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how are you, SE++?

fightinfilipinofightinfilipino Angry as Hell#BLMRegistered User regular
edited August 2008 in Social Entropy++
it's 3:27am, and i'm sitting in my apartment furiously packing everything in sight cause i'm moving from Boston to San Diego. it's one hell of a move. i've been fueling myself with probably more caffeine than is healthy; i'm surprised my gall bladder hasn't declared a coup d'etat and formed a dictatorship over my body.

i realized a few minutes ago that i was hitting a pretty bad mood swing cycle, goin between manic and horribly depressed. i know part of it is the sleep deprivation, but i've also had a bit of bipolarism that really didn't manifest until i was in college. i learned a while ago that it's good to just check in with other people, see how they're feeling, just relate your shit with other folks. seeing as it's not even the buttcrack of dawn here, i'm turning to the internets :P

so, how're you feeling SE? what's got you up? what's got you down?

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  • Calamity JaneCalamity Jane That Wrong Love Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    decisions, son

    hard truths

    shit is crazy like wild and crazy kids

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  • WallhitterWallhitter Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Moving into where I'm gonna be living for college this weekend. Almost done with most of my packing, too.

    Right now, just playing an MMORPG at 12:28 AM, Pacific.

    Wallhitter on
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Fallout on
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  • MorivethMoriveth BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWNRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    playing Burnout Paradise

    waiting to hear back from Rachel re visa interview

    Moriveth on
  • TheySlashThemTheySlashThem Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    kinda dreading the fact that I got to get my room cleaned up soon

    other than that it's just the usual parade of regret and self doubt

    TheySlashThem on
  • WiseguyWiseguy __BANNED USERS regular
    edited August 2008
    wallhitter has started a trend of two liners

    will be up late reading

    Wiseguy on
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  • ChicoBlueChicoBlue Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Got some audio Lovecraft stories going and I'm drawing some stuff.

    Good times.

    ChicoBlue on
  • the cheatthe cheat Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    ask for trazodones, me an gloop are proponents of it.

    and i am doing pretty good, gonna play some puzzle pirates and wish that they would invite me to the goddamn WAR beta already.

    the cheat on
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  • NadsNads Bob Ducca Asleep in a cul-de-sac.Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    Watching the first season of 30 Rock.

    Nads on
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  • TheySlashThemTheySlashThem Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    chico what are you drawing

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  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    kinda dreading the fact that I got to get my room cleaned up soon

    other than that it's just the usual parade of regret and self doubt

    if you level those up enough they evolve into shame and self-loathing

    Fallout on
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  • the cheatthe cheat Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    and that leads to the dark side.

    the cheat on
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  • MorivethMoriveth BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWNRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    also, hungry

    Moriveth on
  • Mister LongbaughMister Longbaugh Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    i have to go to the dmv in the morning to try and get a new ID because mine expires on my birthday which just so happens to be the day before i was planning to leave.

    leaving for vancouver i mean

    Mister Longbaugh on
  • L|amaL|ama Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Try exercising, just some pushups or situps or something. Chances are it won't do shit and doesn't for most people, but it's pretty reliable for me.

    L|ama on
  • TheySlashThemTheySlashThem Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Fallout wrote: »
    kinda dreading the fact that I got to get my room cleaned up soon

    other than that it's just the usual parade of regret and self doubt

    if you level those up enough they evolve into shame and self-loathing

    man I crossed that threshhold ages ago

    I'm just in a (relatively) good mood right now

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  • the cheatthe cheat Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    i have to go to the dmv to try and get a new ID because mine expires on my birthday which just so happens to be the day before i was planning to leave.

    gods be with you, sir. did you make an appointment, it helps, believe it or not. also if you have AAA you can avoid the dmv like the plague.

    the cheat on
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  • WiseguyWiseguy __BANNED USERS regular
    edited August 2008
    Fallout wrote: »
    kinda dreading the fact that I got to get my room cleaned up soon

    other than that it's just the usual parade of regret and self doubt

    if you level those up enough they evolve into shame and self-loathing

    the most depressing pokemon

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  • stimtokolosstimtokolos Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    the cheat wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    ask for trazodones, me an gloop are proponents of it.

    and i am doing pretty good, gonna play some puzzle pirates and wish that they would invite me to the goddamn WAR beta already.

    If you've pre-ordered the open beta should rock around fairly soon, I mean it is September 18 retail release isn't it?
    So I don't think you'd be waiting more than 3 weeks tops :)

    stimtokolos on
  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    the cheat wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    ask for trazodones, me an gloop are proponents of it.

    and i am doing pretty good, gonna play some puzzle pirates and wish that they would invite me to the goddamn WAR beta already.

    hmm

    i might try that

    anxiety and depression are the main things and it looks like it helps with those

    also wow you still playin' puzzle pirates, mang?

    Fallout on
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  • the cheatthe cheat Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    L|ama wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Try exercising, just some pushups or situps or something. Chances are it won't do shit and doesn't for most people, but it's pretty reliable for me.

    yeah that, along with warm milk is for entry level insomniacs.

    the cheat on
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  • ChicoBlueChicoBlue Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    chico what are you drawing

    Random sketchy things, and I'm trying to learn how to do different textures with ink stuff.
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  • FizFiz Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    I live in San Diego. If there's some sort of socal thing I'll let you know so you can hang out with the people.

    The people who do stuff

    Fiz on
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  • WiseguyWiseguy __BANNED USERS regular
    edited August 2008
    today i finished reading burrough's naked lunch

    what the fuck did i just read

    Wiseguy on
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  • stimtokolosstimtokolos Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Good stuff Chico.

    stimtokolos on
  • the cheatthe cheat Registered User, ClubPA regular
    edited August 2008
    i have been puzzlin for like, two or three years now. i'm pretty good at commanding a ship now.

    also, the beta is now giving invites to pre-orders, and i am one of them. but, i got nothin so far...

    the cheat on
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  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    L|ama wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Try exercising, just some pushups or situps or something. Chances are it won't do shit and doesn't for most people, but it's pretty reliable for me.

    i was thinking about busting out the exercise bike actually

    although i could always lift more weights

    Fallout on
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  • WallhitterWallhitter Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    I like the guy in the upper right. I shall call him Weenoggin O'Steelearm

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  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    i like the cyclops

    he's all

    o-)

    Fallout on
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  • Mister LongbaughMister Longbaugh Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    also i'm apparently getting a bitchin laptop and camera for my birthday so that's pretty cool.

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  • Blake TBlake T Do you have enemies then? Good. That means you’ve stood up for something, sometime in your life.Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    I have been pretty ace.

    Except I have been trying to get my Visa to China and people keep dicking me around for information.

    But I got it all today so yay!

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  • stimtokolosstimtokolos Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    the cheat wrote: »
    i have been puzzlin for like, two or three years now. i'm pretty good at commanding a ship now.

    also, the beta is now giving invites to pre-orders, and i am one of them. but, i got nothin so far...

    http://www.warhammeronline.com/preorder/

    August 15 it will let you sign up :)
    Was looking at that yesterday, someone might have a spare for me. It all depends though.

    E: Scroll down to the second big orange heading "Open beta access"

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  • MorivethMoriveth BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWNRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    By the way, some of you guys better be getting Mercenaries 2 when it comes out. I am all for some playing.

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  • VeegeezeeVeegeezee Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Feelin' groovy.

    Kind of in an oldschool RTS mood. Kind of lazy too though. Maybe I'll make a maze of Tesla coils and watch the computer send units into it.

    Veegeezee on
  • L|amaL|ama Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    the cheat wrote: »
    L|ama wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Try exercising, just some pushups or situps or something. Chances are it won't do shit and doesn't for most people, but it's pretty reliable for me.

    yeah that, along with warm milk is for entry level insomniacs.

    Yeah. I goes exercise, if that doesn't work warm milk, if that doesn't work alcohol.




    Oh cool, snow to 300m tomorrow.

    L|ama on
  • real_pochaccoreal_pochacco Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    Wiseguy wrote: »
    today i finished reading burrough's naked lunch

    what the fuck did i just read

    that's a pretty good way to describe how I felt after I finished it, too. I liked it though.

    I read that, and then I read another novel, and I had to meld my thinking back into sanity-land in order to read a normal novel. It was very jarring, because I guess I had acclimatized to the insanity of naked lunch.

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  • WiseguyWiseguy __BANNED USERS regular
    edited August 2008
    have some paperwork to do for housing for next year and financial aid

    i am barely functional when it comes to bureaucracy; it feels like a soul crushing experience

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  • FalloutFallout GIRL'S DAY WAS PRETTY GOOD WHILE THEY LASTEDRegistered User regular
    edited August 2008
    the cheat wrote: »
    i have been puzzlin for like, two or three years now. i'm pretty good at commanding a ship now.

    also, the beta is now giving invites to pre-orders, and i am one of them. but, i got nothin so far...

    damn dude i thought you quit when the rest of us did

    are you like a level one million bilge pumper now :O

    also: really wish i could play WAR on a mac :holyshit:

    Fallout on
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  • Mister LongbaughMister Longbaugh Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    L|ama wrote: »
    the cheat wrote: »
    L|ama wrote: »
    Fallout wrote: »
    i can't sleep

    should see a psychiatrist soon

    Try exercising, just some pushups or situps or something. Chances are it won't do shit and doesn't for most people, but it's pretty reliable for me.

    yeah that, along with warm milk is for entry level insomniacs.

    Yeah. I goes exercise, if that doesn't work warm milk, if that doesn't work alcohol.




    Oh cool, snow to 300m tomorrow.

    it's supposed to snow in the mountains here on friday. that's pretty bullshit, if you ask me.

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  • FAQFAQ Registered User regular
    edited August 2008
    I'm trying to decide if I should where this jumper for warmth or this shirt for for looking cool

    FAQ on
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