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Endgame

Munkus BeaverMunkus Beaver You don't have to attend every argument you are invited to.Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPA regular
edited May 2013 in Social Entropy++
I'm making a separate thread from the Chronic Illness thread to talk about this, as this is one of the single-most important thing to happen to me.

I have entered into the Endgame of trying to live my life without an otomy bag permanantly. It seems that I now have a 90% chance of this happening tomorrow when I go into surgery.

I sacrificed a lot to try to avoid this, I would do anything within my power to escape the temporary pain and pray that I'd get better down the road.

Right now, the J-pouch is too inflamed and rigid to reconnect, barring something miraculous in the check in the morning. I go in for an MRI tonight, and if it shows there are sill fisula tracks then it's going to be a removal. Endgame. Failure.

Because if the fistula tracks are still there, I can't just have a diverting endostomy that doesn't run any intestines near the J-pouch (the J-pouch is a term for illeum which is stretched to take the place of a colon) because those fistulas could get worse. Because Crohn's disease bores fistulas and even sitting there by itself it could cause sepsis in my abdomen.

And removing said J-Pouch carries a myriad of possible complications. Myriad. They'd be putting stints in the kidney connections just to make sure everything flows right.

I have an MRI in a couple hours to check on the fistula tracts. I doubt they are gone. Surgery is already scheduled for tomorrow, because they are going to do someting.

Also, I'm in the Rochester, Minnesota region in case anybody wants to stop by and say hi. I should have my hospital name and room number figured out by tomorrow evening.

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  • WeedLordVegetaWeedLordVegeta Registered User regular
    You're in our thoughts, Munkus. I'll try and swing down there this weekend.

  • MorivethMoriveth BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWNRegistered User regular
    If I could visit I would. I'll be thinking of you, man.

  • KetBraKetBra Dressed Ridiculously Registered User regular
    I'm really sorry to hear this, Munkus.

    Here's hoping things go your way.

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  • Romanian My EscutcheonRomanian My Escutcheon Two of Forks Registered User regular
    For what it's worth, I'm keeping you in my thoughts, Will.

    As always, if there's anything I can do to help, just let me know.

    Hugs, dude. <3

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  • Gandalf_the_CrazedGandalf_the_Crazed Vigilo ConfidoRegistered User regular
    So sorry to hear this, Munkus. You're awesome.

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  • DruhimDruhim Registered User, ClubPA regular
    Oof, you're in my thoughts, Will. Hoping you beat the odds on this.

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  • Bluedude152Bluedude152 Registered User regular
    Rochester has an amazing team of doctors. They will make sure to take care of you

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  • World as MythWorld as Myth a breezy way to annoy serious people Registered User regular
    <3 you munkus

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  • RMS OceanicRMS Oceanic Registered User regular
    I suppose it's cliche to say you're in my thoughts, but you are. Here's to good karma and happy times!

  • BahamutZEROBahamutZERO Registered User regular
    Munkus :(

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  • QuothQuoth the Raven Miami, FL FOR REALRegistered User regular
  • miscellaneousinsanitymiscellaneousinsanity grass grows, birds fly, sun shines, and brother, i hurt peopleRegistered User regular
    Gonna be prayin for ya, Munkus. You are rad.

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  • BogeyBogey I'm back, baby! Santa Monica, CAModerator Mod Emeritus
    Good luck, Will.

    We're all here for you and are hoping for the best.

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  • SnowbeatSnowbeat i need something to kick this thing's ass over the lineRegistered User regular
    kick this thing's ass, munkus

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  • KroenenKroenen Registered User regular
    Hope you come out ok, Munk. You're always awesome, if a little cranky.

  • JunpeiJunpei Registered User regular
    Good luck munkus, you'll keep on trucking regardless, we know.

  • Dead LegendDead Legend Registered User regular
    Good luck, Munkus!

    I'll keep you in mind, and I hope everything goes well.

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  • Sweeney TomSweeney Tom try The Substance it changed my lifeRegistered User regular
    You're in my thoughts Munkus, and I hope all goes well. Stay strong.

  • autono-wally, erotibot300autono-wally, erotibot300 love machine Registered User regular
    edited May 2013
    good luck!!

    power trough all that shit man

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  • Ruby RhodRuby Rhod Multipass!Registered User regular
    Fuck dude, good luck tomorrow. I wish I could punch your disease in the face but then I would end up punching you and that wouldn't be helpful. Seriously though I'm really hoping for the best.

  • MarathonMarathon Registered User regular
    Best wishes and here's hoping for the best possible outcome.

  • Munkus BeaverMunkus Beaver You don't have to attend every argument you are invited to. Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    Surgery in a few hours, still don't know what the MRI showed.

    Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
  • autono-wally, erotibot300autono-wally, erotibot300 love machine Registered User regular
    edited May 2013
    so.. not telling you anything?

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  • JoeUserJoeUser Forum Santa Registered User regular
    Good luck Munkus! Do you need anything?

  • SyphyreSyphyre A Dangerous Pastime Registered User regular
    Prayers for you, dude.

  • CelloCello Registered User regular
    For what it's worth, I'll keep you in my prayers, Munkus. I really hope everything turns out okay, you seem like a pretty cool guy.

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  • smofsmof [Growling historic on the fury road] Registered User regular
    I'm not a praying person but I will be thinking of you and wishing you the best, Munkus.

  • DaMoonRulzDaMoonRulz Mare ImbriumRegistered User regular
    Maybe they're not telling you because they want to surprise you with good news! You'll wake up from the surgery to "Surprise! Turns out you had a gold ingot inside you!"

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  • hoodie13hoodie13 punch bro Registered User regular
    Wishing for the best. Good luck!

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  • PoorochondriacPoorochondriac Ah, man Ah, jeezRegistered User regular
    Ah, jeez, Munkus, best of luck.

    Do you have your Steam library stocked with one-handed games for when you're recovering? Anything you fancy that folks could gift you?

  • VeldrinVeldrin Sham bam bamina Registered User regular
    Oh man, just saw this thread.

    Best of luck, Munkus. I'm hoping for the absolute best for you, dude.

  • Munkus BeaverMunkus Beaver You don't have to attend every argument you are invited to. Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    Removing the pouch is confirmed. Leaving it in risks pelvic sepsis.

    5% chance they can make a new pouch.

    5 percent.

    Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
  • DarmakDarmak RAGE vympyvvhyc vyctyvyRegistered User regular
    Ah, jeez, Munkus, best of luck.

    Do you have your Steam library stocked with one-handed games for when you're recovering? Anything you fancy that folks could gift you?

    I have a one-handed game he can play :winky:

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  • Munkus BeaverMunkus Beaver You don't have to attend every argument you are invited to. Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    This is the most dangerous surgery I have done, too.

    Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
  • SCREECH OF THE FARGSCREECH OF THE FARG #1 PARROTHEAD margaritavilleRegistered User regular
    Best of luck munkus, I doubt any physical condition can really keep you down.

  • Donovan PuppyfuckerDonovan Puppyfucker A dagger in the dark is worth a thousand swords in the morningRegistered User regular
    Fuck man, tornados bounce off you. This surgery might suck balls, but you'll be okay. You'll bounce back and continue to be a bad-ass. I mean, look at all the shit you've been through already, and you didn't let that keep you from getting educated in law.

    No matter what happens next, you'll make the most of the hand you're dealt.

  • Munkus BeaverMunkus Beaver You don't have to attend every argument you are invited to. Philosophy: Stoicism. Politics: Democratic SocialistRegistered User, ClubPA regular
    I appreciate the support guys, it's just hard to think of anything else right now.

    I have suffered and tried and begged for years to keep the pouch. All of that was futile.

    Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
  • MetalbourneMetalbourne Inside a cluster b personalityRegistered User regular
    I know we haven't been each other's favorite forumers since our days in the AC, munkus, but I want you to know that you're in my thoughts.

  • QuothQuoth the Raven Miami, FL FOR REALRegistered User regular
    Science will figure this stuff out, and you'll have another option open up someday

    Not endgame, just a bad midgame until you get your pawn promoted

    Stay safe, get rest, play video games

  • RetabaRetaba A Cultist Registered User regular
    I'll send positive thoughts your way.

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