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i just want to get thsi out there
i feel stuck in my own head
i am tired but my head wont stop thinking
i am sorry to aLL for being a horrible human
i want to put all that behind me and move on, be a better man, eat right, exercise, cherish my life and actuLLUly love gods creatures, and try to embrass and understand that
i dont know whats wrong wih me but i feel so sad
i need to move on in life and be a productive citizen
i feel like a pathetic waste of a life who just exists slowly killing myself and knowing better yet still doing it
sorry if i am putting my crazy out here like this
but maybe it iwiill help me go to sleep
i am so tired yet my brain saYs FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO STAY AWAKE AND THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE SO FAST YOU CANT EVEN MAKE YOUR FINGERS SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO TYPE IT OR SO FAST YOU CANT EVEN REMEMBER THOUGHTS CUZ THEY JUST BE RACCIN OVER AND OVER AND ALL AROUND
i need a job
that is the most common theme
i dont want to live off the gov AS A LEECH with a mental illness i feel i can conqure it thorugh eating diet and proper sleep
i apologiize, dont judge me, fuck i dont know why i am doing htia, i want sleep i guess
??????????
solice maybe
closure
i need to live the life of god i guesss?? idk why am i asking here like i need someones ideas to help me make monumental life choices]
i be bat shit crazy i guess
but i will never harm myself or anyone else
i am in full control of my actions, just cant get my mind to slow down sometimes and it doesnt help that i am a paranoid hypochondiaK (or however you spell it)
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sorry
sorry sorry
actions speak louder than words
love you all
i feel stuck in my own head
i am tired but my head wont stop thinking
i am sorry to aLL for being a horrible human
i want to put all that behind me and move on, be a better man, eat right, exercise, cherish my life and actuLLUly love gods creatures, and try to embrass and understand that
i dont know whats wrong wih me but i feel so sad
i need to move on in life and be a productive citizen
i feel like a pathetic waste of a life who just exists slowly killing myself and knowing better yet still doing it
sorry if i am putting my crazy out here like this
but maybe it iwiill help me go to sleep
i am so tired yet my brain saYs FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO STAY AWAKE AND THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING ALL AT ONCE SO FAST YOU CANT EVEN MAKE YOUR FINGERS SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO TYPE IT OR SO FAST YOU CANT EVEN REMEMBER THOUGHTS CUZ THEY JUST BE RACCIN OVER AND OVER AND ALL AROUND
i need a job
that is the most common theme
i dont want to live off the gov AS A LEECH with a mental illness i feel i can conqure it thorugh eating diet and proper sleep
i apologiize, dont judge me, fuck i dont know why i am doing htia, i want sleep i guess
??????????
solice maybe
closure
i need to live the life of god i guesss?? idk why am i asking here like i need someones ideas to help me make monumental life choices]
i be bat shit crazy i guess
but i will never harm myself or anyone else
i am in full control of my actions, just cant get my mind to slow down sometimes and it doesnt help that i am a paranoid hypochondiaK (or however you spell it)
\\\\
sorry
sorry sorry
actions speak louder than words
love you all
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hfuock
i need sleep
sorry sleep
sorry sleep
You say you can conquer it through proper sleep and exercise, but if the problem is getting yourself to do that, then... maybe you can't white knuckle your way to it? As someone who's going through something very similar at the moment, even if you ARE able to push yourself through, there's still the possibility that you won't be happy at the end of that tunnel, and then the habits you've formed could be forgotten.
If you do see a therapist, you are under no obligation to take psychiatric medicine (a psychiatrist can evaluate you to see if they think it would help, but unless you are suicidal, they cannot order it). And even if you do start taking medicine (or even just seeing a therapist), you are under no obligation to accept welfare. They don't even make it easy to get!
Seriously, drop the "leech" rhetoric. It's a bunch of bullshit that demonizes people who have fallen on hard times, and makes some people (such as yourself) less likely to seek medical help they may need.