing much of anything. I mean, it was a step up from 2009 (money issues aside), but I'm really hoping I find some motivation in 2011 to do any of the many things I think of doing all the time.

I am Bizzaro Stormy.

I'm not sure if I'm happy because I'm naturally good at coping with problems, because I avoid my problems, or because I've led a sheltered life and have no real problems to speak of. I mean, I'm glad I'm happy, but it feels too easy.

That guy. Who had things too easy. Let's go. That's how I feel. Like, i'm living the life after the movie. The easy, all the hard stuff is over.

But, if I was living any other way I'm sure i'd complain the same way too. But be less comfortable. I'm sure. Damn humanity

Orikaeshigitae

I just ate a sandwich. I feel powerful.

I question my ability to truly love or hate a person.

I suspect those two are the same person.

I've been trying to come up with ideas for the next forum battle since the last one ended - any game ideas I have, I ask myself "could this be turned into a battle entry"?

Antimatter

Koshian wrote: »

Berk wrote: »

I i didnt kill myself


im alive for another year at least


hooray!

Mortal Sky

Holy shit this got moving fast.

FlatEric

I like this thread idea

ChicoBlue

Everyone stop thinking about killing yourselves.

Orikaeshigitae

Brendan Fraser is ripped in George of the Jungle but he is weirdly nonsexual to me. It's playing right now.

Antimatter

ChicoBlue wrote: »

Everyone stop thinking about killing yourselves.

I'm sorry Chico it's in my programming

Desktop Hippie

I'd do Brendan Fraser.

Orikaeshigitae

I am 20 and I'm in a sexual relationship with a 16 year old. The only thing I feel bad about is the fact that I don't feel bad about it, if that makes any sense. It actually seems... pretty healthy? Basically? But also somehow kind of sketch. WHATEVS

I got bullied at work years ago and now I can't hold down a job. Any time anything goes wrong I get bitter and resentful and screw the whole thing up.

So I've been visiting a brothel every month or so for about a year. The weird thing is the only regret I have about it is the amount of money it costs me!

I'm pretty sure this is just Orikae's way to up his post count.

I don't know how to interact with people face-to-face and it has kept me from getting a job, friends, and any sort of relationship.

Garlic Bread

Orikaeshigitae wrote: »

Brendan Fraser is ripped in George of the Jungle but he is weirdly nonsexual to me. It's playing right now.

what about encino man

Orikaeshigitae

I am 20 and I'm in a sexual relationship with a 16 year old. The only thing I feel bad about is the fact that I don't feel bad about it, if that makes any sense. It actually seems... pretty healthy? Basically? But also somehow kind of sketch. WHATEVS

I got bullied at work years ago and now I can't hold down a job. Any time anything goes wrong I get bitter and resentful and screw the whole thing up.

So I've been visiting a brothel every month or so for about a year. The weird thing is the only regret I have about it is the amount of money it costs me!

I'm pretty sure this is just Orikae's way to up his post count.

I don't know how to interact with people face-to-face and it has kept me from getting a job, friends, and any sort of relationship.

Cilla Black

Man I like observing the world and the people in it too much to ever kill myself, regardless of how depressed things might be. Everyone is cool people.

Draper

All the depressed suicidal people who post here should consider joining the peace corps or just go and travel and stay away from the internet for a solid amount of time.

#pipe

confession: I'm hungover.

no puking, but a bitchin headache

UnbrokenEva

Doubleposting is another great way to up one's postcount.

Antimatter

Draper wrote: »

All the depressed suicidal people who post here should consider joining the peace corps or just go and travel and stay away from the internet for a solid amount of time.

or yknow

not be lonely and in a dude's body

that would be nice

Garlic Bread

#pipe wrote: »

confession: I'm hungover.

no puking, but a bitchin headache

drink a can of Rockstar

Orikaeshigitae

My balls hurt. They have for daysssssss!

Life kinda sucks right now, but I like to think I'm peeing in its face by soldiering on

In 2010 a girl licked my ass and I liked it.

Schadenfreude is how I derive no less than 50% of my enjoyment from life. That's probably not healthy.

I think your paintings aren't actually all that good, duder. Sorry!

'Scool!

flunking college, no girl, no job : (