Ive been running from it for years, slowly getting beaten down by my own thoughts of doubt on ever getting help for whatever reason, I've lost count of the excuses. All that's left is the feeling that last year was awful and if I don't do something, this year is going to be worse, but I'm still scared and stupid enough to just let the year go by and I can't let that happen again.
(The unemployment for years, slowly losing contact with my friends, being confined to a house with my parents because leaving it nearly crushes me from the inside with this wash of cold fear)
We've made a little bit of progress toward this, Ive got a primary care physician setup for my current insurance (HMO) who suggested a behavioral services place in the same medical group of Henry Ford, however they don't accept my kind of insurance, no HMO's at all they said. So I asked if there was anything else he could suggest and got back that basically he can not and we should talk with our insurance about it.
So all I have to work with is my insurances doctor search database on their website which I've been looking over.
All i can find for specialists is "Clinical Psychologist-Fully Licensed" and I don't even know what I'm really looking for. I don't know what I'm doing at all now that I'm basically on my own.
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