So I did something I am kindof regretting now. Typically I keep my nose out of my girlfriend's blog, figuring I don't really want to know what she is talking about on myspace because I could care less. Well the curiosity bug bit me and I peeked.
She refers to me as the "ball and chain" and I really don't think that it is in a kind way. She goes on to infer that I am the sole thing keeping her from doing all the things she wants to in life. In reality, there's maybe one or two minor things I try to keep her from doing like getting an ugly nose ring piercing or a giant tattoo across her lower back that is going to look ridiculous when she's older. I don't actually stop her from doing any of these things, I just play devil's advocate really.
But the thing is she is making it sound like I am keeping her from doing absolutely anything that would make her happy in life.
Well, this is news to me.
And to tell you the truth I find it inconceivable how I could be doing such a thing anyways. I honestly don't stop her from doing anything.
I am insanely pissed off about this, how she is telling all her friends this shit. I mean it's right on myspace so I really don't know whether or not I'm not supposed to be seeing it. The internet is public after all.
I honestly don't know how to handle this situation. It's been five years with this girl, but sometimes I wonder if this is all a big case of escalation of commitment.