My dad died when I was 11. And my mom became addicted to heroin, took off for six months, came back, went to jail; I visited her every weekend for a year.
Neither of those were actually very "hard" though. Pretty rough, but I didn't really have to DO anything, you know? You just chill and feel sad then you feel better then it's kind of normal.
Shoggoth and I met the kid who raped my high school girlfriend, though.
Not hurting him was hard. "I'm surprised I had that much self control at 16" hard.
More importantly, grats to every queer kid in this thread who came out. You guys are the best.
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NogsCrap, crap, mega crap.Crap, crap, mega crap.Registered Userregular
edited December 2010
got surgery on my balls.
i mean, its a pretty obvious decision when you got problems down there, but still man
its hard actively deciding "yeah, take a knife to my junk"
My dad died when I was 11. And my mom became addicted to heroin, took off for six months, came back, went to jail; I visited her every weekend for a year.
Neither of those were actually very "hard" though. Pretty rough, but I didn't really have to DO anything, you know? You just chill and feel sad then you feel better then it's kind of normal.
Shoggoth and I met the kid who raped my high school girlfriend, though.
Not hurting him was hard. "I'm surprised I had that much self control at 16" hard.
More importantly, grats to every queer kid in this thread who came out. You guys are the best.
it seems like the hardest thing for you would be shaving your chest
i guess the hardest thing i've done is deciding that yes, i was actually at risk for committing suicide, and that constantly thinking about death counted as 'suicidal thoughts' and that i needed help. there's a lot of stigma that comes with that realization that you are now counted as mentally ill
medication didn't really work and i'm off them now, but i have an appointment for a psychiatrist in january so there's that
some schools of thought prefer different types of therapy
i remember some of what backwardsname said about therapists that focus a little less on straight up talk therapy and go for "training" someone to rectify negative behavior IE: suicidal ideation
i wonder what kind of success they've had with that
for example, i love being lazy when i am holding down a job but a cat procrastinate a lot when in between jobs and talking to someone who knows where the distinction lies between being depressed as fuck and just kicking it is
Metzger MeisterIt Gets Worsebefore it gets any better.Registered Userregular
edited December 2010
being suicidal is pretty much no fun at all. i was pretty much five minutes away from quite literally putting a shotgun in my mouth a while back, but i could never put my mom through that sort of thing again.
AntimatterDevo Was RightGates of SteelRegistered Userregular
edited December 2010
well, considering that you'd have to consciously end your own life, and take in account the suffering of others around you when you're gone, I wouldn't call it completely cowardly
Also probably the hardest thing I've done is visiting my aunt after she had a stroke.
Rehabilitation isn't going so well, since she has "nothing" to fight for to regain. We try to motivate her best we can, but really, what can you do?
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I may be able to do something that weekend. Give me a heads up a couple days before.
hugs for everyone
so many hugs
a veritable fire sale of hugs
(raar I'm a huggy lion)
actually I offer a buy two get the third free blue light special
primaphorior isn't exactly what I'd call huggable
My dad died when I was 11. And my mom became addicted to heroin, took off for six months, came back, went to jail; I visited her every weekend for a year.
Neither of those were actually very "hard" though. Pretty rough, but I didn't really have to DO anything, you know? You just chill and feel sad then you feel better then it's kind of normal.
Shoggoth and I met the kid who raped my high school girlfriend, though.
Not hurting him was hard. "I'm surprised I had that much self control at 16" hard.
More importantly, grats to every queer kid in this thread who came out. You guys are the best.
i mean, its a pretty obvious decision when you got problems down there, but still man
its hard actively deciding "yeah, take a knife to my junk"
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it seems like the hardest thing for you would be shaving your chest
medication didn't really work and i'm off them now, but i have an appointment for a psychiatrist in january so there's that
i remember some of what backwardsname said about therapists that focus a little less on straight up talk therapy and go for "training" someone to rectify negative behavior IE: suicidal ideation
i wonder what kind of success they've had with that
also i'm a terrible coward.
ugh
just imagining a gun barrel in my mouth these days gives me the heebie jeebies. taste the gun oil, feel the steel on your teeth. blech. no thanks.
yes
that game fucking owns.
would it be gay, incestuous, and rape
is the robot body a chick
loving the use of "and" instead of "or" here
Rehabilitation isn't going so well, since she has "nothing" to fight for to regain. We try to motivate her best we can, but really, what can you do?
does it really depend
because it might also be masturbation
is she hot
two dicks
dos
shitting dicknipples
anjin you have provoked the weeaboo in all of us
luckily i am custom built for the futanari revolution to come