Its just going to end up sounding silly, but I just came to the realization that nothing I will ever do will make my father proud of me - short of fundamentally changing my personality and aspirations.
And he's never read anything I've ever written.
And now I'm halfway pissed and halfway depressed because Christ how could I not have seen this all these years. Why in the hell was I ever trying to prove myself - for what was I, what purpose was achieved.
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Holy christ I need to get out of this place.
that is the date, THE DATE
(Blake gets into Shanghai)
AND IT IS THREE DAYS AWAY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XBox LIVE: Bogestrom | Destiny
PSN: Bogestrom
viv's internet boyfriend
kiss my ass
do you guys internet hold hands
I am halfway tempted to just hike downtown and drink the rest of the night away.
it's more than you anything
not true! not true by a long shot
what's up buttercup?
F-O-R-U-M-I-N-G
welcome to my everyday
p-o-s-t-i-n-g would have fit the rhythm
first came love
then came marriage
and then blaket's back is mounted on viv's wall
I thought China was supposed to be twelve hours ahead
oh fuck YOU
and fuck post timers
and fuck China
draw a horse
And he's never read anything I've ever written.
And now I'm halfway pissed and halfway depressed because Christ how could I not have seen this all these years. Why in the hell was I ever trying to prove myself - for what was I, what purpose was achieved.
equal orgams
equal everything
D-O-D-G-I-N-G-C-H-I-N-E-S-E-I-N-T-E-R-N-E-T-F-I-L-T-E-R-S