For the past 5 months, my elder brother does nothing but terrorize my life. He hates my guts. He does not care about my interests and it has been a great while since he ever said something nice about my style of coping with life. He just thinks that I am an incompetent disappointment who has not done anything worthwhile in life. I try to tell him that I am not interested in his line of business, but the asshole doesn't understand that I wanted to be more of a poet/writer rather than a businessman. I know money matters at some point in all our lives, but it does not give us the joy that we truly seek from showcasing our talents and skills in unique and creative ways and in the end, it was an endless mental assault that took a toll on my mind and my emotions. I wish sometimes he was dead but the man keeps coming back to torment and abuse my family in many ways. He only cares about money and he wants me to be like him, but I just can't. Am I being irrational or crazy or are others experiencing this type of problem that is very hard to ignore?