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Casual Eddy
The Astral PlaneRegistered User regular
The Astral PlaneRegistered User regular
In honor of the only happy piece of music Nick Drake ever wrote
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It is not a good place to be.
By god, you're right.
Well, I never really planned on leaving her. I guess I had questions. But mostly I can't be mad at her for anything right now. Really. This is my doing.
I know I should completely stop feeling sorry for myself. Stop feeling bad, but also stop doing the dumb things. Don't keep beating yourself up, but just also try not to mess up again.
I get it, those are the same things I'd say to anyone else. I have no excuse for all the previous.
I had actual questions and issues, but I forgot them in my despondent nonsense.
Yeah. I've been in that situation for about four years now. It gets worse with time.
I say that not as an attempt to one-up you. I've just been thinking about it a lot...because, yeah.
Zen you really should go to the free show in Hamilton on Thursday night
Even if you fail, you never have "what if." That's a harder burden than knowing what was.
It gets worse?
FML
For all I know it's because I don't want to be with her and I don't even realize it. I really don't think that's it though, because I've faced a sort of similar situation before where I thought it might be over, and it was just... An all-sinking kind of emotion.
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Tough call, actually... I don't know.
Yeah. And my ex got married to another guy last January, which made it all the worse.
I'm nigh-certain that the only reason I haven't killed myself at this point is that, in my estimation, I still have greater than a 0% chance of ending up with her.
And that makes me really fucking pathetic. But it's honest, at least.
sad english musician who killed himself
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[5e] Dural Melairkyn - AC 18 | HP 40 | Melee +5/1d8+3 | Spell +4/DC 12
And if you don't want to go into marriage you can always just get a job, rent an apartment, and live together or something. Just show initiative and movement. If you just sit on the PA forums being indecisive you're not making progress in any sense.
Unless you think you can discern your true feelings through inner reflection simply manifest new situations and observe what happens.
Sounds like pick me up music.
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[5e] Dural Melairkyn - AC 18 | HP 40 | Melee +5/1d8+3 | Spell +4/DC 12
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tough call. damn.
The Graduate
I think I am where I am because that's all I do.
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How's it worked out for you?
Well actually It hasn't been-
Oh, I see what you did there!
That'll take a while. Our plan is to go from "relationship" to "engaged" to "married" to "it's complicated." I've always wanted it to be complicated.
Must be that time of year.
My sort of ex girlfriend just told me that she can't take the risk that us giving it the try might not work out.
then she had the audacity to request that I not get completely shitfaced.
god i'm glad I still have irish whiskey left...
"We believe in the people and their 'wisdom' as if there was some special secret entrance to knowledge that barred to anyone who had ever learned anything." - Friedrich Nietzsche
guys do that all the time after all
and i'm apparently ironic all the time
You could each buy a rubix cube. Then you could say "it's complicated".
you mean you're actually gay?
And there's definitely an imbalance in the day-to-day small things like, one example, massages.
But can I really complain? It's not like I'm ever vocal about my feelings. I try not to be. I never ask for anything, and I try to be eternally considerate.
So it's not like she probably knows half the things that bother me. So it's still my fault, and I don't have a job. Which I realize I should probably have one anyway. I have a pretty easy school schedule, I don't have a big reason not to except that I don't really need a job to survive how I live now. I do need a job if I need to start saving for a family, but I'm 21 still. That feels a bit of a way off, even if it is something I want eventually.
Goddammit.