Whippy I don't think I've ever talked to you... ever
yeah
well, now's a good time to start
so, uh...how's it going
what's up and stuff
Pretty good! I graduate high school Wednesday, deferred my acceptance to a four year college to attend a community with a friend for a bit cuz he tried to kill himself so im gonna stay in town and take care of him and make sure he gets help
But it's alright, he's a good enough friend I couldn't just be lime Fuck it good luck and move across the country
What about you what's up with you
Congrats on graduation sir. While the year I lived in a dorm was the best in my life, I think you are making a good decision. Community college is so much cheaper and you get the same degree. Plus you friend needs you. Good on you Swordfights
Whippy I don't think I've ever talked to you... ever
yeah
well, now's a good time to start
so, uh...how's it going
what's up and stuff
Pretty good! I graduate high school Wednesday, deferred my acceptance to a four year college to attend a community with a friend for a bit cuz he tried to kill himself so im gonna stay in town and take care of him and make sure he gets help
But it's alright, he's a good enough friend I couldn't just be lime Fuck it good luck and move across the country
What about you what's up with you
Thank you Bucketman and Greg
Congrats on graduation sir. While the year I lived in a dorm was the best in my life, I think you are making a good decision. Community college is so much cheaper and you get the same degree. Plus you friend needs you. Good on you Swordfights
Whippy I don't think I've ever talked to you... ever
yeah
well, now's a good time to start
so, uh...how's it going
what's up and stuff
Pretty good! I graduate high school Wednesday, deferred my acceptance to a four year college to attend a community with a friend for a bit cuz he tried to kill himself so im gonna stay in town and take care of him and make sure he gets help
But it's alright, he's a good enough friend I couldn't just be lime Fuck it good luck and move across the country
What about you what's up with you
I'm alright, I guess
okay well that's a lie. i've kind of got a big, terrible thing going on in my life right now but I'm not really comfortable talking about it on the forum yet. I also tried to kill myself in february, but I'm on differenty pills now and they seem to be doing alright for me; especially evidenced by the aforementioned bad thing happening and me not immediately wanting to slit my wrists.
I've been unemployed since October and it's been an incredibly hard year. My transitioning has stalled and I can't afford to go to the doctor or therapist or psychiatrist or voice coaching or get electrolysis so I'm kind of just taking my hormones every day and hovering in this weird, foggy sort of androgyny.
so yeah basically all I have going for me right now is my cat, and that's fantastically depressing
aren't you glad you asked
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Whippy I don't think I've ever talked to you... ever
yeah
well, now's a good time to start
so, uh...how's it going
what's up and stuff
Pretty good! I graduate high school Wednesday, deferred my acceptance to a four year college to attend a community with a friend for a bit cuz he tried to kill himself so im gonna stay in town and take care of him and make sure he gets help
But it's alright, he's a good enough friend I couldn't just be lime Fuck it good luck and move across the country
What about you what's up with you
I'm alright, I guess
okay well that's a lie. i've kind of got a big, terrible thing going on in my life right now but I'm not really comfortable talking about it on the forum yet. I also tried to kill myself in february, but I'm on differenty pills now and they seem to be doing alright for me; especially evidenced by the aforementioned bad thing happening and me not immediately wanting to slit my wrists.
I've been unemployed since October and it's been an incredibly hard year. My transitioning has stalled and I can't afford to go to the doctor or therapist or psychiatrist or voice coaching or get electrolysis so I'm kind of just taking my hormones every day and hovering in this weird, foggy sort of androgyny.
so yeah basically all I have going for me right now is my cat, and that's fantastically depressing
aren't you glad you asked
Of course I'm glad I asked. The forums (specifically mr henry bemis) are the reason I ever sought psychiatric help.
I feel like if there were ever a group on the internet who would lend you support in times of large stress it's here.
I know you have friends up in WA and I mean im eighteen so I can't really offer you advice or money or really anything at all but an ear
But I DO have an ear and even if im not here I have AIM and e-mail and facebook and a phone and I encourage anyone who wishes to keep in contact with me to seek me out there
Whippy I would love to be confused and floaty and suicidal with you, all you have to do is give me a holler.
And hopefully with the vast network that is this forum, one of us can find a way to help you somehow
Because really I think maybe the only person here id be unwilling to help is like TLB and that's because he's got too much damn fool pride to accept help
But seriously, strife is temporary even when it feels like eternity. Like my dad always says, "It'll feel better when it stops hurting"
I expect to see you in tip top.shape and ready.for DODGEBALL tomorrow, whippy
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But your wife whippy, you got a wife
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Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but dies in the process.
do you guys know how your memories of certain time periods have a unifying "sense" to them? a pretty abstract...feeling that surrounds the era, sort of the gestalt comprised by the season and your feelings and your issues and the people in your life and so on
it's strange to think about something that feels awfully recent and realize that it's far enough in the past now to have its own sense to it. I was just thinking about Christmas, which feels not so long ago, but it already has this feeling to it that is not in my life right now
I'm going to ask you a completely theoretical question, and I swear it's theoretical so don't extrapolate nothin from it, but what if the problem I've been having is my wife, what would your advice be then
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What are you praising me for, Chuck
Congrats on graduation sir. While the year I lived in a dorm was the best in my life, I think you are making a good decision. Community college is so much cheaper and you get the same degree. Plus you friend needs you. Good on you Swordfights
nooooope
getting out of dodge
thank you bucketman and greg
I'm alright, I guess
okay well that's a lie. i've kind of got a big, terrible thing going on in my life right now but I'm not really comfortable talking about it on the forum yet. I also tried to kill myself in february, but I'm on differenty pills now and they seem to be doing alright for me; especially evidenced by the aforementioned bad thing happening and me not immediately wanting to slit my wrists.
I've been unemployed since October and it's been an incredibly hard year. My transitioning has stalled and I can't afford to go to the doctor or therapist or psychiatrist or voice coaching or get electrolysis so I'm kind of just taking my hormones every day and hovering in this weird, foggy sort of androgyny.
so yeah basically all I have going for me right now is my cat, and that's fantastically depressing
aren't you glad you asked
I'm assuming the forums are dodge
they are
okay done phew thank you tlb that's a load off my shoulders
p.s. i hope my last post doesn't get ignored being bottom of the last page
now take a lap
Of course I'm glad I asked. The forums (specifically mr henry bemis) are the reason I ever sought psychiatric help.
I feel like if there were ever a group on the internet who would lend you support in times of large stress it's here.
I know you have friends up in WA and I mean im eighteen so I can't really offer you advice or money or really anything at all but an ear
But I DO have an ear and even if im not here I have AIM and e-mail and facebook and a phone and I encourage anyone who wishes to keep in contact with me to seek me out there
Whippy I would love to be confused and floaty and suicidal with you, all you have to do is give me a holler.
And hopefully with the vast network that is this forum, one of us can find a way to help you somehow
Because really I think maybe the only person here id be unwilling to help is like TLB and that's because he's got too much damn fool pride to accept help
But seriously, strife is temporary even when it feels like eternity. Like my dad always says, "It'll feel better when it stops hurting"
it's 4:30 and time for bed
I expect to see you in tip top.shape and ready.for DODGEBALL tomorrow, whippy
do you guys know how your memories of certain time periods have a unifying "sense" to them? a pretty abstract...feeling that surrounds the era, sort of the gestalt comprised by the season and your feelings and your issues and the people in your life and so on
it's strange to think about something that feels awfully recent and realize that it's far enough in the past now to have its own sense to it. I was just thinking about Christmas, which feels not so long ago, but it already has this feeling to it that is not in my life right now
this is something I know now
because I almost never think about the past
???????
Each period has it's own word no one has bothered to invent yet
Like I can look back on when I firsg met brenda and the music and circle of friends and activities are all very evocative of that time
Like I could hire an assistant to find those eras and file them chronologically
no, I
ow
I don't care about the past or.the future. I care about right now.
I'm going to ask you a completely theoretical question, and I swear it's theoretical so don't extrapolate nothin from it, but what if the problem I've been having is my wife, what would your advice be then
it's interesting that we don't really have the language for that
I wonder if its unique to english, that would warrant some looking into
a word describing the unifying sense of a period in one's personal history
I don't even understand how you're sneaking these periods in there
gotta keep an eye on that pinky finger, man. It's going rogue.