What kind of mood is it when your ADHD assessment gets cancelled because the doctor’s spouse developed a terminal disease?
Like the doc is apologizing to me. My friend, no, go be with your partner.
Fuck dude, this is make me well up right now.
The dad of one my guys is dying of ALS. He’s pretty much measuring his time in days, maybe weeks.
We’re in New Zealand, his dad is in the Philippines. If he leaves to be with his dad, there’s no way he’s coming back until probably June 2021 at the earliest.
The anguish this guy is going through on what he should do is immense and it’s tearing me up to see it.
I told him that if it were me, I would just go back. I think he will regret it for the rest of his life if he doesn’t.
I've been overwhelmed by feelings of both angst and ennui, of late. I'm terrified of everything and I don't even care.
I had a weird revelation the other day, that I don't believe in anything. Not in the sense that I don't think it's real, you know, just I don't have faith in anything. I mean, I never really did, but I never contemplated the depth of it before. There's nothing for me to cling to. I don't trust anything.
This isn't even fun nihilism, there's no absurdity, there's just the abyss.
I've been overwhelmed by feelings of both angst and ennui, of late. I'm terrified of everything and I don't even care.
I had a weird revelation the other day, that I don't believe in anything. Not in the sense that I don't think it's real, you know, just I don't have faith in anything. I mean, I never really did, but I never contemplated the depth of it before. There's nothing for me to cling to. I don't trust anything.
This isn't even fun nihilism, there's no absurdity, there's just the abyss.
@Depressperado I feel like I have been where you are now. What I found was successful in helping me manage the emptiness was an embrace of it, in a sense. Accepting that there is no inherent meaning nor purpose allows you to determine this on our own terms. I humbly suggest that there is no greater, more satisfying purpose than to make the lives of those around you better. By better I mean make their lives easier, kinder, and warmer.
Life is meaningless, and you will be able to look yourself in the mirror and say, ‘I am a good human being’. You will be remembered fondly by those who follow after you. You will deepen your human connections, you will learn more about yourself and others. You then, in effect, enhance and enrich your own experiences, thinking, and emotions. I personally think this then goes into overdrive if you are raising children!
I believe these things matter because nothing matters. There is no great cosmic directive, so why not dedicate yourself to having the richest, fullest, most love-filled time that you can?
do you also impale your kills on spikes and save them for later?
Helmetshrikes are not "true" shrikes that do the prey-impaling. They do have hooked little beaks for hunting as do "true" shrikes, but do not bother to pretend to create stashes of food because it'll never be enough to fill the existential dread.
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That second frame of putting all stat points into LEGS is giving me mega flashbacks to the Fallout 3 monster factory where they die as a baby and the death cam shows them as a tiny adult with weird elongated limbs
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Fuck dude, this is make me well up right now.
The dad of one my guys is dying of ALS. He’s pretty much measuring his time in days, maybe weeks.
We’re in New Zealand, his dad is in the Philippines. If he leaves to be with his dad, there’s no way he’s coming back until probably June 2021 at the earliest.
The anguish this guy is going through on what he should do is immense and it’s tearing me up to see it.
I told him that if it were me, I would just go back. I think he will regret it for the rest of his life if he doesn’t.
Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better
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no
I've been overwhelmed by feelings of both angst and ennui, of late. I'm terrified of everything and I don't even care.
I had a weird revelation the other day, that I don't believe in anything. Not in the sense that I don't think it's real, you know, just I don't have faith in anything. I mean, I never really did, but I never contemplated the depth of it before. There's nothing for me to cling to. I don't trust anything.
This isn't even fun nihilism, there's no absurdity, there's just the abyss.
@Depressperado I feel like I have been where you are now. What I found was successful in helping me manage the emptiness was an embrace of it, in a sense. Accepting that there is no inherent meaning nor purpose allows you to determine this on our own terms. I humbly suggest that there is no greater, more satisfying purpose than to make the lives of those around you better. By better I mean make their lives easier, kinder, and warmer.
Life is meaningless, and you will be able to look yourself in the mirror and say, ‘I am a good human being’. You will be remembered fondly by those who follow after you. You will deepen your human connections, you will learn more about yourself and others. You then, in effect, enhance and enrich your own experiences, thinking, and emotions. I personally think this then goes into overdrive if you are raising children!
I believe these things matter because nothing matters. There is no great cosmic directive, so why not dedicate yourself to having the richest, fullest, most love-filled time that you can?
Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better
bit.ly/2XQM1ke
It’s kind of liberating, I can start small and build a little bit at a time and there’s no need to compare anything to anybody else.
Kieron Gillen is really good at words.
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This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
same
i would very much like to play a 10-hour game with this exact aesthetic
This will be here until I receive an apology or Weedlordvegeta get any consequences for being a bully
I heard that sound a lot
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Need some stuff designed or printed? I can help with that.
This is by far my favorite song by Fleetwood Mac and I love that it's having a cultural moment right now.
And especially this one:
Helmetshrikes are not "true" shrikes that do the prey-impaling. They do have hooked little beaks for hunting as do "true" shrikes, but do not bother to pretend to create stashes of food because it'll never be enough to fill the existential dread.
I gotta drive myself to it and I've been scared of driving lately because of the whole nodding off thing. :sad:
Then hopefully I'll sleep good enough to drive home in the morning...
Need some stuff designed or printed? I can help with that.
Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better
bit.ly/2XQM1ke